just read bex's blog and im feeling really upset about it.

sometimes i felt the same way and so, i totally understand the frustration.
things may not be as sweet as it seems on the surface. its something that outsiders won't know and understand.

you give and take in a relationship. Once i gave so much and well, its not reciprocated. Not that i expect anything in return but shouldn't the guy show some appreciation at least? im just sick and tired of all these. giving, giving and giving. forget it. i'll stop being retrospective since its all OVER.

*missing text*

im not blogging about the rest of the contents over here cus its gon` cause some unhappiness in some people out there.

this entry will be over at the other blog.

went back to nss early in the morning today for the Teachers day celebration. well, we didn't visit the teachers at all. pretty bad i should say.

saw alot of faces. faces that i used to see everyday. faces i used to hang around with.
((:*
they brought back memories.
be it bitter or sweet, im still glad they did.

cam alil. yeap, really just a lil.
shall upload them soon.

The concert sucks. im not tryna be a meanie over here but you guys should listen to how they sing.
-HAHA.

Anyway, slacked at starbucks for awhile together with bex, steph and fang.
off to Plaza sing. for bf and ziyong afterwhich.

Watched. ' The Devil Wears Prada'.



Its just cool.
go watch it people and you know what i meant.
((:*
iLIKE. gon` buy the book as well.


.
.
.
.
.
.
.

maybe i shouldn't do that.
but, alil fun won't hurt right?
(=

Work's a bitch today. Most prolly i haven't work for quite a long time.

Got MOLESTED,
by one young little boy.
he came and smack my butt then ran off.
wth.

-________-'''


Teachers day approaching.
anybody going back?!?

I think im the happiest girl today.
((:*


my sweet boyfriend skipped his lesson cause of me. he made use of the time to go down to Cathay Adidas shop to buy the bag that i wanted. too bad too sad. its all sold out.

got really disappointed.

nevermind.


went to fetch him after his class. tho i was really disappointed but still, felt glad that he actually made the effort to went through all this trouble for me.


okay. he really surprised me this time by requesting that i helped him to put the econs book into his bag.

=D

Guess what i saw?!?!?
tho im likepartially blind without my glasses, i can still make out what lies inside the crumpler okay. HAHA.

ITS THE RED ADIDAS BAG.

got to know that he went to a few places to look for it. so S W E E T right?!?


loveYOU, always.
(=


.
.
.

Okay. I know im in no position to comment anything about this particular issue which is going on between my sis and her former boyfriend. But well, just to be kpo abit luh. HAHA.

The spamming and flaming seem endless. Tag here tag there, blog here blog there. All just shows nothing but the lack of maturity in THEM. Not my sis, but that couple out there.

C'mon luh. My sis was afterall once your girlfriend. She's someone whom you used to LOVE so deeply isn't it? Or maybe LIKE? since your mentality doesn't know whats the meaning of love. I still remember how you used to threatened her that if she ever break-up with you, you're so stupidly gon` jump down from a building. What else? Beat up every person in Yishun right? Absolutely ridiculous, i say.

Honestly, i've never once have a good impression of you. Right from the start you got together with my sis. Reason being, you're a two-timer. Its only after some period of time that you broke off with the girlfriend of 2 years relationship. Not to mention, you did that due to the constant pressure from us and fang. I supposed you guys got along pretty well excluding the quarrels.

Every relationship has got its ugly side. It depends on how you manage and maintain it. If things get too critical, just say byebye and hopefully, still remain as friends.

Hell no. You guys didn't. Maybe cause your didn't have a clean break. What sparked off the conflict? That, im not too sure.

Anyway, shouldn't you, a guy, have the basic respect for a girl? Hurling abuses on her. Holy nuts. Is that how you project yourself to others? Seriously, i think you're really ugly to the max. Not physically.


I'm soooo glad that my sis's current boyfriend isn't like you. He has got more productive matters to do than shouting like an imbecile and using those endless profound vulgarities on females.

I'll appreciate if you would kindly do some self-reflection. Respect yourself as well as others.

THANKS.

fang, things gon` be alright. ((:*
cause its not worth your time and attention.


