I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd better give it up and carry on
Cause living in a dream of you and me
Is not the way my life should be
I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do

-i failed my amaths
-passed my bio and mt
-somehow, my ankle seems swollen
-and sad to say, its hurting again..

somehow, im afraid to get close


to you....

well, im fascinated..by this particular guy i don't know..

dumb-

heyy...stop asking pls..
imma 16 year old lil gurll

sweet sixteen-
bleahs *slapshead

listening : korean song hits


yeah..common tests finally overr.
did my history paper today. was kindof easy overall but stCuk on the second qns..nvm
is there something happening between em?!?!...
wads wrong with me??!?!
i hate to have that feeling again..its killing me..arghhh..hurts so much

ure still the one i love
the only one i dream of
ure still the one i kiss goodnight

ure still the one i run to
ure still the one
i feel i belong to

-lol..i add in one word 'feel'
heyy, just one part extracted from a song..
don't think too much guys..

way to go Maia!

i lurrve ur tattoos (=

well, im getting it soon-

tml last day of common test. History's da last paper..hell lortsa stuffs to remember.
honestly speaking, I think i'll do badly for my common tests..cuz i've got absolute-no-confident for all da papers..damnit..

went to so-called-negotiate with that Mr.Lee after school, saying that i wanna quit..then he come up with all sorts of ideas to persuade me not to quit.well, we'll see about that..

faNg scolded Shuling's sis today after school. but to me, that gurl was like 'omg..why's she so ahem* bitchified?!?!' get wad i mean?...firstly, her skirt's short like nobody biz. secondly, she gotta those 'ah-lian' looks...lol..poor thing..its only the 2nd mth of her first year and there she's down with this kindof trouble.



you think i care?
no no..
yes.i don't
-turningaway

took my Mt and emaths paper today..damn. I can't complete both the paper. da mt comprehension part was hard..guess my A1 gon` fly away..as for emaths, the paper actually was kindof easy but i couldn't finished it on time..nways, i got a feeling that i've a high percentage of failing my paper..nevermind, like as if i bother..

I'm glad that i didn't go school today cuz i've got a one day m.c from my doc. was bloghopping just now..got to know that da chem paper was kindof diff? all screwed-up?!? well, i'll definitely be worst if im present cuz imma originally idiot in chemistry-slapshead.
I practically stayed at home da whole day to study my physics and alilbit of chinese and bits of maths here and there..oh ya, did i meantion about my biO paper on mon?..mann..i'll laugh my ass-off if i pass my bio..lol..sounds pathetic?..hmm..its really pathetic larh..i went blank the moment i saw da qns. i knew i studied but somehow, i just couldn't come up with those sensible ans.




You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take
your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time
you come too close
I move away-

sounds pretty sad isn't it?!?

my leg's still hurts more than ever-

went school today..everyone seems to be disturbing me about da leg..damnit. as usual, da frogg's screeching voice made me wanna fell right asleep. actually wanna go meet him but somehow, lost da mood to do so..

im worried...you called and said those things...pls don't let anything happen to you..no matter wad, there's always people like me who's gon` be there for you k?!

dad and mom brought me to da doc this morning. couldn't walk properly.
that doc said that i should stay at home till sun..my goodness..dots..i rather go sch then.
first time in my life that i got my leg bandaged..yucks..so gay

i sprained my leg today..
yea.
its pretty serious i presume.
hope it doesn't swollen the next day
go on..laugh all you want people-

common tests coming next week
im freaking out-swear
so far, I failed my social.studies, chemistry, emaths..
god..this is horrible

i c a n t i m a g i n e a n y o n e w a s t i n g t h e i r t i m e r e a d i n g t h i s

yeah...went Jason house just now..
its been a darn long time since i last went

today's Valentine. gave out all my letters..stef too, except that hers comes with a box of chocolates. actually mine comes with chocolates also but that stef larhh..don't wanna accompany me go buy...nevermind..
the school seemed to be filled with chocolates and flowers.
luckily i've got great friends for company today-


yaa...i really waited but ran out of p a t i e n c e

I swear i curse you, my dear Kumari






-Hallehlujah

went causeway with Stef today.
met her 'idiot' there
went there to shop for
coloured envelopes..
its for my peeps!!!
surprise..
surprise..




*heyy boy, here's something for you. you scold me fCuk just b'cus i never go and meet up with yea..ure always seem to be unhappy about me..wads more?!?! u hung up on my call. guess wad, i h a t e people who hung up my calls!!! -turningaway*

Im bored
Im bored
Im uberpissed-off
Im sick
Im sick of Chem
I just can't get da facts into my head
I wanna runaway

disgusting jackass...
fCukoff-

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

went Orchard today.
mommy bought a PhutureLondon skirt
I bought a MNG skirt and a top ((=

met up with someone* just now

testing ard-