Take a ride with me

2007-04-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

2007-04-03T21:06:00.000+08:00

Ain't no headlights on the road tonight.
Ain't nobody here to make it right.
cause we I couldn't seem to find a way for love to stay.

2007-03-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

short-lived.

2007-03-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

Guys, i've got something new.

HTTP://BEDNBREAKFAST.WORDPRESS.COM

sweet nothings

2007-03-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

Its been long since i hear those, those that really touch and melts my heart.

2007-03-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

Somehow, i'm not fascinated anymore.
*pouts

2007-03-04T19:27:00.000+08:00

I don't know if its the rain or the monthly flow. I'm starting to get irritated over the slightest thing.

2007-03-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me
Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I
Go
Losing my
Control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it
To your face it doesn't
Seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things
You mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time
Tell you why
I say it's
Infinitely true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you'll Stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Its all because of you
Its all because of you
Now it all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
It's time
Tell you why
I say it's
Infinitely true
Say you'll stay

2007-03-01T20:40:00.000+08:00

My current favourite. No idea why livejournal can't show.

On another note, I thought i was having fun. Somehow at the end of the day, its just empty. Wait, i'm not happy at all.

2007-02-27T20:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

IM OFFICIALLY 18.

almost everything's legal. ((:*
a little fun won't harm.

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Here's something i saw on my friendster's horoscope...

The Bottom Line
Let your feelings just be what they are. Don't pigeonhole them into any category.
In Detail
You are learning that love can come in many different varieties, and while this is very exciting, it can also be very confusing. Just remember to take things very slowly in any new relationships, and do not make any assumptions about your growing feelings for someone. Don't try to pigeonhole this person into a certain category. Not everything has to have a name. You two can build a relationship that is like no one else's.

Pigeonhole this certain person? Maybe, since i always do that. but i definitely have nothing for all of em. Love isn't in the air now. haha
((:*

2007-02-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

2007-02-22T21:12:00.001+08:00

You could be my best friend
Stay up all night long
You could be my railroad
We'd go on and on

2007-02-21T11:20:00.000+08:00

Have fun pigging !

((:*

2007-02-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

What Disney Princess are you?
Belle

You are the most kindest humblest person anyone will ever meat. With the heart of an angel and super intelligence you are willing to help anyone. You can\'t hold a grudge, it isn\'t in your personality, instead you have a very forgiving personality.

Take this test

What kind of man do you tend to run after?
The Prisoner

So you wait on the other side of the fence for Mr. Right? Your men tend to be tough, tempered, yet carry a soft side as well. The toughest part of being with this man is his attitude and arrogance.

Take this test

7 Deadly Sins
Greed

Take this test

Which Harry Potter character are you?
Harry

You are an amazing person! You are wise and sometimes get confused on what to do. But in the end you will figure it out!

Take this test

2007-02-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

random.
((:*

2007-01-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

HTTP://BEDNBREAKFAST.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

I'll still post here. Not as frequent tho.

2007-01-30T00:01:00.000+08:00

I just don't like it that way.
I don't have patience.
I'm easily pissed.

2007-01-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

BednBreakfast.LJ today

Thanks
((:*

2007-01-28T00:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 18TH !!!
to DEWEI, my tutor-ptl-informer-what else?

May the sweetest thing falls on you and im glad you like the prezzie.
((:*

By the way, visit my LJ people

BEDNBREAKFAST.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

2007-01-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
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Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back

2007-01-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

Nyp open house. Apparently, the school was packed with people. Different kinds of uniforms could be seen everywhere. I saw mine, Northland Sec. There were free roses at the Singtel booth. Dewei got one for me. Angeline got one too and she disturbed for quite sometime before finally giving it to me. I was like asking them to take the roses for me. lol. Stayed back for awhile to watch Tammi's performance. Well, it dragged til i-don't-know when. Sick and tired of waiting. Went off first.

Met up with brother at Northpoint. Thanks uh, for the stussy shirt ((:*
Catch-up blablabla. The usuals luh. His lil sis tagged along too. Weiqiang and Yanxiang came over to join us afterwhich. Been quite some time since i last meet up with the guys. Nice one. Moved over to Sembawang.

Home-sweet-home.

Raining penguins and pups on the way home. I don't know why ziyong and weiqiang like to take photos of me. ohmygod. They can asked me to just stand there in the middle of the interchange and snap a picture of me. Like super dumb. I can't do it. We took pictures under the rain. haha. Weiqiang didn't even want to let me have a peek of those photos. What if it turns out to be ugly? holynuts.

They said i've changed.

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Seems that your life have changed again. Good or bad? That, i don't know. Well, a little restriction will do you good i think. Anyway, i didn't know you'll be interested in that kinda girl. Not bad eh, your taste. Good luck uh. ((:*

2007-01-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

Like what BrazyBear did, I started to think about birthday too .
=D

I want a cap from Ed Hardy.

to be updated.
stay tuned people.

2007-01-25T20:29:00.000+08:00

Town-ed again. Went to hunt for Dewei's birthday prezzie. FCUK and Quiksilver. Hope he likes what we bought.

Seoul Garden for lunch.

im left with 50bucks in my wallet.

am feeling very broke now-NOT !

will be getting $$$ tomorrow anyway.

((:*

*slurp.

Friends do not take advantage of each other.

2007-01-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

Just have a little, patience

I'm still hurting from a love i lost,
I'm feeling your frustration,
Then maybe all the pain will stop,
Just don't be close inside your arms tonight,
dont be to hard on my emotions

Cause i, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while im still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,

I really wanna start over again,
I know u wanna be my salvation,
The one that i can always depend,

I'll try to be strong,
believe me,
I'm trying to move on,
It's complicated but understand me,

Cause I need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while im still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,

Yeah, have a little patience, Yeah

Cause this scar runs so deep,
Its been hard,
But i have to believe me,

Have a little patience,
Have a little patience,

Cause i, i just need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while im still healing,
just try, and have a little patience,
Have a little patience,

2007-01-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

Went home straight after school. I need my BEAUTY SLEEP.
Skipped froggy's lesson.
*beams

leftovers from yesterday...

2007-01-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

Java, the monster was finally done. No more projects left. Now, that really calls for a little celebration.

Dajie

Bear

Sunny

Angeline

Dewei

Edwin

yours truly

Silvia

We went town to collect Bear's phone. Was feeling kinda worn out after so many late nights. Songweiling asked to take neoprint with her. Its been like ages since i last took one. Remembered how i used to splurged on neoprints. *slaps head

lazy to upload all....

This is my BESTFRIEND.

