HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANMIN!!!
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and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WHOEVER BIRTHDAY FALLS ON THE 23RD.



4 days more and it'll be my turn.

My life's been a b**** lately.

I slept til late mid/late noon.

Sleeps late in the morning.

And this just screws up some of my get-togethers with friends.

I'm sorry dudes.

Since the phone wasn't by my side, i have nuts idea it actually vibrated.
LOL.

Being jobless breeds laziless.

Being single breeds laziless too. Know why? cus you don't have the responsibility to constantly go out and meet your special half and so, you conveniently sleep and sleep. The more you sleep, the more lazy you become.

By the way, Its supposed to be MY BIRTHDAY RIGHT?
I'm not a bit excited.
you so excited for what?
-HAHA



The chocs are finishing.
The nougats are finishing.
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And now, Singapore has got its very own Paris Hilton/Annabel Chong. Except that Annabel got paid but she does not.

I noticed that this girl named Tammy caused quite a stir on blogosphere. She's from Nyp if im not wrong. Well, I don't know whether to pity her or serve her right. I mean, why would anyone want to record down such things in the handphone? For entertainment during free time? Obviously, Its with the girl's consent to have the whole process recorded. Now that the hp was stolen and the sex video was made public, how would the victim's family and friends react when they happend to watch it? Omg. Snapshots of the sex video were shown on certain people's blog. Top search on technorati was ' Tammy NYP' . Was actually quite disgusted when i saw this piece of news. I wonder how this particular girl is gon` get over this trauma. And this gon` hit her family real hard. Everybody's like blogging about Tammy and her sex video. I feel sad for her. Really. If i were her, i'd prolly curse myself, slit my wrist, write a will and jump down from my room's window. Yes, I'm that pessimistic and will never be able to face the world again. Oh no, maybe I won't. LOL. Its dumb alright. Since you allow youself to be in a sex video, then you should be prepared for the worst if it gets into evil hands.


Whatever it is, She gave herself a bad name. And i heard that certain parts of the video was just ahem. Whatever. Its none of my biz.

My birthday's coming alright.

Shanmin's on the 23rd. I remember another friend of mine is on the 23rd too.

LOL.

My birthday is just 4 days after.


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There's so many movies i wanna watch.

Casanova. Pink Panther. Walk the line. My girl and I. blablabla etc.

Too bad too sad. I can't watch Brokeback Mountain.
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It was reported in yesterday's news that the public was advised to stop using Bausch&Lomb Renu multi-purposed solution for the time being. I still have a couple of bottles in my cupboard. According to what i've read, There's a possible link between the product and an increase in fungal corneal infections. Those with more serious case even needs cornea transplants. -amen. As a faithful consumer of Renu, I've been using the product for more than a year. Nothing bad and major happened before besides experiencing redness and pain in the eye occassionally, which i believed has got nothing to do with the solution itself. Hopefully, the report will be out soon and proved that these mass infections has got nothing to do with the product.

Yes. I'm all about bunnies now.
My desktop wallpapers and all were pictures on bunnies.
I've been wanting to get one too.

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And so, my sis gave me this add just now.

www.uglyoverload.blogspot.com

They have the most horrendous creatures there.

oh no.

not another one pls.

I couldn't help but reminisce how things got so sweet and then just ended off abruptly. Forget about it. LOL. Nobody gives a penguin abt it anymore. Neither do i.

Well, there's so much things i want to get.

-a new bag. yes, new bag.
-BUNNY!!!
-oh wait...
-i can't remember.

movies.

omg.

I just need to watch movies badly.




-HAHA

You Should Learn Portuguese

Muito legal! For you, learning a language is all about the lifestyle that comes with it.And Brazilian beaches, hotties, parties, and soccer matches are just your style.

What Language Should You Learn?

Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic

You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Type of seducer: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Your Dating Purity Score: 84%

You are an innocent dater.You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Dating Purity Test

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

Bunnies!!!

omg. I'm going gaga all over these cute babies.

They just make me feel so crazy.

LOL.

http://cuteoverload.com/

Buy me a bunny and i shall crown you my friend.





12 days more...
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I saw the written note under the profile. The same sort of thing were actually being said to me. Not phrase exactly the same but meaning wise, similar. LOL. Now, how true is that? Will things work? Nah nah. cannot make it.