.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

Anyway, my bestie, STEPHANIE wong injured her leg while having fun at her class chalet. Sad case. haha. ((:*
GET WELL SOON ALRIGHT.
and we'll go out. Its been like so long know.


Supposed to be out today with my class girls to East Coast.
but its cancelled. Nevermind. Shall stay at home and be good then.


Never see my dearest for 2 days. Thats like so amazing? =D
Nevermind. I'll be meeting him later.
*counting the hours...

i guess im pretty down on my luck recently. Almost fell down the stairs while going home just now. Thats just how bad it is.
Not to forget, my atm card isn't with me anymore.
So how the fuckin` hell am i gon` survive?!?
Nothing's right.

.
.
.
.
you just don't seem to understand

Okay. Just got a new phone.
Nokia 6280. Was deciding on the LG Chocolate but didn't cause i've never use a LG phone before so, yup.

Now, the cellphone issue is settled.
left the fuckin` bag.
HAHA

i swear i'll die with regrets if i didnt get it.

whatever luh.

I LOST MY CELLPHONE.
YUP, I LOST MY N70.

))=


Went to the washroom before [Love wrecked] started. bf wanted me to take my valuables with me to the toilet instead of leaving em in the bag for fear that some jerks might steal em. And so, we left our bags inside the theatre.

Came back from toilet. Saw bf taking out his psp.
i was like 'oh shit !' and then ran out.
yeah, i left my wallet and cellphone inside the toilet.
-_________-'''
what the hell.

its worse when i couldn't even remember which cubicle i went into. holy cows. Saw a girl coming out of the second cubicle.

'erm, have you seen a wallet and a handphone inside?'

'sorry. no'

))=

Left the third cubicle.

wait wait wait and wait.

i thought the person inside was laying some motherfuckin` gold eggs or whatsoever.

yeap, finally the door opened.
Guess what?

2 females walked out together.
i was kinda stunned.

Well, one of em was holding my red wallet.

she looked at me.
i looked at her.

'er, is this yours?'

'oh.yup. its mine.'

she flipped open and looked at my ez-link to verify.

The money, cards blabla were left intact.

The cellphone was nowhere to be seen.

'er, did you see a handphone inside?'

'oh.no. when i went in, i only saw the wallet.i still thought of handing it to the cleaner.'

'oh.okay.nevermind.'


The lady still suggested reporting to the don't know what shit.
whatever luh.
i couldn't be bothered with what she's tryna say.

Okay. This issue totally dampened my mood for the day. Luckily, i recovered my wallet. If not, i'd prolly cry on the spot. Imagine the cost of replacement for the IC ez-link blablabla.
freaking sad that my celly's lost.
omg.


forget about it. Don't bother contacting me, people. just let me die at home without a cellphone.
))=


Told my mom about it just now. Told her that the adidas bag is ONLY available at Cathay since i checked with the salesperson already.

' whatever luh. most prolly you gon` lose the whole bag also. no need buy.'

)))))))))=

okay. this is superrrr SAD.

First the phone, then the bag.
I thought i would felt better if mommy gets me the bag since she said she would initially.
And now...

Today's just a super bad day. super unlucky to the MAX. Not to forget, i totally screwed up my internet application paper in the morning.

Everything's well at first.
town-ed with silvia+bf, dajie and angeline.
angeline shopped for her bf's prezzie.
neoprint afterwhich.
some bitch working over at the neoprint shop kinda accused us of cheating 10bucks.
c'mon luh. wtf.


argh.


im not going to go out.
im not going out until there's something to cheer me up.
im not going out until i felt better.

I'm so gon` get myself one of those eggflip. god, its superrr cute. Reminds me of the SmellyBeliies i used to have back in primary school. Its a cute lil soft-toy hidden inside a plastic egg. There are alot of different unique smellybellies each with its own smell. ((:* cute right? Sad to say, i lost every single one of em when i moved house. And now, they got this thing called 'Eggflip'. Its something like the Smellybelly too, except for the design. hehe.


Okay.

Data Communication = mental block
Programming Methodologies = 50-50.

Left Internet Application on Friday. finally, these whole shit gon` be over.
Thank god.


Watched [Snakes on plane] over at J8 just now.
cool.
scary.
gross.
disgusting.
yucks.