I'm glad that you texted me yesterday's night and told me about it. Anyway, I don't want to keep repeating myself. You should know what i'll say and goodfriends don't need to say too much right?. I won't ask if you're okay blablabla etc. Cause you're obviously not. Have a good cry. Those presence are redundant. I'm more than enough. ((:* We haven't been going out. I missed bitching and laughing with you. DATE ME OUT SOON alright, my dear Jiahui.

love,

((=

2007-01-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

I don't like the current situation of my hair. Its like so spoiled. And, its not BLACK !

This is what i love.

I desperately want it back.

Well, its long gone...

2007-01-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

fuck. Blogger's so screwed up sometimes. Everything gone when i hit the publish button. Now, i've to retype again. Bloody nuts.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GREATEST MOMMY ON EARTH !!!
I HEART YOU DEEP DEEP.
LOVE YOU MANY MANY.

Sis ordered a Yam cake a week ago. i love eating cakes. LOL.

My eyes got so heavy at that point of time. I told myself that i must, must hit the sack right away. Knocked out at around 3am. Surprisingly, i woke up at 11plus am. Slept again in the noon.

We had a hard time finding a place in Woodlands library. I think Sunny made a grave mistake when he decided to consult me on JAVA, the monster. He actually asked me to teach him the monster language. Got carried away halfway through. We went youtube to find some entertainment. STEVEN LIM. Next was webcaming with Sunny even though he's just sitting besides me. We were chatting about planets on msn. LMAO. Good thing, dewei came to help us with the monster despite raining penguins and bears.

Had my all-time favourite for dinner.
The guys told me that SimLim sell optical mousey with multiple colored lights. I'm so gon` get one. (=

For your info, i did the monster myself. But of course, with the help from pro pro.
*grins

One last important thing before i end.
Its been ages since i last went on a retail therapy.
That explains the restlessness, frequent headaches these days...
withdrawal syndromes.

2007-01-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

I've been staying in school til late, til the library's closing. LOL.

Stayed back today as usual. This time round, i did some serious work. The diagram for JAVA. Dajie got started on hers too. Except SongWeiling who's happily laughing together with her boyfriend. HAHA. They began drawing other people's face and laugh. We all laugh like mad. Especially the one about ANGENGSANG. Hers like fuckin` hilarious. Dajie, don't be angry okay? ((:* Mine wasn't any much better also. Those girls, always made me laugh til my sides hurt. =D The 3 of em left about 7plus?

We stayed until they switched off the air-cons.
Home-sweet-home.
((:*

Dewei got separated from his wife. She's with me now and will be accompanying me through the weekends. I LOVE his wife deep deep.
Apparently, Dewei lend me his PSP. Razean made me lose all my rankings. Very fed-up. Have to like start all over again?! Ohmyholymama.

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2007-01-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

TEKKEN is my new pet !

Stayed back in school together with Dewei and Sunny. We were supposed to do projects. Sunny no mood. Im doing nothing as usual. Dewei said he can't think. LOL. So we gamed everynow and then. I don't know why Sunny's so expert in that PuzzleFighter. I think he everyday train at home secretly. HAHA. Have been playing with Dewei's PSP since cmath lecture. Its something like Audition. I'm pretty much stuck at stage3. lol. Tekken's better. Imma pro pro pro. HAHA. Had Macs in the library. Apparently, some idiot lecturer/librarian caught us having a picnic in there. Both the guys were banned from library. They can't stay after 5 or 6pm. How shitty. But who cares?
Left the library at about 8plus since it closes at 9.

I realised that the malays have got something against us today. No offence intended. Dewei and i bought Macs. We asked for mayo. The malay staff told us that there's no mayo anymore without even checking. Before we left, i saw a chinese staff getting a packet of mayo for one customer. Wth! Dewei went to ask him for it. And true enough, we got our well-deserved mayo. Screw the malay staff. Secondly, the shitty librarian/lecturer who caught us with food was a malay too ! Ohmyholymothergod. This is too much of a coincidence.

Well, gaming's addictive.
And and and, i tend to be violent when i game. Thats what people say.
=D Vulgarities? I dont know.
lol.

2007-01-18T10:28:00.000+08:00

I had a bad dream yesterday's night. A real bad one.
and i found myself crying when i woke up.
jesus...

2007-01-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

2 months have passed unknowingly. So when was the last time i saw you? say, about 3 months? Life's been good to me. Thats not the point. Everything's long over. I'm not going through those motions anymore. Friends are good enough.

The JABS
Angeline
Bear
Sunny
Silvia
Dajie
Jiahui, my Bestfriend
Leonard, the Pig
and of course, those people who shared the booze bitchings and laughters.
many more whom i don't know how to list out.

LOVE you guys deep deep and many many.
((:*

I've really really get over him for good now. And im praying hard that i won't go back there again.

2007-01-17T20:11:00.000+08:00

randoms. very random randoms.
((:*

Met up with Leonard the PIG just now. NO COMMENTS
=DD

2007-01-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

I don't want a boyfriend
I don't need one either
so, stop bugging me.
I'll be your goodfriend instead
and maybe your fling?
haha, nono.
just STFU AND GO.

2007-01-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

A picture speaks a thousand words.

((:*

I'm definitely the Best person for your BESTFRIEND!

So like my introduction for the presentation was about some stupid guy who committed suicide cause he wasn't happy with the size of his dick?! HAHA. Nevermind. Iris choo said that i'm lacking of eye contact with the class and that im always focused on her. Well, overall was kinda okay ((:*

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2007-01-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

The rest is still unwritten

2007-01-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

I don't know but this made me teared.

2007-01-12T20:53:00.000+08:00

I have a sweet tooth

Its raining again. Rain, rain and rain. Spoiler. I dread going out on wet weathers. Java was good. Only 1hour of lecture. Slept most of the time anyway since i can't see whats on the slide. Went library while waiting for Leonard Yu. The guys were there doing their projects. I did a few tables for em. Database's manageable. Just that i have a few doubts here and there since im always skipping that choo choo train's lab lesson.

I'm in love with a new snack. ((:*

Changed of plans. We were supposed to go over to The Cathay for movie. The rain spoiled everything. LOL. Actually, im just plain lazy. Whatever, its the bad weather's fault. Settled for J8. Dumb had his lunch. Okay, there's a weirdass working in LJS. That staff is really weird. She kept wiping the tables even though its already clean. What else? She'll like stare at the customers. That includes me and Leonard. Funny weird woman. Its disturbing and irritating to the max. HAHA.

Haagen Daz.

My Chocolate Affogato(?). SWEET TO THE MAX. Almost couldn't take it. LOL
This is what i call holyshite

Only original dumb dumb likes to take meaningless photos of yours truly.

Walked around. Went to Muji and i bought 2 pens. Yeah, i LOVE buying pens. Another one of my bad and weird habits. I just keep buying and buying pens. I think and i must go back to get that pack of pens. 19bucks i think. So fanciful. I like my pencil case to be full of pens. I can't tolerate a pencil case that looks almost empty. No no no. Be it the same colors or repeating colors. lol. The Puma case gon` give way soon. I need a new pencil case. Ah...that gives me another excuse to splurge again.

