HAPPY CNY.
((:*



CNY. Almost the same kinda thing every year. Family gatherings, house-hopping, collect ang pows, eat, gamble, eat and gamble again. Drank hell lots ever since the start of NYE. Gamble alillililil bit with my cuzzies. LOL. Not bad. Luck's with me. Had a great time gambling and drinking with em. I'm surprised that given the amount of alcohol, i didn't get drunk. Beer, wine blue label, xo blablablablabla plus dont know what...
Those adults were full of praises for me. *chuckles.
So much so that i thought im flying in the air.

My youngest uncle's wife just gave birth to a pretty baby. I love her to bits and just keep carrying her in my arms, kiss all over her tiny face. One freaking long distance relative saw and she thought the baby was mine. Omg. You think shot-gun marriage arh??? or underage sex???
Anyway, i really do LOVE babies.

I know i'm gon` put on weight at the end of NY. My mom already say so by judging at the amount of FOOD i consume. Well, god knows. I don't care. After NY then think abt it. Eat and eat and eat. I just love doing that. HAHA.


okayokay. People around have been spreading that whoever receive the letter asking you to be a teacher and stuff, means that your L1R5 is below 20 points. Im kinda freaked out cus i've nuts idea whether i receive that particular letter anot. Can't remember. Erh...wonder how true is that.

I missed out something.


HAPPY BURFDAY CURINA!!!!
*:))



Most importantly, my burfday's in 1 month time.
=D

Went back to NSS today. Not much changes. Was back together with bex, steph, fang and tys. Saw those familiar faces again. Chatted with some teachers like MrLee, Neo, my fav teacher and blablabla. Did some catching up with friends also. Its been sometime since i last saw em. No papaya shows going on. Bored. Hang and walked around. Watched the performance put up by fellow northlanders. The Wushu group is like better than last time i think. Not that funny anymore. Chinese Orchestra. the cannot-make-it-cca, was the first to perform. 2 songs. Took freakingly long can...lol. Did i mention that Mdm Tai was present in school also? Oh god. She's in HOT PINK! -haha.

Nevermind about that. Went for lunch and meet up with 2 lil kiddie sec4 dudes. One of which, was a monkey. yeah. Monkey. lmao. They sure made me laugh like hell. Nice hanging ard with em. Steph forced em to take picture with us.




Alil bit blur. I think its about half a year since i last took neoprints. omg. ((=




Dad came back this afternoon. He bought heaven loads of clothes. Majority basic tops. 1 design, multiple colours. Funny right? Got home and i was shocked. Like a medium-sized mountain of clothes right in the middle of the living room. Because of the amount of apparels, he had to specially go buy a luggage bag. Now, i've sosososo many tops of the same design but different colours. The same goes for bottoms, Same design but different colours. But still, its better than nothing. ((:*




Happy CNY
=D

Who can grant me these wishes before i kick the bucket?

[ I wanna take a candid/neoprint picture with Osama ]

[ I don't wanna die a virgin ] -HAHA

[ I wanna kill all papayas ]

[ I wanna go shopping with Paris Hilton ]

[ I want Lance Armstrong to cycle me around Singapore ]

[ I want all caps from Ed Hardy ]

[ I wanna be LKY for a day ]

[ I wanna close down THAT f***-up school ]

[ I want a daddy hug from Brad Pitt ]

[ I want a mommy hug from Angelina Jolie ]

[ I want to have a taste of the different chocs from all over the world ]

[ I want the best chef on earth to cook me the best dish ever ]

[ I want Eminem to stop writing lyrics about his family ]

[ I want Elvis to come alive and perform for me ]

[ I want a pink dolphin as a pet ]

[ I want a penguin for a pet ]

[ I want sleep with my penguin and dolphin everynight ]

[ I want Spiderman to be my maid ] ((=

[ I want kill all sickening old pervertic uncles ]
arghhh. Alright. I still have truckloads more.














Anyway, Went NYP with Steph. They're much more organised compared to Tp. Took all the brochures we needed and lunched at their fast-food canteen. The pasta there yucks. Waste my money only. Steph didn't finish her rice too. Sat there and chit-chat while waiting for Lynn. Its been a long time since i last saw her. Still as stunning as ever ((= Did some catching up. Heard that NSS getting more and more happening. Cool. Most prolly going back on fri to check out any papaya shows that currently on screen. Oh, Both me and Steph got ourselves each a henna art on the hand.

Well, It looks like a cookie to me. yummy yum yum. lol.


Left not long after to meet up with Shanmin and Curina for SP. The journey there was long. Toured around. Took brochures as usual. Not interested in those boring talks. The people there made me a personalised perfume =D. Forgotten under what course already. Told him i want something girly, apple-ish, flora and light. That guy, mix and mix from different bottles and tata! my perfume is out. Amazing.
Resort management looks appealing. Chill out at a cafe there. Sit and gossip and laugh.



