*friend: 'hey! *** is getting married with her stead next yr!'
jjen: 'huh??!?!?...'


*friend: 'we got the 7yr plan..'
jjen: 'wad 7 yr plan??'
friend: 'we plan to get married 7yrs later'
jjen: speechless....


*friend: 'wad abt you?'
jjen: 'me arhh...err' -gulps




seriously, i've got nothing to say. well, i really do feel happy for em. at least they got plans..this shows that they're going strong. im envy. yeahh..always. people are getting married, and im still not attached. but hey, im single but im not looking. its him that im all about.
im alone. i don't mind being alone if i've got nobody that i really like..but the fact is, i can't be with *him..and thats why im alone. saddist. he just blew me off. im just so stuck for so long. perhaps, it may not be forever..but i know im all about you for now. i rather he has never been mine. at least i won't feel so darn ....nevermind..can't find the word to describe.
sometimes i wonder..wonder if pigs could fly if we're together once again..
there's this time when we were so close to being back together but somehow, it didn't worked out.
the thought of it just makes my heart ache..
i can't find my tears now..really...most probably it gets all drown inside