((:*

I realised that i've got a whole lot of things to buy. Everybody's like having a wishlist on their blog. I don't have one. If i draw up a list, it'll be as long as the GreatWallOfChina i guess. Sounds ridiculous i know. What to do? Will have a wishlist soon. Stay tuned alright!

2007-01-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

Males are really irritating at times. I deserve no shit okay. Go fuckin` stare/look/glance/ogle at your granny.

Why so curious about what lies beneath/up there?

2007-01-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

Been skipping quite a number of lessons recently. Gradually losing the momentum to study due to the lack of interest. Whatever. I'll still try.

HOT HOT HOT!!!
*faints

2007-01-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

Okay. I'll be writing about my friend, LEONARD YU. Shall try to keep it as long as possible.

I think i got to know this cute chap during sec3 ? Regard him as one of my good friends after some period of time hanging around together. Crappy and funny. Self-proclaimed cute, handsome. What else?
I remembered having lots of bumps back then. Like the rest, he was there too. ((:* Never fail to cheer me up when i was down. Tho not all your jokes are funny, i still gave you a smile. You deserve one clap for your effort. haha.
Pig, i've no idea why you love pinching my cheeks. am really not chubby at all compared to you who have like 7 meals?! I bet cellulites are your bestfriend.
I still have the Mickey mouse toy with me, dont know if you still remember. ah, nevermind.

I'm running out of stuffs to write.
words can't say what love can do.

lastly,

I LOVE YOU MANY MANY, my good friend
((:*

oh, my birthday coming okay.
don't forget
cause its IMPORTANT

I had a hard time looking for this...
years back...

((:*
Happy?
Satisfied?

2007-01-09T20:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENG SANG !
for your SWEET TWENTY.

I think truth/dare will become our favourite during boring lectures. Had fun just now with all those stupid dares. 'iloveyou' , 'can i sleep with you tonight?' blablabla.

New York was good with JABS, Silvia and our birthday girl.
*yum yum

Did someone said i look nice to cuddle and hug? especially when wearing long sleeve.
LOL

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Why do i keep seeing you everywhere i go?

2007-01-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

Java. I don't know what to say about Java, the bloody fucktard module. I seriously have nuts idea what i've done to deserve this. Of all things, i've to face Java. Its like taking a toll on me. Deadline's week 14. Its week 13 now. I said fuck. How many freaking days left? Where am i? Mind you, I haven't even started. Goodness gracious. I felt the rush and need to get it done asap. Its stressing me out. I HATE Java. Its the most idiotic module alive. I'm so sure that i won't need it in the future. After 2 years of programming, thats it. No more. Or perhaps i won't get to face this shit for 2 years. Yeah, hopefully. Every lesson of programming, i can feel my brain cells dying on me. Jesus.

We got Engsang a pair of Levis. Hoped she likes it.
She better be...
((:*

And people, im not piercing my tongue.
haha
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Its sooo taxing

2007-01-07T23:46:00.001+08:00

2007-01-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

Tongue piercing.
I think i wanna get one.
I feel like getting one.

Jaded

2007-01-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

Had ice-cream and some side-dishes with STEPHANIE wong after school. Causeway's Swensen. Catch-up blablabla. Its been some time since we last hang out together right? Walked all the way from Woodlands MRT station to Sembawang MRT station, NOT! I was horribly exhausted on the way to Admiralty. The journey's like freaking long.

There's a vacant block between Woodlands and Admiralty. Blk 852 or 853? Can't really remember. Haunted block i think. Freaky. I'm sure some cheapskate couples or banglas will go there to make out.

Okay. i LOVE doodling on msn. Look at what Weijie drew for me !

So cute and pretty right? ((:*

2007-01-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

I skipped Database today. Cause i so so dread going for database lab lessons. The boredom's killing me. Had breakfast with Angeline and Sunny.

DMD lab ain't any better. Besides giggling with every sentence the lecturer said, we were doing our usuals, msn and blog-hopping. Dajie and Silvia weren't present for school today. Lazy bums. lol.

Went over to Bear's place after school. Boon Lay. Fucking far. omg.

The brazybear did Canon-in-D. ((:* iLIKE.

Had a game of bluff/cheat. I just learnt how to play. Seems like a never-ending game. Losers have to drink. Choose between choya, remy martin and tiger.

Retard-not me.

I forgot what we did after the game.

Bear cooked instant noodles for us.

Product...

I tried playing with the skateboard. Okay. i didnt know im such a pro - NOT!

almost fell.

-______-'''

Must master the art of balancing first.

2 weeks left to complete all my projects.

kill me please.

They said its kinda stressful being my boyfriend.

is that so?

2007-01-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

Ng's nice today. He released us pretty early. No complains for those late-comers too. Happy new year. LOL.

[Eragon] with Leonard, the self-proclaimed attractive male. Eragon was good. I can never get enough of dragons, magic, fantasy kinda movies. haha. I heard there'll be a part2. ((:*

Oh, LEONARD HAS AN INFLATED EGO.
blablabla
I know his shameful lil secret. Apparently, he doesn't know that movie tix can be bought at cineleisure B1. LMAO. I think he doesn't know alot of stuffs also. whatever. He's really hilarious sometimes.

and and and, We saw a man with BOOBIES. Yes ! He doesn't look like a transexual. Just another ordinary manly man. haha. Well, with an extra pair of boobs. I doubt he's wearing bra. Like kinda saggy. =D ohmyholyshit. GROSS. I hate, hate, hate sickening people who's like that. Why not undergo full op? yucks.

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Did you do things behind my back?
i trust you, really.

2007-01-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

. school starts tomorrow

Im so not ready yet!
I don't have a new bag.
I don't have a new organiser.
I don't have er, ???

argh. Everything's not new.
)=

2007-01-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

All the booze getting to my head.

Imma lil crazy, i think.

yeah, just a lil.

((:*

2007-01-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

This is what i got on the first day of 2007.

How 'great'...

-____-'''

Thats why i've to constantly block and del people from my msn list. Hopefully 2007 will have lesser buggers.

2007-01-01T21:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was good even tho i didn't go for countdown. Woke up at only about 5plus pm due to those late calls. Went Causeway for some grocery shopping with dad, mom and sis in the late evening after dinner.

I didn't join em for pub.
I didn't join leo and guys for fireworks at Esplanade.

Tv-ed at home. Supposed to go out at around 2am. Was chatting on the phone and got carried away. Kinda lazy to go out. LOL. Yeah, i really didn't go out. Im sooo sorry people. Will make it up to you guys one day. ((:* Missed out those crazy laughters and bitching. Boooze. oh man...