The so-called autistic kid is smiling! The credit goes to me of course. lmao.

This 'autistic' kid says my entries are short. This time longlonglong right? Tho shitloads of craps. Got your gorgeous face featured inside here also. Be thankful okay? HAHA

Raining hammies and penguins and elephants halfway...


Back to Yishun to meet up with Leo. He pissed me off.
no comments.

I don't like people having certain kind of ideas on me.


Went tp with Steph today. Met up with Angel and her friend there. Its been sometime since i last saw that babe. She's pink!. lol. Basically, Its not very fun on the whole but the presentation by the media comm people really makes me laugh. Walked around. Went to all schools. Saw northlanders there too. Oh, The girls there dress themselves up like they go there for fashion show not to study. Bet they spend quite alot on clothes every month. Not to forget, i notice that some of the girls there don't look very friendly. They gave me toe to head and head to toe stares. Thats pretty bad. Was raining penguins and hammies and elephants on the way out. Did something bad. I delibrately and conveniently discard the empty goodie bag at the bus-stop outside tp cus the bag ugly la. Somemore, im carrying my bag and a plastic bag. ((=

Will be going over to Nyp and Sp tml. Hope i don't get any rude stares from the people there.

LOS [ Lots Of Smile ]. ((:* Its been quite some time since i last had that momentum to shop so heartily. Spend quite alot today.. Bag, couple of cosmetic stuffs from M.A.C. clothes..blablabla. Happy happy. Most importantly, bought that limited edition cartoon tinted conditioner. cute. loveee it to bits. Shall do another round of shopping next week.

tml going tp with steph. yupyup.

Was clearing my cupboard just now when i came across a red packet. Money was the first thing came to my mind. Thus, i happily open the red packet. Empty!!! sian 1/2 immediately. The picture of a golden chicken on the packet caught my attention. Yeah. Chicken...That so-called bad year for me. Was kinda unlucky throughout.





Anyway, CNY's approaching. I STILL HAVEN'T DO ANY SERIOUS SHOPPING YET! Omg. New year eve maybe planning to go back school. We'll see about it.

People do grow up and learn along the way.

It puzzles me sometimes how people used to be so close and comfortable with each other but just become strangers after a period of time. Its like no form of communication between. You mean those memories were erased? Or they couldn't be bothered to work on their part? The bond just vanished conveniently without our knowledge. Saddening.

LOL. Finally went out today after days of potato-ing at home. Went town with Leo. Watched [The Heirloom]. The poster stated that its Taiwan's no.1 horror movie. Errr...Since its monday and only 12.15pm, The whole Lido theatre 1 was only filled with a few people. Not more than 10 if i'm not wrong. As you know, theatre 1 is horribly BIG. Its damn empty and in addtion to the creepy sound effects of the movie, I was freaked out immediately after the movie start. But the movie ain't scary at all on the whole. Leo said he could not figure out the plot. Dumb.

Headed to Bugis straight after the movie cus i wanna get a pair of earrings ((= . In the end, the shop was closed. Wth. No choice. Walk walk around. Paid YeeShian a visit at Cold Storage too. He sure change hell lot. Chubby chubby cute ass.

Took train back to town again. Shopped around. Bought a BOOK alright. Digital Fortress by DanBrown. Actually I wanna get the rest of Dave Pelzer's works but they didn't have it there. Oh, I'm collecting books. Nora Roberts, Dan Brown, Dave Pelzer, Danielle Steel blablabla etc. Gon` get the Memoirs of a Geisha too. I know i'm abit slow and late larh but the cover looks so cool and appealing. ((=

Back to Northpoint for dinner. Met up with Jianwen, Yonglong and Lesner. Jianwen and Lesner working in Causeway Timezone. I bug Jianwen to get me the HUGE Hello Kitty. Not for myself alright. Cus i know my bud, Stephanie Wong Jiahui LOVEEE Hello Kitty so most prolly a humongous Kitty soft-toy will cheer her up. I'm such a great friend right? -HAHA
Anyway, he said if he get for me, he'll get fired. Omg. Maybe i'll go down and get it myself. We'll see abt it =D





Things won't remain the same forever. They change constantly. Its a matter how fast we can adapt to it. Nothing is forever. They either die or fade away as time goes. Its the quality that counts ultimately, not the quantity. Happy or not, You still have to carry on and live with it.

Oh. I wanna go to the ZOO. yeah. ZOO. The Singapore Zoological Gardens. I wanna go Jurong Bird Park. Reptile park too and the Crocodile farm. Err. Do they hava croc farm over here?



By the way, I wonder why i always tend to embarrass myself in front of guys.


I remember falling down from a swing in front of a guy who later became my former boyfriend during pri sch days.