Moral of the story :

1) ITS NOT ADVISABLE TO HAVE SEX INSIDE THE PLANE'S TOILET. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO'S WATCHING YOU AND MIGHT GET SO HIGH THAT ITS GON` BITE YOU FROM BEHIND.

2) GUYS, PLEASE LOOK AT YOUR LIL BRO WHILE YOU PEE AND NOT ELSEWHERE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHATS GON` CREEP UP FROM THE TOILET BOWL.


i shall rate it 3.5 stars.
(=

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

i don't know. maybe....
we'll see.

Tomorrow's first paper; Data Communication. Went to school library around noon to study with angeline, silvia and dajie. I'm not sure exactly how much i managed to absorb. But well, i guess its better than nothing.

It isn't comforting at all when steph told me how tough the past exam paper was. She got a copy of it.

))=


supposed to go down to Bishan to fetch bf.
lazy lazy lazy.
He ended up coming all the way to yio chu kang.
Not to forget, i even requested for him to come into nyp's library.

alright. since bf's in his school uniform, he wasn't allow in. i didn't know that.

i guess he got pretty pissed off. Saw him sweating all over with a 'black' face.
yup. scary.

((:*
sorry, really sorry.
thanks for coming anyway.



home-d afterwhich.


wish me luck for tomorrow's paper alright?

Stayed practically at home the whole day except the lunch at Northpoint.
met up with bf and ziyong.

Exams starts on Tues.
i don't have the luxury of time anymore.
)=


yup. didn't blog about my friday and people start coming up to me.

'hey, so long never blog ?!?!'

-_______-'''

c'mon luh. its only a day.
Alright then, shall keep it short and simple.



Finally got my ez-link done. yeah, im lazy. My friends all got it done like months ago except me. Train-ed to Bishan.

THERE'S NO BUS INTERCHANGE.
( i couldn't find my way there)
NO BUS INTERCHANGE = NO BUS 410 (or was it 401?)
lol.

Forget it.

Thats when CAB comes into the picture
(=

' uncle, rjc pls.'

'huh?!?'

'oh. i meant raffles jc'

'raffles girls school arh?'

'RAFFLES JC, JUST BESIDES RI ! not RAFFLES GIRL'

'oh.okayokay.'


i wonder whats wrong with the taxi uncle. HAHA. I already mentioned its rjc and he can still ask me whether its raffles girls.
-slapshead.


i know im really nice by waiting for my bf outside his school.
((:*



hit town for movie.
like again?!?!

[The break-up]

i think i like that movie. so realistic and all. those problems that are bound to happen when two lives together. both have to tolerate with each other habits and when the critical point comes, the couple says byebye and break-up.

apparently, i teared at the scene where Brooke(Aniston) sobbed uncontrollably in her room when Gary(Vince) failed to turned up for the concert. Gary apologised but Brooke just kept crying and telling him exactly how she felt.

Its nice. Go watch it, people.
((:*
i'd give it 3.5 lemons out 0f 5.




Had our dinner at ljs before heading home.

OKAY. I SEARCHED THE WHOLE ORCHARD FOR THAT ADIDAS BAG. MANAGED TO SAW ONE OVER AT PARAGON BUT ITS NOT THE COLOUR I WANT. GODAMNIT.
I GOT SO UPSET THAT I DIDNT EVEN BUY MY PAIR OF CHUCK TAYLORS WHICH IM SUPPOSED TO. YEAH, WENT HOME EMPTY-HANDED. THAT STUPID BAG GOT ME SO UPSET THAT I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE BUYING ANY OTHER THINGS.


))=

I never thought we'd get back together again after so long.

But well, nothing's predictable. ((:*

I'm so glad we did.

You know how much i enjoy the time being with you.

be it

the hugs,

the sarcasm,

zoo,

movies,

endless.

Not to mention, you're the first guy i watched fireworks with.

for alot of things, you're always the first.

you made me giggle.

you made me smile.

you made my heart flutter.

sorry if im not a good gf,

and thanks for everything.

iloveyoumore

each time i hold your hand.

that,

i promised.

Alright. Met up with dearest after his class. For what? study duh. LOL. But he wanna watch movie. Yup, again. Bought tix for [The American Haunting].

