Watched Da Vinci Code just now at Cine. Coincidentally, saw steph, yuxiang and alex on the way. They're there for movie too. lol. Bumped onto em for 2 times. abit suay uh? =D

Da vinci's not bad tho i felt like dozing off initially.
Walked walked around.

Weird. yeah. really weird. Saw alot of weirdos along the streets of orchard.
homos + insane.

We saw a lady holding a huge teddy and kissing it in an extremely funny manner.
-_______-''


saw lesbians holding hands. alright i know its no big deal cus i see this almost everyday.
but well, i just feel like taking picts of em.




funny right? HHAHA


Next on will be you guys favourite. the GAYS.
=DD




This's more hilarious compared to the previous pair.
MIDDLE-AGE GAYS.
woots.
*clap clap




Anyway, anyway, er.
when's my holiday???

Somehow, i've got a feeling that im gon` lose a good friend pretty soon. I've absolute nuts idea why its happening. Just slowly slipping away. The feeling is not nice at all. I cherish and love all my friends so much so that i always try my best to make time for each and everyone of em. Well, there might be one or two times that im held up with something. I dare to say that i do make the effort and work on my part.
I hope my assumptions are wrong about you. If it turns out to be true, then i've got nothing to say anymore. This just shows how superficial you are, and our friendship is built on shit. yups. I won't say who it is but if you're reading and feeling guilty, then you yourself should know best.






Walked past Northpoint and i saw girls all dressed up. yeah. Its obvious where they're heading to. MoS.
And yes, i'm not there. Blame it on my eyes okay. I can't possibly wear contacts throughout the night.
forget it. ((:*
and you think im really into clubbing and feeling upset that im not gon` go tonight? oh pls. I've got a motive know...LOL.







OkayOkay. Some random questions which hordes of people have been asking me.
and here are what you wanna know.

-. im freakingly STRAIGHT. NOT LESBIAN. iLIKE males, not females.

-. im open-minded but not loose. get this right pls.

-. im single doesn't mean i go for girls.

-. im not stuck-up and materialistic

-. i speaks mandarin okay

-. im not anti-social

-. im not a vainpot. er, depends. (=


Happy? How many gazillionth times do i have to fuckin` repeat myself?
Stop asking all these silly and dumb questions okay.
especially the lesbian issue. Omg. its driving me nuts.
lesbian here and there. wth.
-HAHA


Oh yah. STOP ASKING ME TO DOWNLOAD TECHNO for you guys or ASK IF I"VE GOT ANY TECHNO SONGS.
Its irritating and annoying and getting on my nerves. etcetcetc.
Firstly, im not a jukebox.
Secondly, its TECHNO you're asking man...
I don't like techno
I dislike techno
I hate techno
Techno makes me mad.
Horrible noise pollution.
sorry if those techno siao/lovers out there feel offended but everyone got his/her choice of music.
techno's just not my cup of tea alright.





I'm running low on cash. sad case. Have nuts idea where the hell i spent on. Most prolly on movies, food and starbucks. ((:* Nevermind. I miss dining at Tony Roma. Shall go there very soon. Can't wait. The thought of it makes me drool. lol.
oh. more movies pls.
=D


imma happy girl everyday.

so sad but true, for me there's only you.
cus i've been missing you so much i've to say.



BAH. just some randoms okay.
((:*
at least there's a call. better than nothing. LOL

Woke up early in the morning to send ziyong and wish him luck for his Os[MT]. Back with yucong to nyp. The food junction is like so empty luh. Went for lecture afterwhich. He tagged along also. LOL.
I skipped the rest of the lessons for the day. Guess i'll be receiving the 2nd warning letter pretty soon. god bless.
Town and jack place and movie. MI3 ain't that nice actually. Maggie Q's hot. Total hotness pls. ILIKE her. =D
Met up with ziyong and one of their friend.
Walked around as usual. The guys are forever on the look out for prettys. cannot make it.
Nothing much actually.
((:*




i PITY my bestie, stephanie wong. ))=
you should know what im talking about.



Somehow, I'm already in holiday mood now.
Damn sad luh. My holidays are still a long way and its like only 2 freaking pathetic weeks.
Morever, Exams are right after. ))=


Guys are pragmatic. Whatever things they do seems to have a motive behind.
Yeah. I'm not tryna be sexist over here but, er, i just think that way.
No offence okay.