I remember walking into the gents at Forum shopping centre. The guy inside went 'ahemm...' to get my attention cus i was kinda deep in thoughts at the moment, if im not wrong. This was quite recent.


I remember losing my balance on the bus and fell right on top of this lady and guy who were sitting down in front of me. This actually happened twice. Omg.


I remember walking at dont know where and there's this indian guy who came from dont know where just stepped onto my feet when he turned around. As everything happened so suddenly, I really did not have much time to react. He nearly kissed my face alright. Luckily didn't. If not,...kick his ass.


I remember there's this particular cutie who kept smiling at me. I smiled back too ((= After awhile, he came over. ' hmmm. can i be your friend? by the way, ur bag not zipped.'
hell...make me looked like kindergarden kid like that...


I remember dozing off inside the mrt train. The guy beside me poor thing. I almost lean onto his shoulders. Luckily that cabin quite empty. Well, I got off the next stop. Too pai seh to face him.


I remember getting myself drenched while waiting to cross the road. ))= That guy, was sharing the brolly with his mommy. He gave me an i-really-want-to-share-my-brella-with-u look. My hair must be really messy at that time. God...


LOL. There're tons more. I can't remember. Bad isn't it?

((= Bye bye to those sickening bites.



Below was what i read from the friendster horoscope column. Well, I wonder how true is that.

You've been on an emotional roller coaster lately, and you've had all the fun you can stand with trying to figure out what's going to happen next. Enough. Just for the next couple of days, stop pushing. Instead, do some 'surfing' -- let the universe take the wheel, and see what happens. Along the way, you could end up feeling pretty darned good about yourself, and all because of someone who wants to see you as you really are.




Grandpa's condition worsen. He seems so weak and fragile. His face is pale, green and all. Only feel better with the aid of the oxygen tank. Everyone was afraid that he might not pull through this time. At this point of time, The adults feel that they should break the news to him cus he has got the right to know. After all, We all find it hard to deceive him again and again. Grandpa roughly know that he's getting weaker and weaker. He thought that by going through some kinda operation, everything will be fine again. But well, what he's suffering from was incurable. He had nuts idea about it. I mean who dare to tell him that he's suffering from cancer? I'm afraid he might not make it to New Year. The doctor said that the condition is very bad now. Its only a matter of time...
Its been 1 yr plus since my paternal grandma passed away. I still miss her alot and i know she's always around, with us. One of my uncle too, passed away this year. I failed to see him one last time due to my 'Os'. Its painful and hard when your love ones had to leave you. Part and parcel of life. Always learn to cherish those around you, regardless of friends or family. I just hope grandpa will leave peacefully...





love.

Yes !!! Those bites are fading away. At least it's not as red as before. Thank god. Its like i wash my face 5-6 times per day know...to ensure that my face is kept clean at all times.
HAHA. I'm so excited. Can't wait for those sickening sots to disappear. Everytime i look at my reflection, I just get so agitated. ))= Omg. So unhealthy.



God bless.

Love at first sight??? and you go gaga all over?

C'mon, You should rephrase urself.
LUST at first sight was what you guys meant. Yeah...LUST. You're just after his/her angel face and devil's bod.

Just one glance and you conclude that you love that particular stranger? Superficial.

I seriously don't believe in love at first sight this kinda thing. Bullshit. If that girl/guy is ugly, will you love him/her by just one look? No right...
So pls, if anyone come and tell me any of his/her 'fab' love at first sight experiences or encounter or whatsoever, I'd like to give that person a knock on the head and shout VERY LOUDLY in his/her ear,

WAKE UP!!!



-shakes head.

The rain's still pouring like nobody business. I stared out of my window for a long time.Yup. It reminds me of the past and brings me back to one of those so-called sweet memories. I remember that very day, was on the way to meet a friend. At first, there was a slight drizzle so I didn't pay any attention to it. The slight drizzle started to get heavier. Puddles of muddy water were everywhere. The pavement was like flooded with water. Since there isn't any second option for me, I had to walk through em. Were thoroughly wet. Well, I don't mind. Really don't mind. Even when my hair was messy.

Come to think of it, I feel like laughing.LOL. Why don't i just wait obediently at the nearby mrt station? So kpo, walked all the way and got myself 1/4 drenched.


Things are just unpredictable.
yeah...god knows.

I wanted so much to be dead.
Those lovebites just won't go away.
Omffg. 14 in total.

whats so wrong uh???
why must it be the face???


))=

Was horrified when i woke up this afternoon to find my face being smooched by those sickening mozzies and they left me with multiple lovebites. goddamnit. And now, I'm afraid to step out of the house. ))=


Save me.

Look at this pig...




This's not my bedsheet mind you.
HAHA-

Bulimia? you insane?

Nahnah...I'm not.

Heaven's been crying from morning til night, til now even..Supposed to watch movie but due to the very-heavy rain, have to postpone it to another day.

