Woke up freaking early today. Set my celly's alarm at 6.30am. However, i only managed to drag myself up 20 mins later. Its been ages since i had to wake up this early.
Was supposed to reach Pasir ris pri at ard 7.50am.
Yup. I'm late.
The journey there was terrible.

1) bus 969 from Yishun to Tampines
2) Mrt-ed from Tampines to Pasir ris
3) bus 3 from Pasir ris to Pasir ris pri

waste $$$.


Judy offered to fetch me from Braddell mrt station.
She'll go off if she didn't see me at 7.30 straight tml.
Which means, I have to wake up way earlier.
Omg.


Anyway, anyway, the sales there were bad. Very bad. Didn't even hit $2000 overall. No commission for me.
Nevermind, after tml, i shall e-mail my work schedule to Kim and ask for my pay.
woots~
((:*



Oh. I saw this VERY PRETTY girl at Pasir ris today.
She's really very pretty.
The way she dress and all, pretty.
And so, I kept looking at her with envy.
Of cus its without her knowledge.

Just then, she whip out her celly.

-picks up a call

' Hellooo... ...
...
..
.
....CB larh !!!! knn....blablabla
.
.*toot
*toot
.CB ^*$#^@^



-.-''
I was very much horrified over what happened.

cussie : ' I think soon nobody will want you. '

me : ' WHAT ?!?!?!? '
*giving that very -.-'' face.

cussie : ' You damn picky and anti-social larh. my friend want make friend with u also cannot. '

me : ' I'm not anti-social okay. I just don't anyhow anyhow mix around. '

cussie : ' HAHA. you die. Soon, no guys will dare to approach you. '

me : ' ...eh..you don't rubbish '

cussie : ' You better not be so stuck-up and stuffs.'
*still laughing happily at me.

cussie : ' People all got bf. you no bf. serve you right. '
LOL.


what the hell.
I'm gon` kill that ass...

Yes. I get paid 10 bucks/hr. But its only for 3 hrs.


To Stephanie wong,

Its unfair that you always get to work with young people.
Had so much fun and stuffs. LOL
Guess what?
Poor me.
I had to work with SUSILAH. ( or wadever. i don't know how her name is spelled )
Omffg. Of all people, it had to be her.
The stupid old auntie. okay maybe she's not THAT old.
With her around at Pasir ris sch sale, my work will be doubled.
She does practically nothing.
Slow as a sloth.

-LMAO.


I don't want to work with her larh !!!
))=

Oh.


and i think i gon` get that DKNY apple-licious perfumeeee

Its so alluring.








Weird.
I discovered something.
I tend to have a soft-spot for certain scents.
Guys who use certain perfumes.
Get what i meant?
No. I know you don't.

My FRIEND asked me to blog. yeah. But well, I've got really nothing much to blog about.
I'll try to go as far as possible.


Work has been a bitch lately. S0metimes ending at 11pm which is actually 13 hrs of standing and talking. Unhealthy eating diets. Lack of beauty sleep. That prolly explains the condition of my dark eye-bags now. Tomorrow working at Plaza sing. 5pm-7pm. A pathetic 2 hrs. Heard that i'll have to entertain those indonesia students. Judy will be there too. No worries.
Anyway, anyway, I can't wait to get my pay know.
-HAHA


Im done with the poly enrolment and stuffs. Just mailed it today.

By the way, did i mention before that i hate to take passport-size photos?
It never fails to make my face looks FAT.
REALLY VERY FAT.

LOL =D



Been blog-hopping alot nowadays. Its always the same. No change.
Break-ups and stuffs.
How people settle their emotional needs blabla...

Makes me realised something.
Relationships can be so v u l n e r a b l e.
The sweetest couple around us may break off without you knowing.
So, like i always say, Nothing last forever.
Even if it really does, You most prolly have to be one of the luckiest to deserve this kinda treatment.

Its easy to fall in love.
But hard to get out without getting hurt or wadever.
Its quite foolish to keep wallowing in that dumb pool of what belongs to you and him.
Shallow it may seems but no matter what, you'll take a million years to reach the shore.
Okay. Its a lilbit exaggerated. But nevermind.
You'd get so worn out eventually by the end of the day.
Congrats. You die in that pathetic pool while trying to get out.
Nobody has got a say in it.
Unfair.

I dont know why and i don't know how and i don't know when im starting to feel this way.
The thought of getting into one makes me shudder.
Don't get me wrong.
I'm not that sadistic alright.
((:*

Okay. I'll stop. This issue is irritating me.




Its been almost a year since i last bake cookies.

And so, I decided to whip up something nice this afternoon.

THE PRETTIEST CANDYLICIOUS CHOCZ CHIPS.

.
.
.

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.


Opps. Shall post the fab picts of my deli-fantabulicious cookies very soon.

((:*



Stay tuned alright !

As i was saying, we were happily cam-whoring before the complaint. Decided to copy steph's pose. ((:*

oh. I want to complain about her photography skills although mine sucks too. LOL.