And so, i chatted on the phone for the whole night/morning.

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

ITS 2007.

Ohmygod. Its been another year. Time and tide wait for no man.

Jan, still having holidays. Worked for PlaynLearn while waiting for Os results. Broke up with yucong. Feb, MY BIRTHDAY! Went back school for our O level results. Broke down in front of ziyong and gave him my results slip etc. I passed. April, Nanyang Poly. Dragged myself to the 3 days orientation. Tried my best to be sociable and yeah, i did pretty well. Did i? Started seeing yucong again. School starts officially. Not to forget, its STEPH's birthday too! May, I got a problem with my eye. That bloody specialist freaked me out by saying that i almost went blind. Wore my orange Gucci for abt 2 mths+ i guess. June, WorldCup. Sleepless nights. Endless text messages and calls. I slept in the day and was active at night. Watched almost every single matches. Became somebody's alarm clock. July, Italy won. We became beneficial friends. August, National day. Fireworks. Getting back together&lovingyou. Went back NSS with my girls for teachers day. September, addicted to Choya. Kwon Sang Woo came to S'pore. Oct, you changed. November, Dyed and cut my hair. December, yucong left the 2nd time. More booze and laugher.

Missed out lotsa stuffs but heck, i can't remember em.haha

I've no idea whats my NY resolutions. Cause i never seem to fulfil em. Years back, i always said i wanna shed those extra pounds. And that i'll exercise consistently. Well, what to do? Imma lazy pig. LOL. Oh, i'd be very glad if i'll just stop slacking around. Its so hard to get me serious in my work. About relationships, I'm not going to think about it anymore. At least, not so soon i guess. Not in a rush people. Its never easy to fall in love with someone new know. Last, i want to meet new people ! ((:*

I can't say 2006's a bad year. Im kinda contented tho. 2006 left me with sweet memories and bruises.

Most importantly, MY BIRTHDAY's coming.
*grins

2006-12-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

IE's working again, like finally. Life without IE was horrible.

[Night at the Museum] with Ziyong and Ziyuan. Ridiculous movie. LOL. Super cool job. I wanna be a night guard too. =D

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Isetan's private sale was crazy. The whole building was infested with people. Went there to have my levis changed. They don't have my size anymore. Have to wait for about 3 days for em to transfer stock over. Stupid. Luckily my levis ain't on sale. Those on sale were last season. Bought nothing at the sale. Nothing for me to buy. Went home with only a lingerine.

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[Death Note2 The Last Name] with Sunny. Clever plot. L's IQ must be at least 200. ILike ILike. ((:* DN2's much more interesting than the first. Go watch it people...

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Someone calls me his princess.
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wth

2006-12-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

Daddy will be back on Thurs. Lets see if he gets anything for me. ((:*

If there's nothing missing in my life

then why do these tears come at night.

2006-12-26T14:06:00.000+08:00

Mommy just knew about what happened between yucong and i. Didn't tell her much. She said she's actually proud of me that im so independent and strong. So much so that she didn't even notice im going through a rough patch after the break-up. Yeah, i totally agree with what my mommy said. Guys at this age will never be able to settle down. They just wanna have fun. They just like the chase. So, don't expect much from em. And, don't ever let myself fall too deep. Well, its too late. I already did. Anyway, i'm doing fine.

*You're such a great disappointment. I received tons of xmas greetings. Everyone but not you.
Thanks eh

2006-12-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

Shopping again. Shopping heals a broken heart.

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

Went town with my mommy and sis.
Whole day. Tired like f*

Its so frustrating at times. I saw a mini but they don't have my size. I wanted a bag but they don't have a new piece. Damn.

Saw a black bottom over at MNG. Super cheap. For 59bucks only. HAHA. And i've always wanted a black bottom. Got my ladies style at Levis also. I get very excited when i see those blingbling kinda thing. Not to mention, its swarovski crystals. 219.50. Not bad eh. Not over 300bucks so its okay luh. Bought a wallet/clutch from 2cm. Its MARC JACOBS for god's sake. Don't know whether its genuine or an imitation. The lady told me that there's only one piece. 99bucks. Marc Jacobs got so cheap uh? But well, 2cm don't sell fake stuffs right? I can't tolerate imitations. I rather die please. Bought another simple top from FarEast.

Total damage for me = $400++

My sis bought her clothes, pencil case, wallet etcetc.

My mommy the best. HAHA. Everything she pay, like all the time.

I think i need to come up with a new wishlist for NewYear soon. So far i can only think of having a new bag from Coach. Hard to satisfy my material needs. ((:*

Orchard's soooo packed with people.....

Mom: 'Eh, why so many people.'
Me: 'Today xmas leh.'
Mom: 'Why so many lao ren(old people)?'
Me: 'Old people cannot come out ar?'
Mom: 'Old people come out for what? Stay at home luh...'
Me: 'Woah..don't so bastard can anot.'

LOL. =D

Yesterday's a blast, seriously. Insanity. haha. Im so glad that i didn't go town or whatsoever. Hanging out at *some text missing* place was good. (=

Tiger all the way. Cheapskate luh...Nevermind. Its real fun.

Come to think of it, its kinda bad. You never know what gon` happen cause things can just go wrong. Very wrong.

okayokay. whatever.
Home-d at around 6plus in the morning.

I feel so worn out. I need to replenish my beauty sleep. My legs feel like jelly. I had so little sleep these days. Ohmyholygod.

2006-12-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

About an hour more to Christmas? Im not going for countdown. Im so not gon` squeeze with all those sweaty people at Orchard etcetcetc.

Got home at around 9plus i guess. Meet up with Yonglong and guys over at Suntec in the afternoon. For a moment, i thought Suntec's at Raffles City. Decided to drop at CityHall. Thank god, its the correct stop. lol. Been like 82465865th years since i last hang out with em.

Weijie, Yonglong, Jianwen+girlfriend, Vincent, Joshua, Linda, Leonard and er i dont know who??

They kept saying that i've put on weight, fat, chubby.

@$%$#%

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IM NOT FAT.

haha.

And, they kept meddling with my face.

pinch here and there. omg

Had fun tho. Since im kinda nursing a heartbreak now, yadayada, it helps luh...

am i right?

Will be hanging out later. With? Friends, friends and friends.

Who else? No one special anway.

I need my BEAUTY SLEEP, really. Past few days have been a whore. Totally insufficient sleep. This is bad.

Junks Junks Junks

Booze Booze Booze

Bitch Bitch Bitch

Laugh Laugh Laugh

So like i didn't spend my xmas with boyfriend this year.

Im SINGLE.

I thought this year im gon` spend it with yucong since i spent it with him last year. Of course, it wasn't that great also.

Stupid PepperLunch.

What else?

Oh, the journey home, ALONE.

Its killing. Nobody knows alright. the bloody thing. No one will understand either.

