okayy. choco pang wanna read. so i guess i've to write it down.


chem today..hmm..surprisingly quite a num turned up.
ms kumari really..ahem..i really got nothing to say abt herr. there's got to a reason whyy i dislike her.
firstly, she made me fail my chem. lol. blame it all on the teacherr..
secondly, besides ' class..do da quick checks and critical thinking..' she knows nothing.
thirdly, she made me 'malu' in class.

well, she thought im day dreaming during the lesson just cuz she saw me smiling. omg. im only smiling k..

'jenny!...ans blablabla...'
'huh?..wad thing..'


i was like stun can..i dont even know wth she talking abt..
oxidation...reduced???
started scratching my head mann....cant come up with anything.
worst still, she asked me went up da the whiteboard and write down da chemical equation..

for ur guys info, i've been leaving out qns concerning equations during chem tests or exams...



the rest, is just staring blankly at da board and nothing else.................

this is wad i do during chem lessons...

im not a self-picsterr k.

im not da one who took this.

well, i noticed something around me.
it seems like all da 'pangs' i know are attached.


-laughs

i lost it. omfg. i search high and low k. but still couldn't find it.
i lurrve it so much. now its gone.
hmm..wad does this shows?
i suppose the same thing is gon` happen all over again.
just like how i lost my 'couple neckalace'.





speechless.




lol. i feel happy for kimmiebaby. =D

today mt 'O' suck.
paper 1 letter writing abit gone case. = no confident
paper 2..hmm. no confident again.
in short, no A1 for me.

))=

i practically sleep almost the whole day.
i've got absolutely no mood for tml mt 'O' level.
didn't really study much tho.


god bless~

just got back from suntec not long ago. went to da book fair. bought the electronic dont know what dictionary for sis. nth else i suppose.


audioz..
blehs

you guys have just wasted 20 secs of ur time reading this dumb entry.

went orchard with mom just now.
shopping of cuz. =D
didn't buy much stuffs today.
-white skirt frm [sense] i think..
-neckalace frm [chomel]
-sandals frm [charles&keith]

yeap. thats all i bought. way too lil uh...but mom even worst. she bought only a top. didn't spot anything else which we fancy.

a lady approached me at the MNG shop today. she started by introducing herself, saying that she's from a company which somehow got something to do with mediacorp. hmm..i can't remember much. there're something which she mentioned about acting, dancing, singing and looking for new faces. then she asked for my number. okay. im not so dumb as to give her my num. feeling alil irritated, i asked her for her namecard then told her that i'd give her a call if im interested. the company is called UAN(for artistes by artistes). nvrrmind...wadeverr. perhaps can intro to my other friends. ((=

mommy and daddy din wanna go to ptc.

dad went out.

mom: 'wanna go shopping later?'
me: 'yes!yes!...'



lloll

i just accidentally bang my head on the wall. how dumb~

stranded outside my house today.no keys.dad and mom were out.sat outside.feel like an idiot.started taking pics again. bleahs

today total shagg. i thought there's some important stuffs today but only mt intensive revision and some hold homework. nothing pretty much.
after recess as usual, northland jail time. we students are just like those jailbirds. first time, they chase us all to the sec level then to the third. today, they instructed the whole level to be on the first level. omfg. pls larh..sec 1,2,3,4 all squeeze at the first level classrooms. i was like wth. nvrrmind. me and friends all get into a sec3 class. we had a nice time playing 'heart attack'. in order to get everybody attention, we screamed everynow and then during the game. yeah. delibrately... crazy uh. =D .
tml suppose to have ptc. parent-teacher-conference. i was chosen. told my mom & dad about it but they didn't want to go. nvrrmind. even better. ahaz.
chinese 'Os' approaching real fast....god bless me.

okayy. im pissed off.
where's my mirror?
im oh-so-not-used without my mirror in my puma bagg.

another issue..
whyy she likes to place those ugly beside her when takingg pic?
so as to make she look more pretty?
omfg..damn.


what is the world turning to?
no more kind souls left?

whole day. -shagg.


still deciding whether to go school tml. should ii or should ii not?
how about ptc?. going or not going?
damn...

bored at da hotel.lloll

wad a dumb day. lloll.
first half of the day was mt intensive lessons. yeah.thats what the teachers call it. but i don't feel the 'intensive'.
second half, s l a c k. ....no teachers. lil students. all 'anyhowanyhow' grp togather from different classes.
after school go causeway;seoul garden with stef shanmin curina & jojo. kim choo and huiyi came to join us after that.
to be exact, we sit inside there for around 2 hrs, eating non-stop. me keep on eating meat then curina was all about the prawns. thank goodness she's there to help me peel the prawns. thanks alot gal =D
about the ice cream part, gone case mann. me and stef got sucha freakin` hard time digging the stupid damn vanilla ice cream. and we were like laughing and giggling all the way. yahh...bimbo here and there.lol
on the way back, kimchoo and huiyi gotta lotsa physcology qns for us.lame jokes too.bleahs
gon` go school tml. know why? cuz imma full-time good gurl....ahemm..

sians.bored.boring.boredom.