At least, the one i took was clear and visible.




Steph took this. Omg. Looks so blur even after some editing alright.





*shakes head

Woke up really early today. Had to go for the medical check-up.

Reached the clinic at around 9am. You won't know how many people are already there. I thought we were one of the earliest. But well, there were tons of people way earlier. This is insane. And so, me and steph had a happy time waiting.

Did the vision test. Omg. LOL. i couldn't make out even a single letter.
Took ht and wt.
Urine test too.
Had a lil chat with the doc while he measured my blood pressure and heartbeat. He's real kind and friendly.

Doc : ' You're very fit and healthy '

*smile at him*

me : ' I waited for so long. Feel so terribly hungry. Can i grab a bite first before going for the x-ray? '

doc : ' Oh my god. you didn't eat? Supposed to scan ur ribs there, Not your stomach. Poor thing '

me : ' erm. i thought we shouldn't eat before any x-ray screening.'

doc : ' No la...can eat can eat'

*He gave me this really warm smile ((:*

doc : ' you must be one of those lucky ones who eat and eat also remain slim right? '

*Hehehehe


Tho its only a few mins, I can conlude that he's a good man.
-HAHA

Proceeded straight to Orchard building for the x-ray.
Waiting and more waiting.
Finally my turn.

Was asked to changed into a green top. I swore that green thing was worn by don't know how many millions of people. Chinese, Malays, Indians, Ang mohs, bangalas blablabla...

*yucks.

Worst still, I was asked to clip up my long long hair using the black black clip which they provided. OMFG. That thing again, was sure used by don't know how many 865298635724th of people. you guys know what i meant...No choice.

*Eeeeeyyuuurr.



Lunched at swensens.
Felt so happy after eating. =D

Cam-whored at Heeren. And i think i looked alil plump in those pictures.





I think someone complained about us when we were happily taking photos inside the neoprint machine. LOL.





There's more pictures. But well, this's getting long so...



Anyway, We wanted to catch a movie after that.
Couldn't decide on which to watch.

We were choosing between FD3 and The hills have eyes.

It was then leo told us that we can't watch The hills have eyes cus its M18. What a disappointment.

Dropped by Shaw to visit Leo since that pig's working today. LMAO.

Slacked there while deciding on which movie.
Cry_wolf. Leo watched together with us also.
Free drinks + popcorns + nachos.

The movie was okay. Wasn't very thrilling. Story quite plain actually.
2 1/2 hugs out of 5.



Home with Steph.
That fat pig gon` wait for another leonard at Orchard.

Before i even forget,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANJIE !



loveee~

I don't know why its always like that. Males and females. Whats wrong?

Was browsing my celly's phone list and i came across truckloads of familiar names. Tho they're like only a call/msg away but i find em so distant. Considering the fact that we used to be close, something within just stops me from calling or msging them. Its saddening alright.

People whom i used to buddy-buddy with seems to just walked entirely out of my life. Chatting on the phone everyday. Get-togethers everyday. We chatted about everything under the sun.

Somehow or rather, these friendships don't last.

Its either you guys are busy with your own stuffs or I'm busy with my own business. And so, we all got drifted apart. Lesser phone calls. Lesser meet-ups. Worst come to worst, we don't even talk at all. He/she eventually becomes your hi-bye friends.

I want people who'll stay. Not passers-by. I don't want it to be just some other memories.




Add on:
Confidence is not only from within.
Confidence is also what others give you.

I'm having trouble with this.
Looks so bad now.
Forget it. Shall continue tml.

Yes. I know you're nice and all.

Sorry but no.

((:*

I had nuts idea why they're trying so hard.
Trying so hard to compete with me.
When i've no intention of having any form of competition with em.

You always wanted so much to win.
Looks, academic results blablabla.

When i first got myself a cellphone, you immediately buy one for your child.
When i rebonded my hair, your daughter did it straight after.
When i curled my hair, you took your daughter to the saloon and have em permed.
When i started wearing heals and wedges, your daughter starts to wear also.
Endless stuffs that goes on and on.

I do everything, you also wanna copy.

Why not change your surname too?

You're constantly stressing your daughter. You wanted so much to outshine me in everything. Aren't you tired at all?

You kept quiet and didn't show any concern. Just pulling a very disgruntled look when I passed my Os and got posted to a poly. I know you secretly hoped that i'll fail. You never failed to get frustrated when people praise me. I knew it. Everybody in the family knew it.

Is that how an adult should behave?

I feel sad for your daughter know. We used to be so close. We're cuzzies alright. It's all because of you that results in the situation today. We don't talk at all when we see each other nowadays.

Jealousy. I seriously don't know what you're so jealous about. You just want to win. Everything also wants to be the best. Omg.