When you laugh at your own jokes,
iloveyou anyway.
Everthing's beautiful with you around.

Alright. I skipped work today. The feeling's good. I've never wanted to work in the first place. Took up a job to kill time. The pay is miserable. 5bucks/hr + commission [if only u hit the sales target]. So what? the commission ain't high either. Its like $6, not even enough for Delifrance. Okay. Pardon me if i sounded so spoilt and stuck-up over here. C'mon luh. My friends were paid way higher than that and their jobs are much more interesting, at least, thats what i think. Being a product advisor is kind of tough. Talk and entertain customers all day long. Stand on both legs like there's no tomorrow. Imagine standing for 10hrs. Imagine not going to the toilet for more than once in 10 hrs. Imagine not having proper meals. Omg. I felt so sad pls.
Okay. I'm fine with all these, really. But i can't tolerate what my boss said to me yesterday. She freakingly suspect that me and jaslyn took 300bucks and put it in our pockets. Yes, having problems with the cash register is unavoidable. But well, The amount did tally at the end of the day, The prob lies with the stocks. The number of stocks didn't tally with the amount of money. wtf. Its like so insulting can. 300bucks. You think we'll do that kinda shit thing just because of 300bucks?!?! Dumbfuck. I don't need jobs to stay alive okay. Certainly not your miserable $5 . 300 bucks big deal uh? Its not even enough to buy a bag for nuts sake. Feel so goddamn insulted by that fucktard.

Forget it. Who cares. She can jolly well find some other product advisors to work for her, provided she can even find one. LOL.

Anyway, anyway, i felt bad for ps-ing steph today tho. )=
-hehe.



I don't know. I bet you don't either.
I'm not sure whether we could be together.
But now, i just wanna spend the night with you.
Your fragrant is driving my nuts.
Your hand, i wanted so much to hold.
I was just this close to holding you back.
Everything's lost, without you.
You're the only thing on my mind.
I miss you like mad.
Only you can make it right.
You know i need you by my side.
The love i felt each time i looked into your eyes.
The feelings are still so true and bold.
I'm sure we can work this out.
Because of you, nothing's beautiful.

Alright. I skipped work today. The feeling's good. I've never wanted to work in the first place. Took up a job to kill time. The pay is miserable. 5bucks/hr + commission [if only u hit the sales target]. So what? the commission ain't high either. Its like $6, not even enough for Delifrance. Okay. Pardon me if i sounded so spoilt and stuck-up over here. C'mon luh. My friends were paid way higher than that and their jobs are much more interesting, at least, thats what i think. Being a product advisor is kind of tough. Talk and entertain customers all day long. Stand on both legs like there's no tomorrow. Imagine standing for 10hrs. Imagine not going to the toilet for more than once in 10 hrs. Imagine not having proper meals. Omg. I felt so sad pls.
Okay. I'm fine with all these, really. But i can't tolerate what my boss said to me yesterday. She freakingly suspect that me and jaslyn took 300bucks and put it in our pockets. Yes, having problems with the cash register is unavoidable. But well, The amount did tally at the end of the day, The prob lies with the stocks. The number of stocks didn't tally with the amount of money. wtf. Its like so insulting can. 300bucks. You think we'll do that kinda shit thing just because of 300bucks?!?! Dumbfuck. I don't need jobs to stay alive okay. Certainly not your miserable $5 . 300 bucks big deal uh? Its not even enough to buy a bag for nuts sake. Feel so goddamn insulted by that fucktard.

Forget it. Who cares. She can jolly well find some other product advisors to work for her, provided she can even find one. LOL.

Anyway, anyway, i felt bad for ps-ing steph today tho. )=
-hehe.



I don't know. I bet you don't either.
I'm not sure whether we could be together.
But now, i just wanna spend the night with you.
Your fragrant is driving my nuts.
Your hand, i wanted so much to hold.
I was just this close to holding you back.
Everything's lost, without you.
You're the only thing on my mind.
I miss you like mad.
Only you can make it right.
You know i need you by my side.
The love i felt each time i looked into your eyes.
The feelings are still so true and bold.
I'm sure we can work this out.
Because of you, nothing's beautiful.

NO. NO WAY.

I'm like on a freaking good mood just a moment ago.
And now, i feel like crying.