Studied for like only 1 hr plus or maybe lesser?
-______-''


[The American Haunting]'s sososososo much like Emily Rose. I meant those disturbing scenes. American haunting is about how the poltergeist terrorize the family while Emily Rose is about satanic possession.

The show's not scary at all. A lil boring actually. ((:*



.
.
.
.

Yup, i remembered that 'diary' which we used to share during the secondary school days. I bet i'd laugh my shit out if i read it now. HAHA. Can still vividly recall some of the details inside. Like so silly and dumb. =D
So fang, pass it to me whenever you can alright?







randoms.




goodbye.
(:*

Read beka's blog just now. Andy got her a N6280 and a 1gb SD card. How sweet and nice ((:* I think they can just get married and have a couple of kids and then live happily ever after. They're the first to get together and still going strong out of the 4 of us(fang, steph&me).

*what about me???
-slapshead



Anyway, met up with Stephanie wong in the afternoon before heading to yonglong's bbq. There's nothing much to do. Bored. Reached 645 pretty early. Almost bored to tears. Called ziyong to come over. :-)

LOL. we just sat there chit-chat around. Glad to see that everything's fine for yonglong. Took a few picts.

Stayed there for about an hour. Didn't see that weijie. HAHA. Ask me go but he's not there.
)=

Went off together with steph and kimchoo. zy's damn bad luh, never send me home. =D
wj called when im on the bus. Asked me why go off so early. LOL.
cute.


Alright. I'm still meeting stephanie wong tomorrow for mugging. yeah, next week's exams. scary...




Finally, i get to post your picture up. ((:*
sorry if your face got cut off alil. you should know that my aiming sucks. lol. the rest we took look alil funny.
shall cam-ed more next time.
=D
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.


Never see my dearest for one freaking whole day.
omfshit.
this is bad.
HAAHAHA

Accompany Angeline to Lavender together with dajie to collect her IC. Cabbed to East Coast afterwhich.

Learn how to roller-blade from Angeline. Omfshit. I fell on my butt 2 to 3 times. PAIN. And i hate it when i've to blade over those humps. Made me lose my balance easily. Considering the fact that my sense of balance is really 'great', its a miracle that i can walk and blade a little within 1hour plus.

Silvia and ean came to join us not long after.


Switched back to bike during the last hour. (= .
Damn tired please. Not to mention, i had a real bad headache.

We were deciding whether to cab or take a bus back.


cabbed back to yishun.
As usual, the girls cam-whored inside the taxi.
LOL.
Can't upload again.
LOUSY CELLPHONE


I almost puked in the cab. I can't tolerate long cab rides. Will feel giddy and all.
))=


WAITED AT NORTHPOINT FOR SOMEBODY.
WAIT WAIT WAIT AND WAIT
STILL WAITING....


Saw Bex and Andy.
=DDDDDDDD
its been quite some time since i last saw my dear friend.
Chatted and they sort of accompany me WAIT for some big shot.
yup.
And girl, we seriously should meet up more often so i wouldn't give you the 'shock' face like i always do when you appeared suddenly.
HAHA.

And yes, i think i WAITED FOR ABOUT HALF AN HOUR before that big shot of mine finally arrived.
How cool......
-______-'''
Nevermind.



.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.


I think im totally broke now.
Its a bad day.

Why?!?!

-MY BUTT HURTS.
-MY HEAD HURTS.
-MY WALLET IS EMPTY.
-LOTS OF WAITING TODAY
-MY WALLET IS VERY EMPTY
-MY WALLET IS MISERABLY EMPTY



Okay. Thats about it.

Met up with favourite guy again in the afternoon. Our mundane weekend activities, study and movies. LOL. Abit no life eh? No choice. Our exams are drawing near. I don't wanna risk the chance of repeating my modules and he didn't want to get retained either.

Fang&bf came to join us afterwhich at Starbucks. ((:*

The four of us watched [Ghost Game] together. Its not scary at all. Abit funny actually cause one of the ghost looked like 'Mao Zedong'.
-HAHAH
Its the first time i didn't get freaked out by a horror movie. However, i did jumped when fang touched me suddenly. lol.



.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.


It may be a mistake right from the start.