You're a blabbermouth. An imbecile. A superficial, shallow, scheming blablabla.
So what if your hubby aka my uncle holds a salary of 15k each month?
So what if my dad's salary is 7thousand +, which is only half of your hubby's salary?
Overall, we're very happy and contented now.
You're not the best okay.
There're truckloads people who're f*ing rich.
If you're filthy rich like Paris hilton, i've got nothing to say.
You always thought that you're the richest and prettiest.
You thought yours the happiest family in the whole wide world.
You thinks that your kids and hubby belongs to the cream of the crop.
You bombed to others that your kids are superly smart when their results suck.
You told others that your daughter's the prettiest.
You always act like as if you know everything.
The fact is, you know nuts and almonds at all.

Wake up pls.

In fact, We all find you very PATHETIC.
your hubby doesn't love you.
your kids are always laughing at you.
The whole family define you as a disgrace.

I don't mind if your daughter appears to be better-looking than me.
I don't mind if your daughter performs better than me in terms of academic.
But, i DO mind when you bad-mouth or look down on me.

And now, I really dislike tthat whole family of yours.
Especially you and your son and your daughter.
You people are always oh-so-ready to put others down.

Get a life.

You live for yourself, not for others. You tried far too hard. So much so that im afraid you might fall badly.

The next thing you want to compare would most prolly be boyfriend, careers and future...See whose bf is better. See who holds a higher salary. See who got a better job. See who got a good hubby. See whose kids are brighter.
The whole procedure goes on. The process repeats again.

I feel so sick and tired for you. Be the best or die trying.

Just another imbecile.
Just another pot of honey.


No honest people left?
Jesus...
This is bad.

I'm like so used to it already.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOJO.
may the sweetest thing falls on you.


I just received the enrolment package. School's starting on 17th April 06. There's so many forms to fill up. Have to go for medical checkup blablabla.


Left 2 days and i'll be free from work. Can't wait.
I miss movies.
I miss spending money.
I miss going out.
I miss my friends.
I miss eating lotsa food.
I miss sleeping the whole day.
I miss shopping.
I miss alot alot alot of things.






yeah. Im in no rush.
so your might as well forget about it.

The sales weren't very good today. Stood 12 hrs. 12 freaking hrs!!! But well, time seems to be passing fast. If not, i'd prolly faint halfway through.

I think by the end of next week, my legs will be gone.



god bless

Was reading beka entry just now when i noticed something funny. She wanted to go geylang/changi to see things.
See what things uh?
See people?
See elephants?
See chickens?
See ducks?
See penguins?
See ghost?

-lmao.


I'm still upset over the fact that i'll be working for 1 whole week.
))=








The most unexpected msg.
Wads wrong?

Its 10th to 17th march. Im working for 8 days.
Imagine how tired im gon` get.




-amen

Gon` work from friday til next tuesday at Causeway point. Hope there'll be people working with me. Hate it when there's no company. And for goodness sake, Its 10am to 10pm! Consecutively for 5 days.

Heard from steph that there'll be a book fair at expo. omg. book fair. =DD She's working there ALONE? god knows. Im more interested in the book fair anyway. LOL. Might be going down to take a look.

Finally, my comp was okay. ((:*

And now, i can go online again.

Yes, am feeling very happy about it.


-HAHA.

Leo got an idiotic comp. Was blogging halfway and the window's not responding. And now, i had to retype all over again. Omg. Im lazy and had forgotten what i said earlier on. So, it'll be a short one.

Was flabbergasted when i heard what happened. I thought they were supposed to be sweet, nice and all. Well, things always change. Nothing last forever. You just knew it when the expiry date is drawing near. No choice but to separate. Ya, but at least part peacefully right? Best if each could give each other a hug thinking that all's worth well and the sweet memories still remains and you guys can still be friends. Am disgusted when one threatens to end his/her life just to make the other half stay. Its meaningless alright. Only losers do that. Pure stupidity. I sort of despise this kinda people and those type who drag friends into the shit and mess. Had nuts idea why they had to handle the problem so immaturely. I thought im already very childish. Apparently, they're worst than me. LOL.

I believe both a male and female can be purely platonic. So it doesn't bothers me much if my guy hangs around with the opposite sex.

It takes both hands to clap. There's no right and wrong. Its either you didn't work on your part or the other half didn't put in enough effort to make the whole thing work. When such situation occurs, you complained that he/she didn't care for you and thus, conveniently seek solace somewhere else. Thats bad. Obviously, something's wrong. Its only a matter of time the relationship turns sour.

Being a two-timer is really sinful. You do things behind your bf/gf's back. I can imagine how hurtful it is when you found out that your other half is cheating on you. Betrayal. The person whom you used to hugged so tightly, is now whisphering sweet nothings. Not to you, but some other person. Isn't it sad enough? You felt a stab in the back as well as the heart. Nothing should hurt more than this.

Seriously hope that things would turn for the better between the two of em. ((:*








Dreams. So weird.
I swear i didn't think of that particular person in the day.
So why am i dreaming of that person?
Its like ages since i last talk/see that particular person.
Weird.
I just don't get it.
Its just sososso weird.