Mommy came and fuckingly told me to go for the chicken pox jab.
))=

this is so shitty man...


)))))))))))))=

Yeah. Today was great.
((:* Watched X-men3 at the Grand Cathay. My first time there. lol. yups, i watched it again.
Nevermind. It's still as interesting.
Met up with yucong after school for the movie.
Weren't sure of the exact location of the Grand Cathay in the first place.
But well, found it eventually. Just a walking distance away from plaza sing.
Service there was freakingly bad.


Slacked at Starbucks afterwhich.
Laughed, chat around. etcetcetc.

Walked and shopped around plaza sing.
As usual, he die die also must buy something. lol.
yups. Bought his dad's birthday prezzie at the same time.
I need a new water bottle.
Couldn't find one at plaza sing and northpoint. )=

He really do crap alot. More than he used to.
I've nuts idea why he just got so much stuffs to talk about when he sees me.
Even he himself says so.
-HAHA =]

Oh yah. There's something i must really blog down here.
.
.
.
.
.
WE GAVE UP OUR SEATS TO THE ELDERLYS IN THE TRAIN.
=DD

This goes to show that we're pretty good citizens.

Home-d.




Stephanie Wong, my sweet bestfriend. Thanks for what you've done. ILOVEYOU.
=DD I'd prolly die without you and xav today. Thanks once again.




Anyway, anyway.
er. hehe.
forget it. I shall not type those stuffs in here.
((:*
<33

Its official. Visual Basic's a bitch.
I've been sitting here for about 2 hrs. Nothing productive comes out of it.
Holy nuts... I'm like staring at the comp waiting for Christmas.
Pissed-off man.
Majority of the class seems to be at a loss too. Except for the guy sitting besides me. He just type and type like nobody biz. Omg.
I swear my life span gon` be shortened if im asked to do VB everyday.

-_____-''

Slacked with steph wong at both j8 and np's BK. Those guys came to join us after that.
Movied with Alex, Yuxiang, Terence and Steph. Jiahui propaganda me okay. And now, i've to watch the movie twice i think. Nevermind. ((:* I shall not disclose what movie we watched today. For whatever reason? Don't ask me. I've nuts idea why either. Lol.

I think we crapped and bitched quite alot today. Opps. Yeap. Its about our 'favourite' topic again. Forever the same kind of topic know. Always revolve around the same particular person.
We're mean luh.

forget it.

My lappy's lousy. Yeah. It can be connected but i can't get into IE. Wonder what the nuts is wrong with it. Even IT pro like Luci can't get it fixed. Argh...
Somehow those blogskins i did were all like shit, including this. am gon` change till im really satisfied. Yeap.
My html assignment is not done yet. Forget it. Last minute work again as usual.

Graphic Design today was crap. yeah.
All the comps were down. The credit goes to Leon this time round.
-HAHA.
And so, We only had around 15mins of lecture out of the 3hrs in the lab.
Was browsing pretty babes online when my comp shut down suddenly.
The whole class was like ' Oooooohhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
LOL. =DD
funny and total gay pls.
cannot make it.
and so, we crap around.
was a lil disgusted when angeline told me about the hygiene of MACD.
*yucks.

Dinner-ed with steph at MACD.
yeah.lol. MACD.
gay right?
Shanmin, sharon and jojo were there also.
(=


Oh. I hate spammers.
GET A LIFE PLEASE.
I'd be very sad if my taggy's filled with flamers.
))=
Karma. what goes around comes around.
so, be kind to others okay?
do yourself a favour.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.



rake up some old old picts just now.
randoms.



the disturbing girl who just keeps laughing&sleeping her life away.

I've a hard time understanding digital electronics proj today. Damn hard can...Don't know what frequency and stuffs. My physics=cannot make it. Thus, my digi sucks. ))= Nevermind. I'm going to study with peeps soon. Exams on week 7.

There's so many many many movies i wanna watch.
=D




I love everything about you. I really do...

Yes.
Orchard is fucking flooded with gays!
yeap. Oh no, don't be mistaken.
I've got nothing against the homos.
Just alil surprised that me and my mom kept seeing gays everywhere.
I find em cute actually.
Some has got really great fashion sense. iLIKE.
Some just look cute and sweet together.
Some er, gross?