Its always a joy to dig into mommy's wardrobe cus i never failed to find stuffs which i fancy. Found quite a number of tops. yeah..you know, those kinda hmmm ((= haha...goes perfectly well with my jeans. Brand new somemore. Idiot. Always go shopping without me. Anyway, I've conveniently moved all of em to my wardrobe. LOL. Oh ya, came across a vintage bag too which was featured on tv. No wonder i find it so familiar when i saw it on tv. -slaps head.




Happy CNY.
I know its too early.
HAHA-

Omg. Really omg i tell you...Now watching those video clips which Shiwee sent me. LOL. They're highly entertaining. Goddamn ridiculous and funny. ((=


-rolling on the floor
lmao

Have been potato-ing at home these few days. Eating everything. Eat, eat and eat. All sorts of junk food. You name it, I have it.

Was really bored you see...Since I've got nothing constructive to do, might as well do some painting on my face. Force my sis to join in also. LMAO
And so, we started cam-whoring.

The aftermath.


The very-badly-drawn-eyes. Omg.



How about some ultra thick lashes? You can have em for free ((=


Envy her well-defined nose people...



i-heart-pringles!



Alright. I know you're shocked that i actually have thicker and longer lashes than you.




Omfg. How could you do this to me?!?!




Alright. These are just some of the random picts out of the 80+ we took in less than 15mins. ((=
Lame? I know. Well, Im bored.Bored.Bored. Just posting those better ones. The rest, horrible..

Hey! Im getting on well you know...LOL.
I miss going to movies. Movies!!! movie...movies...
Where're my movies????

Mommy said im terribly sick in the mind. LMAO.

Tho i can't hide my feelings but im tired of returning.It just makes no sense. Makes no sense when i always tried and get nothing. All was giving and no returns. Replaying and reminiscing adds on to the harsh reality. I always have people telling me that their heart can't take those bleeding. Who can? Nobody can afford to take miserable heartbreaks. Sometimes, its just too much for one to bear and endure through. They tried and gave it their best shot. Not all had a happy ending. Thats pretty shitty. yup.

After two consecutive days of slogging, Steph and i finally got to rest. ((:*
At first we thought only stock-taking. Gods knows hell what we did after arriving there. Yup. We did stock-taking. Not only that, we had to arrange and place those products back to their respective places. First day was kinda disastrous as we know nuts about the location of each product in the warehouse. Secondly, that warehouse, was INFESTED WITH DUST. I swear i would have gotten lung cancer or asthma if i work there everyday. Well, at least i thank-ed god that the place was surprisingly not inhabitated with spideys and crawlies.
Back to what i was saying, We had to place those products back to their respective shelves after stock-taking. It was really a tedious job for girls. Carrying of boxes which were bigger size than me. Climb ladders. blablabla.



Sorry for the bad picture. Cam went low batt when i was about to take the first pict. So, had to use my lousy cam phone. lol.
Look, I had to climb the ladder all the way up to place 1 box of wadever product and stack everything. Heavy and scary pls.





Everything's so messed up. Mountains of cardboard boxes. In order to tidy up the place alil, we had to flatten em. Dumb job. By the way, All of the picts are taken on the second day. Thus, It already looks a whole lot nicer as compared to the day before.

Rubbish heap + steph's stupid finger.lmao.

See, we had to stack til THIS high. Fab uh?





Anyway, tho its tiring but today sure slack alot. Get to sit down most of the time. Not to mention, we LAUGH our ass off also. It been some time since i get a good laugh.







Hate to accept it but i respect your decision.
imissyou so.

Got my pay today. Not even enough for my spending. Well, at least im working to trash those emo out of my head.



I really miss those times.
Those days when we were always together.
Every single day.
Lunch meet-ups.
After school.
Movies.
pick-ups.
Hanging around.
'study' at BK/Mac.
Honestly speaking, It feels so sweet back then.
yeah, back then...

You'll be coping with jc and those swimming trainings. I'm sure you'll take it well. ((:*
Don't let yourself suffer from fatigue and i'll be thankful for that.
Until now, Im not sure whether all's lost.
You make me believe in you.
And now, i fall deep.
my heart's sinking instead.
iloveyou so.

I'm amazed at how fast time flies. 2005 was full of bumps. Some i managed to took it well, some didn't. Emo rides and the Os` blue. Forget about those shitty bgr, Im not going back there again after all that i went through. With or without buds, It doesn't matter. I don't deserve those shit treatment tho i always get myself into one.

God bless to those who're starting school tml. Be it jc, pri sch or sec. Make the best out of it.

((:*

New year resolution=Get rid of those excess adipose tissue around my waist.

cus of em`, i can't fit into the perfect size25. Instead, i had to wear 26/27. Besides him, nothing like this could bother me so much.





EXERCISE