Damn. The thought of it makes me feel like tearing again, NOT. Imma STRONG girl. yes, im one. I know its unheathy to keep everything to myself and not cry when i wanted to. Thats me.

At least, this year's better. I might start loving christmas again.

Even though its always the breaking-up season.

Will update tomorrow about tonight.

Most probably the booze and laugh again.

2006-12-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

i think i don't look like myself in this picture.

pardon me. i know the flash thing can be a lil irritating sometimes but can't stop playing around with the gif animator these days. ((=

So like i have been to town consistently?

Sat was shopping with mom.

Yesterday with Sylvia Tan and today with Angeline, Sunny and Bear.

There's nothing much for me to blog. I don't know what to blog. I've got nothing to blog about.

Have been dreaming alot recently. All sorts of dreams. Bad and good ones.

I dreamt of leeyucong yesterday. Why uh? lol. *slaps head . Oh, its a sweet dream.

Guys, im really fine now. Getting on well etc.

Where's my curlssssss???

2006-12-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

Im absolutely fine. So, don't worry people.

Thanks to those who were there. Thanks to those who weren't there also.
Its great to see those endless text messages. Sorry to those whom i never reply.

I have had enough of those who always come running to me when they've got problems. They'd tell me this and that, so and so blablabla. They expect consolation and comfort from me. And what happens when things were good for em? I hear nothing. Seriously, i never bother you guys with my problems and i don't expect anything either. So, don't come crying to me only durng the bad times. Like, you think i care?!

2006-12-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

see.........

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I only have myself.

2006-12-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

It hit me hard. I was browsing through my testimonials and saw the two testimos which boyfriend wrote for me. I read again and again for god-knows-how many times. For the past 30mins, i've reading it over and over again. My cellphone vibrated. I glanced over immediately, thinking that it'll be my boyfriend. Apparently, its not. The next thing i know, i began tearing. I can't swallow it down anymore. Its too devastating to face the fact that my life will be completely devoid of you. I cried til my pillows were soaked with tears. For a moment, i thought there'll be this high possibility of me getting a dehydration. I just er, cry so hard.

I realised that im just an ex-girlfriend.
Its time to wake up.

Everything's lost. He's no longer there with me. We broke up on 11.12.2006, the day before it hits four months. Its been 5 days. I've been living in self-denial all these while. I didn't cry at all until today. It took me five days to accept this cold hard truth. Til now, i can still feel my heart sinking. Its like a bottomless pit. Tears ain't salty. They taste bitter. Even much more bitter compared to the previous time. Well, i only have myself to cry to. Yah, i only have myself.

Fortunately, its holidays now. I don't have to make sure i smile everynow and then to make myself and others feel good.

I'm really sorry for deluding myself and my beloved friends.

I don't know what i'm doing. Its really heartwrenching to go through this kinda shit again, for the second time. I feel like my heart's heavily broken into a million pieces. I thought we'll be able to make it. I really thought so. You're the one who assure me for that. You said you won't leave me but sad to say, you did. You fucking left me for the second time. I know you didn't want it. I know. It wasn't easy at all.

Things simply won't snap back into place anymore. Your presence makes those promises seem redundant.

Sorry that things turned out this way. I'm sure you feel bad about it too. So, i don't blame you. Both of us tried. We give and take but sometimes things just won't turn out the way we want it to be.
Now that its over, what else could it be? Accept it.

Thanks for putting up with my nonsense for so long.
Thanks for knowing me.
Thanks for being so patient with me.
Thanks for being there when i needed you.
Thanks for being my boyfriend.
Thanks for everything lil thing.
Thanks for making me your girlfriend.
Thanks for being you.
Thanks for appreciating.
Thanks for getting back together.
Thanks for loving me.

No one will be there to catch me anymore when i lose my balance on the train or bus. I'll miss holding your hands. I love the way how my hand always fit yours. I'll pick myself up and move on. I promise i will try and let go.

I've never been this sober.

Love.

2006-12-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

Cmath today was OKAY. yeap. I'll be very happy if i can score 60% and above. ((:* Went to school early even tho the paper starts at 0430pm. Had to teach Silvia math you see...Can you even imagine me teaching other people maths?! Hello...not eng, not chinese, not humanities but MATHS. Ohmyholynuts. Totally unbelievable.

And, my calculator's insane.

CMath's the last one.

Meaning, HOLIDAYS !

Nieco's going back tomorrow. I met him for the last time just now.

N: ' I wished time could stop now. '

Me: *how i wished time just fast forward 100x*

Alright. I know im really mean but thats what i was thinking.

ahhh. whatever.

what the fucking hell did i do?!?!?!

must be the cough syrup.

its soooo not me.

*regret

2006-12-15T10:35:00.000+08:00

I'm thinking of switching over to Livejournal.

how how how?!

2006-12-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

I realised i've been receiving quite a number of prezzies lately. Out of all these, the most valuable would be the care and concern from friends. LOVEyou guys deep deep.

Weiqiang called and go downstairs to meet him. Apparently, he's with Nieco. Yup, Nieco bought me a CK perfume. A good-bye gift. He's leaving on the 16th Dec.

You're really nice. I appreciate all the things you do. Sorry but i prefer *Armani*[inside].

Me-to-you chocolate bear.

Fragrance.

...and a bugs bunny tee.

I wore it and forgot to take a pict.

Happy Feet from Sunny.

His name is MOMO.

I still have lots more which have yet to be claimed.

I dreamt of sweet yesterday night. A short one but nice.

I won't say whats the dream about.

Well, a dream is a dream. You'll have to wake up one day.

2006-12-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

Studied math today at Cathay's Starbucks.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STARBUCKS!!!

Thanks to Nieco for the Me-to-you chocolate bear.

Thanks to Nieco for the shirt.

Thanks to Sunny for the HappyFeet toy.

Thanks for cheering me up.

2006-12-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry that i screwed up my DMD theory. I SHOULD have just chuck every other thing aside and study but i didn't.

Okay. I'm so gon` mug for my maths.
Maths, my favourite. I need to clear those doubts for Logic, Binary and relations. Fuck Binary. Its sooo tedious. iLOVE functions. Whatever.

2006-12-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

I've got a bad headache.

Must be the cough syrup.

Oh, I'm suffering from Choya-overdosed.

I'm so proud of myself sometimes.

GUMMIES anyone?!

2006-12-12T20:23:00.000+08:00

[Deck the Halls]

[Happy Feet]'s good.

How nice would it be if i have the baby penguin.

I don't mind even if its just a soft toy.

Thanks alot.

you know who you are.

2006-12-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

So much for my happy ending

2006-12-09T11:59:00.000+08:00

Its 12pm in the afternoon. Surprisingly, i woke up early considering that the fact that its a Saturday.