I remember seeing an old gay couple a few months back.
classic man...
Its like. er...
Not really nice luh.
Kind of amused by em.
-haha


okayokay. Shall end this gay entry.
i LIKE gays alright
=D
no offence ar..

Town-ed with mommy today.
Bought stuffs as usual.
I requested for a LV. =D
Yeah. She likes it too. But im the one who pay okay.
Nevermind luh. Its her money afterall.
The rest were just randoms.
guess tops and sandals.
Nothing much.
Oh. Still hasn't found one bag for school.

I'm like bugging mommy for contacts now.

mom: ' I already promised you lasik next year.'

me: ' Yeah but, I wanna wear contacts for the time being now.'

mom: ' Not scare go blind? I don't wanna donate my cornea to you know.'

me: ' yadayadayadayada whatever.'


Don't care luh. Die also must go buy contacts.
Shall not wear it everyday then.
Maybe go shopping and stuffs then wear.
Other than that, I shall wear my orangy.
Sounds better right?
((:*



and, i told my mom that i like that guy.
okay. i know its no big deal.
forget it.

I don't know whats wrong. Falling asleep anywhere and anytime of the day. I just feel so sleepy, always. Its not such a bad thing tho. Keeps my mind from wandering too far off.

Syl suggested making a banner regarding about the copyright issue of my orange specs. She's going bonkers due to the massive flow of cloners around her. LOL. Poor thing.
Seriously, I think those nuts out there should get their identity right. C'mon luh. Everybody's different. Why make an effort to copy others? God makes everyone special okay. Besides, copying leads you no where. Didn't your daddy and mommy teach you not to copy? Copy,copy and copy. Everything also copy. Gross know...
-HAHA.
Okay.

Alright, i've got no stuffs today.
So bye.





You know, im just so fucking lost without you.
blah.

Okay. Today's 19th April. Its one of my bestie's birthday. Sweet 7teen officially.
I just read her blog. Seems like it wasn't a happy birthday for her. Er. There's nothing much i could say. It just struck me that im not such a good friend. I'm sorry that i didn't call you and stuffs. I'm sorry i didn't make the effort to meet and catch up with you once in a while. I always think you're happy to have only your boyfriend by your side and busily caught up with school work at the same time. Even tho we're just a bridge away in school, but we've never get-together for lunch or etc since school starts. It's pretty saddening actually.

I still remember how we all got to know each other. Those days when you just got transferred to NSS and had alil hard time tryna fit in the new environment. We were always together. lynn, steph, fang, you and me. ((: Yeah. Those sweet old days. There's also a period of time we kinda stopped hanging around but somehow got together again.LOL. I'm glad you've got yourself a really nice bf now. Stay strong and sweet aight? Whatever it is, you've got me.
And and and, you can jolly well claim your birthday treat anytime.
=DD









I feel nothing now.
I don't know whether its happy or sad.
By right, i should be estatic.
But well, on the other hand, i can just look into ur eyes and stand beside...
You're near. so near that i can almost smell your cologne. The feeling's strong.
Yeah. You're not there to save me from my drowning tears anymore.
There'll be someone else.
Someone else to go movies with.
Someone else whom you held close to.
Someone else whom you whisper sweet nothings to.
Someone else whom you shower with love.
I'm not the someone else.
Not the *her that walk together with you hand in hand.
At least, not anymore...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REBECCA LEE MEIZHEN.

er. did i get your chinese name right?
LOL.
Anyway, happy birthday aight.
((:*
ILOVE you always.

In the lab now. Nobody gives a shit to what the lecturer is talking. He's way too kind luh.
LOL.

I'm like so effing bored down here pls.
Felt like going home straight and jump into the arms of my lovely bed.
((:*

Oh. By the way, Bex's sick. Poor thing. )=
Get well soon alright.
Your birthday's approaching know.

School ended early today and so we went for movie.
[The Voice].
Okay. I've got not much comments for this particular movie.
No climax at all.
I almost fall asleep.
Lame and dumb, just like this...
-______________-'''



Last lecture for the day was Digital elcetronics.
Yeah. The 'sitting-plan and focus' lecturer.LOL
Since i missed out last week's lecture, i've quite a couple of doubts on what he was tryna say.
And holy nuts, He just have to call me to answer qns.
I don't know why he love calling me so much and how he managed to actually remember my face.
It's not the first time okay.
There's 3 classes in the lecture theatre.
The possibility of getting called is like so low and yet, i kena.
Obviously, i don't know how to answer him.