-shagg

im back home from Bangkok. spend 4 days 3 nights there. If im not wrong, this should be my 5th trip there. lloll.

didn't did much stuffs there on the first day cuz its already late afternoon when we reached. we went to a night market called 'Pakpong'. market doesn't mean selling of fish, meat & vege. This place, not bad...i lurrve the people there. there's lortsa bars with those callgirls wearing bikinis and dancing with the poles. yeap...guys stood outside kept asking me to go in. they're not like Singapore where you need to be of a certain age before you can go in. even my younger sis can watch. but of cuz not those 'sex shows' . as i mention earlier on, i really like the people there. damn friendly and nice. throughout the night, my mouth was almost numb from all that smiling. i've got strangers smiling at me, saying hello and stuffs like that. one even..nvrrmind, i'll skip that part =D . oh ya..the price of the stuffs there are ridiculous. from 600baht can bargain till 100baht. cool uh. shopping centres and night markets like this in Bangkok open til very late in the night. not like S'pore, so darn early all close then say goodnight.


second day got up early in the morning follow the tour guide to the famous temple and the 'floating market'. gosh. weather's hot. nothing much to elaborate on these two places actually. we all get to the 'floating market' and temple by boat. at the 'floating market', the people there sell their stuffs on the boats. you can't see any of these in S'pore. next stop was the gems shop. Thailand is known for rubies i think. saw one ring. like it alot. its not ruby but don't know what kinda black stone. nvrrmind bout that. asked mommy buy for me but..the ring cost S$57 000. i was like wth...shopping time again at BMK. a shopping centre. god. its bigger than those shopping centres in here. come to think of it, singapore's shopping centres are really tiny.went back hotel to rest after that.
went to the famous ' a`gua show' in the night. yahh.a show where you get to see all those 'man-turned-women' people. =)) omfg. they're absolutely beautiful. i mean it...they're drop dead gorgeous. feel so freaking sad for myself when i looked at em. fantabulous is all i can say. after the show, the guide recommend us another night bazaar. that place is kinda quiet compared to the previous one. not much people there tho.


third day shopping again. this time we went to the weekend market, 'Jatujak'. that place is really ahem...enormous. freaking enormous. i can't finish my shopping spree there. i mean i can't even finish walking throughout the place. can you imagine how big is that?! bought quite a number of things there. nice stuffs but cheap. lotsa puppies . i almost went crazy when i see those pups. so adorable and its really cheap not like singapore. you can get one shin tzu for only about S$200. newly born okay...and they just put those pups in basket. here we have all those pups show case in air-conditioned shops. poor thing. how i wished i can get one ....


okay. fourth day. that marks the end of our trip. Thailand, not bad larh. there dirty but people very nice..good service. those Thai guys...lloll..good-looking + polite. ahaz...i'd probably be penniless everyday if singapore have shopping centres like em...

me now at the airport.
lloll. using the free internet there you see...
damn boring. nothing much to do.

sort out some stuffs yesterday. perhaps he's right after all.

我会学着用华文字to blog.
i know i suck but pls larh. mt 'O' coming in a couple of days time.
so pls. im tryna improve.

谢谢.
lastly,我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你.lol.
sounds kinda funny isn't it?.

期待着雨过天晴的彩虹

okay. my bill gon` be alright.

okay. i failed 3 subs overall for mid year.

amaths.
sub.sci
emaths failed by four marks. how pathetic...

fcuk care....arghh

don't miss me people.
i'll be away...

arghh.
i wanna get a new phone.
i wanna sign up for another line.
im in need of 'free mms' now.
okay guys, i don't mean to sound so desperate.
but i really need 'free mms' !!!


-rolleyes

im bored.
i repeat, im uber-bored.
nvrrmind.
so many days didn't blog in here.

House of Wax is disgusting,
gross, &
lotsa yucks.
but hey! its the first NC16 movie i watched okay.
and its with stef.
i mean last friday.
god. two timid gurls watching this kinda show together.
well, i supposed we don't look like 16s uh?
checked our ezlink?. damn.
i wanna watch Ghost Train,
wanna watch cursed.
what else?.
guess there's too many to list.

oh ya. talking about House of Wax. uh-huh. Paris Hilton. lol. she was like making out with her guy all the time in the movie. died in a pretty tragic way too and not to forget, she died in her red bra and panties. omg.
after watching this, i realised i develop a phobia for wax figurines. you might never know what lies beneath the layer of wax. who knows?
i simply hate the idea of my ankle being cut or have something pierced through my head or wadeva.