No school for the following week except Thursday and Friday. Have to go back for both DMD and CMath paper. There're so many projects to be handed up on week14/15. Holy nuts. You think 2 weeks of holidays is enough?! Total madness.

Everybody's dying.
Why?!

Christmas. Like what the hell is christmas?!
I HATE it. Probably gon` go through the same shit again if i keep wallowing in there.
Well, hard to get out.

2006-12-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

Caught a movie after school with Jiahao. I told him i wanna study. Well, i guess im not in the mood to do so. Already in holiday mood okay.

[Cinderella]
A korean horror flick. Nonsense. Both of us didn't really understand the story. Its a confusing one. I did freaked out in a couple of scenes. In conclusion, its not worth watching at all. What a waste of his money. lol.

Went BurgerKing to have his meal.

Home-sweet-home.

Oh, how come those guys whom i got to know from balestier ite all got the same sentiments?
They all thought that i don't know how to speak chinese.
AHHA.

I'M A CHINESE.

((:*

Both Weiqiang and Nieco depart for Thailand this afternoon for their swimming competition if im not wrong. Take care. All the best alright ((:*
Be back soon.

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It was disastrous the first time.
It became nothing the second time.

xoxo

2006-12-07T15:28:00.000+08:00

Late for Database lesson.

Lunched at South canteen with sunny, bear, shawn, sathish and venu.

Decided to skip Digital Media Design class.

Went AngMoKio with sunny and friend.

Saw Dajie on the way out.

The four of us went for Daytona first.

Angeline joined us over at Kpool.

Back for CMath lecture.

You think i paid any attention?!

LOL.

Was doodling around and listening to symphony.

yeah, its symphony.

Yesterday...

Weiqiang.

Its com skills test tomorrow.

*yawns

2006-12-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

Java was well, kinda manageable today. Thanks to Darryll. He told me what i need to know. Got the JOptionPane question. Nice one. Exactly the one i hoped for. Question1 was compiling and execute. I had trouble doing that. Fortunately, Sunny sat beside me. ((=
I think i'll at least pass.
*beams

Met up with Syl after school. Hit town again, yeah, again..together with elmo, jiahao and redza(?). Two of their friends joined in shortly.

Walked around cause Syl wanted to get nail polish. The guys had their lunch at Far East. Okay, i've never been to that level before. Weird place. Full of malays. Syl and i didn't order anything. I was thinking of Swensen's fried mushrooms and ice-cream. So just ordered ice milo. I swear that ice milo tasted like holy shit. Wait, not holy at all. Something between vomit and toilet smell. Eeee. smelly poo poo drink. Yucks. A few sips and thats it.

Lucky plaza, for pool and daytona.
They pool-ed. I sat and watched em pool-ed. Played only Daytona. LOL. At least now im not the last. Not to forget, there's a punch machine. Punched once and i felt the pain. My score's like 26?! haha. Jiahao's like hundred ++. ohmygod.

The rest went Esplanade while i headed back to Sembawang to meet Weiqiang. Nieco's there too. Finally got the High School Musical from him. Chit-chat awhile then home.

Syl called on the way back. Asked to go Woodlands with em.
Insane. HAHA
=D

Oh, Sunny said its weird hanging out with Princess Jenny.
With reference, www.actcadenza.blogspot.com

pictures will be up soon.

2006-12-05T20:56:00.000+08:00

2006-12-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

What a long day...

Had like 4 hours of break after elective. Was deciding where to have our brunch and of course, kill time before the cmaths lecture starts.

Sunny, bear, angeline, silvia, irving and i.
Finally settled on Pizzahut at MarinaSquare after much dilly-dallying.
*yum yum

Window-shopped around.
etc etc etc.

Decided to skip cmath lecture.
bad, i know.

Off to Bugis. Irving need to collect his cellphone.
Angeline bought an mp3 over at SimLim for her boyfriend.

Dinner at some place. Near bugis but i don't know where.
Nevermind.

Home.

Basically, there's alot of walking. And i meant, ALOT.
ohmygod.

Today's not a photo day for me, so i shall not upload any.
((:*

JAVA COMMON TEST ON WED.
someone kill me please.
thanks.

2006-12-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

Look what my sis bought for me today.

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Its ELMO !!!

*beams

2006-12-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

Went town for dinner. I bought NOTHING. holy cows. =D

Saw a pair of wedges which i like. Well, my size was sold out.
How nice and lucky.

No pictures for today.

Town was packed like i dont know what.

I've nuts idea why my sis's getting so rich nowadays. I'm not that pathetic also. Just tryna spend less and learn to be thrifty. Good uh?
((=

Mommy said im nothing but sarcasm.
random random random.

2006-12-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

I thought i dislike taiwan dramas. Been watching the 7pm serial drama on channelU. Addicted. Ohmyholyholygod. Yeah, just another fantasy love story between a fairy and mortal. I LIKE! I like fantasy dramas. Especially those sad love story with a happy ending. Thats why i've got a fetish for those tear-jerking korean dramas. Well, i'm not a sadistic person okay.

Anyway, i had a good laugh today. Laughing at DMD lecturer. Laughing at myself during Java lecture.

'saplise'
'lumber'
'O-ish'

Wondering wth are all these?!

Surprise
Number
Always

'O-ish' was the last straw. I didn't laugh initially. Was busy msn-drawing with Silvia who was just next to me. Quite a number of people were actually looking at our comps from outside the lab. Okay. Thats not the main point.

Lets not digress.

As i said, i didn't laugh at first. I only burst out laughing when Angeline imitated his 'O-ish' right after he finished his sentence. Ohmygod. The DMD lecturer paused for a moment when we laughed out loud. HAHA. We sit at the first row you see...Freaking hilarious to the max.
We mean no harm. =D

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I hate Java and i suck at it. Help anyone?!

Kind souls will be rewarded.

((:*

2006-12-01T09:30:00.000+08:00

Stop bombarding my cellphone with text messages please! Nieco, go for your whatever swimming competition. I'm so not going out with you. Go on, 'cry' all you want. You know i don't care.

This is soooo irritating to the MAX.

2006-11-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

Sunny bought the lolli for me couple of days ago. ((:*

will post more the next time.

2006-11-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

Town-ed with SYLVIA TAN after school. Lunched at Chicago steakhouse. I only had a glass of root beer float. Walked around Heeren afterwhich.

Went to play pool at Lucky Plaza, the place which i always avoid. LOL. I didn't bring my ic out so can't get the table. Syl suggested borrowing from those guys who were playing. Then this group came along. One chinese and 2 malay guys. Borrowed from em. They look pretty harmless. I was taught how to play. Sylvia's my teacher know... My aiming sucks. The stick seems too heavy for me. Well, i did manage to get some balls in okay. =D funny. Nevermind. The chinese dude wanted my number. The malays keen in Syl. Expected. Had 2 games of Daytona with the guys before leaving. I suck in that too. haha. nevermind, nevermind, nevermind.
((=

Saw and FinalDestination are bestfriend.
haha. random.
by Sylvia Tan

bloat, bloated.