'focus' seah: '....How do you simplify this? blablabla'

Me: ' omg.'

'focus' seah: ' huh? what did you said? '

Me: ' OH MY GOD.'

'focus' seah: 'Yes. Correct. Thats a wonderful answer.'

Me: ' -___________-''''''' ' 10x


Okay. He's so lame alright. I just said Omg when he called my name and he said im correct and proceed with his own answer. LOL. Total nuts can. But well, He's not so bad after all. Kind of entertaining. At least i won't fall asleep like what i did in other lectures.





There's too many movies i wanna catch.
=DDDDD

Having graphic design now.
Feeling effing hungry and bored and tired and etcetcetc.
Visual basic's a bitch.
The thought of all those fucking alien long codes is enough to kill me.
Was typing like siao yesterday's night for one of the assignment.
Everything was fine when im done.
But well, I've absolute nuts idea why that damn comp have to restart itself just when im gon` save it.
wtf.
I got so pissed off that i started screaming and cursing the com.

-_____-''

forget it.

Life's like that.


=DD

Its not even 2 months since school starts and yet there's so many bitching around. I backstab you, You backstab me that kinda thing. Sad know. I've been hearing stories about this certain girl from next class. She's like really 'popular' luh. Everybody dislike her, including people from other class. Amazing. I've witnessed how noisy she can get during lectures. I've witnessed how she clad in skimpy clothings everyday, showing her belly and legs without fail. I've witnessed how straight forward she is because she made a comment right in my face saying that i look bitchy. Yeah. Bitchy.
Okay. I'm speechless about her. I've got nothing much to rant here anymore.






don't say you love me.
you don't even know me.

Finally got out of yishun today. ((= Headed down to Funan to collect my IT stuffs. Well, SimLim seems to be a hell lot livier compared to Funan. Funan's just so dead. Couldn't decide where to go next. Walked to citylink and suntec.

Poseidon was good. Like really nice and touching. I teared as usual.LOL. You guys should really go watch it.

There seems to be alot of great movies coming up. Cool. I LOVE it.



Alright.My eye's okay now. Shall go back to school tomorrow, in specs. Omg.



Anyway, anyway, I just saw steph's ultra-long entry.
I've the same comments too.
But well, I won't say anything negative about the girl or guy.
Nothing's predictable. Especially when it concern this kinda boy-girl relationships.
We can't be too sure of anything yet.
You never know when you gon` get involve with a guy and who knows? That guy might have a girlfriend outside. Even when u knew it, you might just choose to brush it off simply because you love the guy too much and creating a scene may result in a break-up or whatsoever.
Yeah. You love the person so much so that you don't even mind being the third party.
Thats why i don't draw conclusions or drop negative comments. I'm not the one who's experiencing this shit thing. I've nuts idea how much it hurts. It'll be unfair to those involve. The public has got no right to judge either. Random gossips are okay but not interference.

And yeah. Getting romantically attached with a guy is easy. Maintaining and having it with the right one is hard. I meant really hard. I've got alot of people asking why on earth that i don't have a bf. They made it sound as if bfs are everywhere on the streets. Like what steph said, We girls don't want to get involve with any tom, dick or harry. There must be chemistry know. Quantity is not the point. Quality is what that matters. Yup.
Okay. Whatever. I don't wanna drag on about this. Never-ending issue.

Alright. I'm not going mos on 30th may. Maybe the one in June.
((=
And yes, I'll be going for lasik once i reach 18.
Meanwhile, I'll wear specs and contacts.

Alright. My lefty ain't red anymore. ((=
But still, it looks so small.
At least its hell lot better compared to 2 days back.
Should be able to return back school by next week.

Anyway, anyway, I still think i look really stupid in specs.
How? Don't go school?
Stay at home and cry?
Don't giva shit and continue to wear contacts and go blind?

I wonder how come certain girls can manage to look so fab and gorgeous in specs.
This is so bastard.

My lappy sucks.
The cam is there.
But i don't feel like taking any pictures.
The whole idea piss me off.
bleah

Yeah. Saw my sweetie, Shanjie's tag. Decided to drop by her blog. ((=
She seems to be having fun taking all those tests. And since i've got nothing better to do, i started trying those too. LOL.