-ouch

eng paper 1 ->33/60
eng paper 2 ->28/50

mt paper 1 ->21.5/35
mt paper 2 ->25/40
mt oral ->12/15
mt listening ->7/10

elective hist ->30/50

emaths paper 1 ->47/80


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thats all i know peeps. im just so fcukin` glad that at least i passed. how pathetic...

omfg. finally got my comp repaired. almost died without it.

today social studies paper and chemistry paper2.
social studies, no confidence at all.
chemistry, study damn freakin` hard the day before.but still, ..nvrrmind. who ask from sec3 sleep til now. last minute work ain't gon` work.
tml bio paper1 and amaths paper2. ahaz~.amaths sure not gon` make it. gone case.byebye.

today's emaths paper2 was a mess. tho i did majority of the qns but not confidence. ))= .bio's better. at least its alot better compared to da shity emaths paper 2. friday's the last day but its the start of horror for me. getting back emaths paper1. like wth~. i thought after friday i can finally relax myself totally but looks like.....nvrrmind. tml's physics paper2 & amaths paper1. omfg.










you're really really very far away.

i just wrote something. i wouldn't post it up. cuz there's too many intruders in here and its supposed to be confidential. anything, just ask me about it. by the way, it concerns `you.

he asked me to go study with him when he doesn't even have any exams on. how dumb...
i realise my comp is somehow getting a lil bit retard nowadays. ))=

im seriously bored-

today's mt paper was kinda alright. no problem attempting paper 1. however, i left 1 stupid blank in paper2. nvrrmind. who cares.
the following week sure gon` be real tensed up. STRESS!!! the whole bloody week is full of heavy subjects. heaven sake~ how am i gon` survive through this freaky thing...


i realised i still think of you
after what had happened.




god bless.
withlove,
jjen

hurt my leg again. and this time, its the other leg.
its hurts alot..
of all the places, it had to be the bone there.
wtf.
its all the taxi's fault.
i won't take taxi for this whole month.

now at kimmie's house. laterr still have to go back school for the dumb N.E quiz.


in case you're reading this,
just wanna let you know that you suck..

i don't know why i still think of you when things have already turn out to be like that...

you suck okay.
luckily im not talking to you face to face.
i'd probably die doing so.

hmmm...today's paper was kinda not so tensed up as i thought. gotta extra time for both eng & hist. Eng paper 2 was alil bit difficult to understand..lloll..elephants..like wth~

afterr sch me and stephh accompany shanmin wait for the phototaking stuff. then went to yoshinoya. tingg joined us too =x.

jjen: 2 yoshinoya...
cashier gurl: huh?
jjen: oh..ermm..i mean 2 salmon bowls..
dots....



wads so wrong with me uh? been making a fool of myself in the public these few days. that dayy at popular....i was about to pay for my stuff when i realised my wallet wasn't in my bag. omfg and im already at the counter. the lady was waiting and there were lortsa people behind..i just feel like dying that very moment k..its so freaking embarrassed. nvrrmind. i just walked out of the popular then ruch back home for my money. but of cuz, i didn't went back there..



wadeverr-

its okay.
im alright
after all,


im already numb

absent from sch today. fang now at my house. sayy wad wanna study but she end up using the comp..lol..then laterr still say wanna go safra. so slack sehh =x

sians.

sad to say, it still hurts alot.

andicontinuetohope&wishthatyourwillbealright.

okayy. im having problems with my family. wad can i say?..im stcuk-up or am i just being an attitude child or problematic kidd?
im sick and tired. i hate to control my tears. it hurts both mentally and physically. the feeling is freakingly unbearable when u tried to control ur feelings. there's nothing wrong being emotional. but i don't wanna be like last time. keep on crying...so i end up controlling my tears everytime. lloll. its really bad for health on a long term basis. so people, don't try this at home.
i may need to see a shrink anytime. how i wish i've got a perfect life with no worries...yeahh~dream on...


noconfidence. nonothing
better off deadd-

afterr bloghopping, i realised a lot of things.

reading your friends blog can help you keep track of how their life is, how they feel etc...i came across a few blogs just now. some were bitter while others were simply sweet. yeahh..entries about the life of em and their stead. as for the bitter ones, majority are heartbroken cuz of relationships. only a few actually wrote about school life, studies and wadeverr..
as for my blog?..well, i wrote about what i think or how i feel. no superficial stuff in here. cuz i hate fakeness. im not attached, so i don't have anything to write about relationships. i'd write anything i could think of. what i do todayy and stuffs like that. ahaz~ its boring larhh. but what else can i write?..hmmm. can't think of anything else at the moment. anyways, this blog is just full of crap, a place for me to throw every trash in. =D

maybe you won't everr know,
but...
ure always there...
somewhere......
in my heart.

okayy. i guess i forgot to mention the fact that i fell down in the bathroom during the weekends.
it goes like this...

i was walking into the bathroom to change my contact lenses. yeapp. the floor was wet. and i just went sliding across. (-.-") how sad...luckily i didn't bang my head against the wall. if not, i'd probably lying in the hospital bed now. thank goodness. and my butt hurts. i think its the second time i fell down the the bathroom since im born.






inpain,
jjen

slack at home the whole day.
bored-
no mood for anything.
just flipped through the books.
didn't faithfully study at all.
omfg~
wad the hell am i thinking?
wake up pls...