After much consideration, finally made up my mind and submitted my 12 choices through JAE online. These 2 days were sort of packed with poly excursions. Tired. Left with results of the postings.

Today's Valentine day. Can't actually remember when was the last time i spend valentine with someone i like. Its always break-ups before we could celebrate this special occasion together.

Shall ans some dumb questions over here.

- Yes. I do not have a bf.
- And no, I'm not going to go out with anyone who said that they do not intend to celebrate it with their own official gf.
- Wads so surprising that I'm not attached?
- I'm not lying. I really am single.

blablabla. sick and tired okay. Stop asking those same qns over and over again.


Anyway, Happy vday to all those couples out there. For those who told me that they feel loser-ish just because they weren't out with an opposite sex, pls don't feel that way alright.((:*
You people actually save hell lots of money and were spared from those horribly expensive flowers and bears and chocs and wadsoever. Those evil florist were out to slaughter you guys. But well, its a once a year thingy after all. Sincerity counts ultimately. Which girl wouldn't want to receive roses, prezzies and all? Imagine the happiness she felt when she receive those stuffs. It doesn't matter where and when. If both are happy and contented with each other, everyday's a valentine day isn't it? If you're someone who shower ur other half with prezzies but treat her like dirt on normal days, might as well don't celebrate okay. Its meaningless and superficial. I don't think your special one will be happy anyway.



Okay. I'll wait and see if i've got a valentine next year.

LOL.

yeah. The anxiety and heavy feeling were finally gone.

I didn't get what i wanted. 18 points. Thats like ALOT.

Whatever it is, i couldn't really sleep the previous night before getting the results. Was worried about all sorts of possible bad scenes.

Reach school. Different types of rumours were circulating around.

' 90% failed eng. '
' alot of people fail leh...'

Made me feel so sick can...


Burst out crying right after getting the result slip from my teacher. Didn't even dare look it at. Shoved everything to zy and continue to cry. LOL. can't help it okay. Anyway, he managed to calm me down. My mascara were smudged all over but i don't care already. Who cares abt looking pretty at that point of time? I know im overreacting. hehe. People who didn't know thought i failed.


Anyway, at least everything's over now. Felt relieved.



congrats to those who did well.
((:*

And he reminds me of him!
LOL. I mean the whole outlook of him just made me think of him.
cool.
But still, I've enough of small-eyed people.
no offence tho.


((:*

That piece of news ain't helpful at all.

Instead, its adding on to my anxiety.

10th feb 2006


The thought of it makes me feel as though i've got a zoo [ not butterflies ] in my stomach.
With all the elephants, penguins blablabla.





-amen

People grow up already larh.

Really.

GROW UP pls.






LMAO.

I was thinking how to deal with it and well, its just err...normal. Yup. Nothing special. Feels like just before except that things were much different now. Situation and circumstances were different. I don't expect anything more. Its better this way perhaps.

Heard that results will be out by next week? Isn't it abit too fast? I mean...i don't really want to get my results. Feel sick at the thought of it.












I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you


Yeah, Because of you.

Fearless was kinda violent. Cover my eyes whenever i heard the bone breaking sound. yucks. No wonder they labelled it NC16. First time, my ic was not checked. ((:*
Tho its an action packed movie, i still teared. I mean the scene when HYJ spurt don't know how many litres of blood while fighting with the Jap guy. Saddening alright. Jet lee is just so cool and cute. HYJ is his last action movie. Bad news.
Its a pity that he [ i meant HYJ ] died at a freaking young age of 42. Damn those Japanese who poison him. Jesus...







Great responsibility comes with a great price.

I not stupid too. Watched it just now.

Nice.

Touching.

Saddening.

And i cried.

Relationships are just like a roller coaster ride. Has it ups and downs.
Truckloads of msgs and calls at the starting of the journey. As it goes higher up, those sweet nothings increase by leaps and bounds. Both parties will be all over each other and feel high when they reach the climax. The exciting moment is over. It starts to go downhill. You knew it when msg and calls get lesser day by day. The pinning for each other is gone. The flame is not there anymore. The ride's getting bored. The ride eventually comes to an end.


At least, this is what i think.


Of course, there are relationships which are like a smooth-sailing ship. A strong ship which can endure any kind of storms. No matter what happens, It's always stable. Nothing seems to have the ability to jeopardize it. Everything ends well when the ship reach the shore.