[Are you a gd gf?]
you're a Steady Supporter

Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.



Hmmm. sounds alil not true tho.

Okay. I feel so much like a handicapped. Really. Im not exaggerating. You guys wouldn't know how tiring it is to see with ur righty. And so, I practically slept the whole day. No point walking around the house with my righty half closed. Saddening okay. Tho i can hardly differentiate what im typing but still, i find the need to blog. There's really nothing much i can do.



Anyway, Its always through this kinda shit that you get to see who're those who really cares and who're those who doesn't give a shit even tho they seems to be on good terms with you. So who're those who made an effort to call or drop me a msg to see if i was alright and need any help? Turns out that quite a number of unexpected people did that. Yeah. Those peeps whom i weren't close with. You people really made my day. Although its only a short call/msg, it really do means alot to me. This shows that you people care and at least made an effort to send your regards
How about some whom i thought i was close with? Did you even bother to ask if i was okay or need help in any way? Don't give me the excuse saying that you don't know and stuffs. Obviously, you read my blog each time you go online. I can understand for those who really know nuts. What about you? I thought you were my good friend or whatever?! Obviously, you were too busy indulging in your social life. I meant your not-so-healthy-life. I can see that you've got the luxury of time fooling around outside and you do know whats wrong with me. But, you don't even bother to call and see if im alright. Call yourself a friend. Damn. A GOOD FRIEND indeed. You only bothers to call whenever the need for attention arises or you couldn't find anyone else. Yeah. I didn't even grumble or say anything when you called me in the middle of the night. I always chose to believe whatever stuffs you said simply becasue you're my friend but dismissed it after the rest said im the only stupid who believes in your words. Yup. What else? You claimed to be my good friend but do you even know the role of a good friend? Superficial. I feel sad if you really thinks you're up to the standard of being a good friend, when the fact is, you failed miserably.
Forget it.
Don't come crying and whining to me the next time you've got a prob.
I know you've got more friends who can entertain you better.



iLOVE my friends more&more.
((=
you guys know who you are.
yeah. those who care.
I appreciate it. really.
thanks and i miss you guys alot.
LOLOL.

I guess i'll be wearing glasses for at least 1 year. Im planning to go for lasik surgery once i reach 18. Not sure. Still considering. Meanwhile, I don't dare to wear contacts anymore. The phobia is there know. No matter how vain i am, i guess, at least not so soon im gon` lay my hands on those contacts. Scary. Was told by the specialist that once you wear contacts, the oxygen is cut off til 60% left. Its even worst if you wear it for long hours, like me. Its really extremely bad for the eyes. And so, for those vainpots out there, go for lasik surgery if you guys dont wanna wear glasses. Contacts can kill.

)))))=

Went to consult the eye specialist in the afternoon.
Its official. It turns out to be something much more serious.
The doc said im on the verge of blindness. wtf.
My left eye was badly deprived of oxygen. Right eye too, except that it wasn't that serious.
He said there're many girls like me going blind in a week.
I'm like so fuckin sad and scared.
Luckily i seeked treatment early. If not, really go blind.
And now, my left eye's patched.
Most prolly takes about 10-14 days to recover.
Still have another appointment with that doc on tues.
Can only see with my righty now. Tiring pls.
How to go school like that?
How about those lectures and lab classes then?
Its like i've never been on such a long leave before.

This is so bastard.

Yeap. Mommy and i went to get a pair of specs just now.
So as not to aggravate the condition of my eye.
And of cus to make sure, i dare to turn up in school.
HAHA.
But still, i looked pretty funny and stupid and unglam and nerdy and blah in that orangy gucci specs.
Whatever.
I've to stick with it, for at least a month.
Yeah. I'm like super sad now.
Nevermind. I'll whine about it for a few days.
Forget about being pretty and stuffs.

))=

I thought its gon` be fine if i slept early yesterday night. Hell no. The condition is still as bad as ever. Went to consult the doc just now. He said im suffering from sore eyes but not confirm know...It should get better in 2/3 days time but well, if it gets worst or not getting any better, then hur hur. Damn. I'm not supposed to wear contacts. Forget it. I don't dare to anyway. He gave me a 2 day mc.

And, and, I had nuts idea what to do with the mc.
Take it to the admin office or what?
Where's the whatever admin office in school?