2006-11-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

[9:56]
This movie is boring. Another cock and bull story. Not a least bit scary.
Ohmyholychrist. Totally cannot make it.

School's as usual. I'm sleepy during lessons as usual.

The couple from 0611.

((:*

I don't know what to say about you, sweet.
I rather not say it.

you think i really enjoy those attention uh?

i know you guys feel good when girls shower you with attention.

For me, those are unwanted attention. I rather not have em.

Its irritating, seriously.

I don't know how much longer i can hold on to your hand. Can feel it slipping away...

2006-11-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

I'm surprised to see your text message. You asked me out tomorrow. Like wow. I thought you forgotten all about me. I thought your friends were enough, your work is never-ending.
((:* Thanks ah. Thanks for remembering your girlfriend.

When was the last time i received a slip of note from guy? 5 years back if im not wrong. Yeap, during secondary one. Today, i got the second one. I thought guys don't write this kinda note anymore. Was alil amused and of course, find it cute. LOL. I'm still thinking if i should be friendly and return him with a text message since he wrote down his number in that lil piece of note. Afterall, we're from the same elective class. Yup.
random random very random.
I'm sooooo amused. HAHA

Anyway, anyway, will be having a formal presentation soon. Meaning, NEW CLOTHES. Yes, new clothes.

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Christmas is drawing near. Am feeling scare about it.

oh ya, did i mention about being sociable, friendly blablabla?
i think i did not.
haha.

2006-11-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

Went 0ut with Weiqiang after his work around 3plus in the afternoon. Hit town for movie. Called Nieco last min and he met up with us over at Cineleisure.

[Convenant]

I know we're slow but well, im not like last time who watch movie like almost everyday. For those who're as slow, catch this movie out for hunks alright! Super cool.

Supposed to catch [Step up] but no suitable timeslot. Oh man...most probably i'll have to wait for the dvd to be out.

Walked around afterwhich and went Starbucks for 'dinner'. Yeah, dinner at Starbucks. Saw a pair of couple. DISGUSTING COUPLE. I think both of em got pretty high on the couch. They were like crawling all over each other. We sat beside initially. Weiqiang and i couldn't stand it anymore. Moved eventually. Totally gross. The guy's probably getting too horny. They should just go home and do it behind closed door instead of getting all hanky-panky in the public. The whole scene is ugly. Ohmyholychrist.

Took a picture with one of those dumb christmas tree. Thanks to weiqiang's great suggestion. LOL. Alright. Those x'mas street lightings and decorations were really pretty. 'Raining' x'mas trees blablabla etc.

Weiqiang's baddddd photography skill.

and and and, its not a photo day for me.

bad hair day

Train-ed back and home-sweet-home.

counting down the days,

hours,

mins,

seconds.

and,

waiting for the day you make me smile again,

from the deepest bottom of my heart.

im still waiting patiently.

2006-11-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

Guys.

Why do guys flirt so readily? Its in their blood i guess. Like what shopping is to girls. But still, you don't have to try so hard. Its flattering initially but gets kinda irritating. I already made it clear to you that im attached. Please don't put me in an awkward position, Nieco. You're weiqiang's good friend. I don't want to be hostile or whatever. You're nice, sociable and god-knows-what. Its uncomfortable when you tried to cross over. After all, i only got to know you like yesterday?! Thanks for the concern, the attention and confession. I appreciate it, really.

[I have a boyfriend. And he is the only one on my mind. sorry.]

I hope you don't get offended or what when you see this sms.
Thanks alot anyway. You can wait all you want.

Nobody understand my plight. Random guys will bug my brother or friends for my contact. I don't like it at all. Worse still, my brother and friends will go 'c`mon luh...just make friends will die uh? don't be so anti-social.'
What more can i say?
ohmyholyholygod.

I hate to say this but, guys stink.

2006-11-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

NIECO Nieco Nieco is FLIRTING TOO MUCH.
ohmycandyliciousgod.
but he's cute. so i don't blame him.

I already said i've got a boyfriend.
sinful.

((:*

2006-11-23T21:39:00.000+08:00

okay. just got home. Met up with weiqiang to pass him zy's watch. troublesome.haha. Its okay since i've got a free meal in return. ((= saw weiqiang's friend too, Nieco. Nice and cute name for a guy.

Nieco Nieco Nieco. Weiqiang gave him my number without my knowledge. Its okay. Imma sociable kid anyway. haha. So like we're messaging each other now. Funny indonesia(did i get the spelling right?) guy.

sis bought Rain's World. My idol latest album.

YAY-ness.

skipped my Cmaths lecture for Botak Jones. Ate with Bear and Sunny. Not bad. No comments. Large portion. Alot of BIG birds flying around. haha. Scary.

Home afterwhich. The guys went town.

Sleepsleepsleep.

Did i said green is the new stupid?!
ohmyholycows.
LOL

no extra unwanted attention needed.
THANKSTHANKS.

2006-11-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

Where's my fringe?!
Where's my black tress?!

I'm like waiting and waiting for my hair to be longer.
I want my pretty curls back.

2006-11-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

Met up with my brother after school. ZIYONG, THE SUPER PROCRASTINATE KING. haha. I waited for him for like 1hr?! Okay. I don't blame him since he had some chores to do at home. Went over to Causeway Point to have his watch fixed. Catch up blablabla. ((:*

Saw k*** at Woodlands Mrt station. Ohmyholygod. Of all people, i have to bump into him. I almost wanted to slap him with my lecture notes when he asked if i'm still schooling. wth. Hellooo, do i really look THAT airhead to you?! Don't categorize me together with those papaya-lians who hang around neighbourhood arcades. You aren't any better and so are your friends. I know what you did behind my back. Look at what all those bitching has done to you. Can't believe i see a totally different K*** today. I must, i must say, you've indeed became uglier. I'll appreciate if you don't act friendly with me. Fakers will die horribly. haha. Well, im so glad that i didn't go into the same institution with your goodfriend which i almost did. I'd probably plagued with sins then. Forget it dude. You are disgusting, like totally.

Went home pretty early.

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i don't need any extra attention.
really...

2006-11-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

Out with STEPHANIE WONG after school. Went Boon Lay, Jurong Point. That ass still thought Jurong Point is at Jurong East. Yeah right. haha. Had our meal at Delifrance. Walked around. Basically was a photo-taking day. Well, it wasn't mine to be exact. I couldn't smile at the cam. I'm too upset cause my ego's bruised. Terribly bruised. ))= Don't bother asking me why.

Eye candies.