Mommy said im going blind.
wtf.

My left eye's red now. Hurts alil. This whole thing is freaking me out okay. Omg. What if i got infected by the fungal infection? *touch wood. Damn. Pray hard everything's gon` be fine tomorrow. I wouldn't want to be seen wearing a pair of nerdy specs. LOL. Mommy said its better to get myself another pair of glasses so i won't be wearing contacts all day long. Better be safe than sorry know.



Alright. Drop that saddening topic.
Went to purchase a lappy just now. ((:*
Light weight, slim and comes with a built-in cam.
But well, the screen's naturally small luh.
Just hope i won't regret and stuffs.
Actually was supposed to settle on the Samsung red lappy.
Its like ultra lighter and slimer and smaller and its red okay. So cool.
Mom wanted me to take that.
Okay. Its tempting. But i didn't.
The features weren't that good and its way too small.
Not very practical.

Anyway, anyway, I'll go collect it tomorrow.
=DD

I've got a new wishlist.

- Crumpler lappy case.
-Mask/skin for lappy.


Sponsors anyone???
((:*




okayokay. Shall sleep early tonight.
Hopefully the next morning when i wake up, my eye return to normal again.

I still don't know how to skate. Someone actually said he'll teach me.
Whatever. Its not the time to emo.

Breakfast-ed with dewei at mac. Black bird and jj came after that. That hotcakes and sausage meal made me freaking full. Bought m&m before going to class as usual. That html lecturer damn nice luh. He doesn't give a shit even when im constantly munching on my chocos. ((: he made a real sweet comment too. *ahem. Tutorial on data comm today was dead.Yeah. I wasn't paying any attention. Didnt even have my lecture notes with me. Whatever. Busy eating my second pck of m&m. Tho i already felt so full, but just can't stop eating. And since i was really bored and that kind-looking lecturer was like talking to himself, I decided to do some art. yeah.art. LOL.

Okay. i know the pict's horribly blur. But its cute can...




School ended at 1pm. Bugis-ed with shan. (= Didnt spend much. Bought 4 bottles of nail enamels, 3 pair of ear studs and 1 white eyeliner. Im currently having a fetish for nail enamels. Got like a whole box of em. Shopped around.


She's cute. <3




Off to meet Steph and lynn after that. Bitched around at Starbucks. Thats what we girls always do. Healthy activity know...Just pray we won't get any retribution for doing that. And thanks to lynn for that hp chain thingy. iLOVE it and you. ((=
We gon` meet up soon again. Wish her best of luck for the midyrs.



Oh. I guess im gon` control my diet alilbit. Its like er...getting too extreme?

Yeah. I always go around reading blogs whenever im online. My friends and all.
I realised their lives always revolves around the same kinda thing. Not much difference from me tho. School life and their love ones. Some were terribly emo. Some has got lovey dovey pictures splash all over their blogs. Can't help but feel alil, you know, envy. yeap. It made me reminisce about the past. Yadayada dada. blahblahblah






Okay. Stop bombing my celly after reading that entry people. Thanks for the concern. I appreciate that. ((:*
Honestly, i prefer calls know. My bill's like nuts due to those massive sms chats. yeap.
And so, i decided to del away that cock and bull part since you guys took it so seriously.
I won't write about those kinda issues anymore.
=D

Aquamarine. Omg. iLOVEit. Its such a fab movie alright. ((:* The mermaid has got like blonde hair with streaks of blue. Beautiful. Seems like she's every guy's dream girl. Even girls will love her. This movie's great. Nice one. Basically about friendships and love. Kind of touching in the end. Almost made me tear. Okay. I know im emo but well, its nice luh. I'd give it 4.5 smooches out of 5. I WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN, really.


I'm no longer upset about my 1gb thumbdrive anymore.
cus its stupid.
-HAHA

Damn. I can't take it anymore. Life's so unfair. I have nuts idea why this shit is happening to me. Its not like i killed someone's parents or goes around cursing people everyday. Why? f* okay. Im freaking pissed off now. Can't believe this is actually happening to me. I certainly don't deserve it alright.

FUCK THE THUMBDRIVE.

My files inside there were fucking gone.

My hard work were gone.

I have to redo everything single thing.

I feel like screaming.


WHY THE FUCK DOES THIS SHIT HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME?!?!?!