((:*

you just have to be alil bit bimbotic sometimes.

haha

lots more. im plain lazy. pardon me.

told you its just not my day.

i still hate DOTA. I think its stupid and everything dumb. It damages the brain cells and makes the player go nuts and sick in the mind. Still, guys enjoys it. Seriously, i've no idea why. I can understand the charms of soccer cause i love watching soccer too. Whats DOTA?! Staring at the comp for hours and clicking the mouse furiously? Ahh, crap.

2006-11-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

one. Think of 15 sentences to describe yourself.
second. 5 of those 15 must be false one.
Third. Place them in any order.
Fourth. Post them on your blog and let people guess which are the 5 false ones.
Fifth. Get 5 other people to do the same.

1.I play DOTA.
2.I fell down from a swing before.
3.I'm from rjc.
4.I love SHE.
5.I love my sexy lifeguard.
6.My parents dote on me most.
7.My lifeguard love me most.
8.I top the class more than once.
9.I lost my first kiss this year.
10.I involved in a car accident before.
11.I fractured my neck before.
12.I always receive bruises from my boyfriend.
13.I have my own room.
14.I'm a little racist. Just alil.
15.I have difficulty sleeping on a small bed.

5 people?
hmmm.

no idea.forget it

2006-11-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

I've nothing to blog.

Oh, bitching and gossipping makes you an ugly person. I think i've became uglier too. Omg. I must, i must stop laughing at others.

random.

2006-11-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

I need to do something.

Like getting some hair extensions?!
or get curls? Silvia just got her hair done. I can't do it now. Hair's not long enough tho. Shall be patient and wait awhile more.

Oh, not to forget, perm my eyelash too. hehe. I get very excited whenever i think of having doll-like lashes. pardon me. Would like to try out fake stick-on lashes. Well, i dont even know how to use an eyelash curler properly. So, forget it luh. I suck at this kinda thing.
=D

Ohmygod, when's my retail therapy coming? guess not so soon since i just argued with mom. She said my attitude sucks. She said im too stuck-up. She said im super hard to live with. She said she pity my future mother-in-law. She said whoever gon be my mother-in-law is probably the most pathetic woman. HAHA.
Thats soooo not true okay.

[Colic] is a piece of shit. Yes, shit. Its craps that makes up the bulk of the movie. I don't even understand what the director's trying to deliver. I don't understand at all. Boring boring boring. Total waste of time and money.
Even sweet said its boring.

Home.
Im home really early. Just in time to catch Princess Hours. Missed out quite a number of episodes already. Damn. Most probably gon buy it someday. ILOVE this drama. (=

2006-11-17T12:28:00.000+08:00

You replied hours later. I sent you a text message around 5+pm. What time did you reply? Okay, thats like midnight or was it 1am?! Nevermind. I'm not angry or whatsoever. Just worried, plain worried. Apparently, you were over at Sentosa then later go drinking. Dead drunk uh? Pls luh...haha. You're a super fucktard, really. Yeah, sometimes. Its alright sweet, i still love you tho you're a fucktard. hehe

((:*

Felt better after the chat with weiqiang. That dude's nursing a heartbreak now. poor thing luh..haha.

2006-11-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

Tons of pictures.
will get em posted up soon.
((:*

2006-11-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

Okay just got home not long ago. Did something ridiculous this morning. Yeap, i ran to school. No joke. I RAN TO SCHOOL. When's the last time i ran?! Haha. Angeline walked damn fast since we're gon` be late. Got to reach Ng's class by 0820am if not we can forget about going in. I had to jog constantly to keep up with her. lol. Both silvia and i like couldn't take it already. And then, Angeline starting running. Omg. Scary please. I started running too. Was wearing skirt okay and im like laughing and running. Almost died when we reach his class. Ng thanked us for the effort ((:*

Called Weiqiang during breaktime since i ps-ed him and Yanxiang yesterday's night. Got to know they're over at Bugis shopping around for Yanxiang's gf prezzie. Yeah, decided to do something bastard.LOL. I was supposed to go out with Yuyang after my class. He skipped school cause of me. Texted him and lied that i had last min lectures so couldn't make it. Feeling damn guilty. But nevermind luh. He said its okay.

Was waiting for train at YCK station and the guys told me they're at Tampines. Holy cows...Its really nice and sweet of Sunny to accompany me all the way to Tampines. ((:* Thats why HE ROCKS! I owe you one dude.

And yes, i really do have a bad sense of direction and its a terrible one. LOL. Shall not mention about it. Chit-chat over at Starbucks blablabla.

Yanxiang headed for airport afterwhich to fetch his girl.
Weiqiang and i went Downtown to collect his pay.

Dropped by sweet's workplace too.
nonchalant.nonchalant.nonchalant

Bus-ed back to Yishun. Bored bored bored. So bored that we even thought of watching Bollywood movies. =D

some random stuffs in between. im feeling sad about it too. tho you wont be reading my blog but still nevermind. cheer up alright. i know you're feeling damn sour inside. i know...

Back to Sembawang. Eng wah sucks. No movies. Met up with Yanxiang since he's going Causeway with his girl. We tagged along too. hehe. His gf is like so gentle and goodie looking. ((:*
Kept laughing non-stop. Its like that when you have Weiqiang around.

Decided on [DoA].
COOL
SEXY
SMART
COOL
COOL
and really COOL.

I'm soooo sick of eating outside. I don't know what to eat anymore. Took ages to decide for a meal. Since wq and i didn't feel like eating, we parted with yx and gf then bus-ed back to Sem.

Got home around 9? (=

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nonchalant.
sorry for being nonchalant.
i didn't want to.
IM SO SORRY, sweet.
I just LOVEyou toomuch.
that, i don't know why i'm behaving this way.
SORRY.
my bad...

2006-11-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

SUNNY BOY ROX.
hehe.

He thought of saving 200+ for my xmas's prezzie. And and and, he've never thought of buying xmas prezzie for anyone before. So, i'm the first. ((:* Thats really nice and sweet of him. I shall think of something fab too...

anyway, its the thought that counts.
im not so materialistic okay!

2006-11-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

Jalan Kayu for lunch during breaktime. sunny, sang, angeline, silvia and i. ((:* Of course, its pratas. yeah, like again...ate only a lil this time round. 4 plains and curry chicken. Was raining penguins and elephants then. Well, we still managed to make it back for CMaths.

We all stayed back after school today to complete our Math assignment1. Sense of satisfactory.

*beams

Cam-whored abit.

so bye.

2006-11-12T18:23:00.000+08:00

Our third month together.
yeah, 3 months only.
no worries. There'll be more to come.
((:*

ohmyholyholygod, i can't log in to CMS.
-___-'''

2006-11-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

1 cheese prata
plus 6 plains
and chicken curry.

This is what i call satisfaction.
sinful, sinful, sinful.