MY CELLPHONE SUCKS
MY CELLPHONE SUCKS
MY CELLPHONE SUCKS
MY CELLPHONE SUCKS
MY CELLPHONE SUCKS

Slept till around 1pm today.
Met up with favourite guy. That dude made me call him at 330pm because we're meeting at 4pm. Called him 3 times and he freakingly didn't answer. Guess what? He called back at around 4pm. Yeah, just woke up. Nice one. -_________-'''

Okay. Nevermind. I'm good.


Hit town. Was thinking of catching a movie before the fireworks. Too bad too sad. Left only the front seats for [Ghost game].

Walked around and around and around. LOL.


Went over to Cityhall afterwhich to meet up with fang&guy. The amount of people at the mrt station was horrible. We have to wait for like 2 trains before we get to board. And mind you, i got so squashed inside the train. Worst train ride ever. omg.

I got 'tag' hell lots of time.
Know whats 'tag'?!?!
Got to learn it from hongwei. (=
its the abbrev for 'touch and go'.
HAHAH


I think 3/4 of the population are here. The air circulation is damn bad. Almost got drown in the crowd. Everyone's perspiring like nobody's business. Scary.


Met up with ziyong, weiqiang, maznah(okay, did i get her name right?)+ sister. Ate at Asian Kitchen and headed back home.

((:*


Saw STEPHANIE wong, shanmin, alex, yuxiang plus friend.





Okay. nothing else to blog.
I'm still waiting patiently for my blogskin from LUCI.
=DDD

Met up with favourite boy early in the morning to Yishun Polyclinic. Someone needs MC you see...Waited for about 2hrs ?!?! Its my virgin trip there. LOL. I didn't know so many Singaporeans go there to take mc. And, and, and, i took my ht&wt at some funny machine over there. omfg. I got quite upset after looking at my ht. Lose 2.6 kg. Must be due to those recent late nights and exam stress. Hehehe ((:* Nevermind.


*pitterrr patterrr


I thought the zoo trip i was looking forward to has to be cancelled cus it started pouring while we were still in the polyclinic. Fortunately, it kinda stopped when we're done with that place. The rain did dampened my mood. I sososo don't like rainy days.

Cabbed to SINGAPORE ZOO anyway.
=DDD

NO RAIN. Everything was nice pretty and all except for the wet grounds.

Lunched at KFC first before going in. Damn happy and excited luh. HAHAHA.

ANIMALS ANIMALS AND MORE ANIMALS.

I didn't bring my cam cus i never thought we would really go zoo. My celly did help alil. Yeah, just a little. Pathetic amount of pictures. ))= Somehow, there's prob with the usb cable. Now, i can't even upload that tiny amount of pictures i took.


Saw quite a number of obsence acts by the animals over there. I supposed its the mating season now???
A pair of pigs mating.
A baboon scratching his balls or whatever.
plus many more i can't possibly remember.
Too bad no cam else, i would have captured it down. Hilarious okay.

Just in time to catch the animal show. Not much stunts. Common. But well, at least better than the old tricks they used last time.


Zoo really do changed alot. I can't remember when was the last time i went there but it's totally different from what i saw today. Nice. ILOVE. Shall go there more often. Can't believe i actually went thee with a non-animal lover. He himself can't believe either. =D


Took bus back to Sembawang.

Headed to kaka's[weiqiang] house.

Go there do what?

XBOX gaming duh...

(=

They taught me how to play the NBA basketball game. oh my...ITS FUN OKAY. I think i like that game. Had a game with favourite boy. Its a DRAW. I know he didn't want to trash me. lol.
The guys played their soccer game afterwhich. I almost fall asleep.
-______-''



Homed.




Fireworks tomorrow?
(=

[Connected],

Sara Paxton

I'm blind-folded on this roller coaster they call life.

Keep trying to make it through the next turn, knuckles white and holdin' tight.

So here I go, takin' a curve, but I know that I'm never alone.

I think of you, I know you'd never let me go.

I feel connected, protected, it's like you're sitting right with me all the time.

You hear me, you're near me, and everything else's gonna be alright.

'Cause nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this time. Connected...connected inside.

It's not an accident, the time we spent apart.

But now we're so close, I can always find you right here in my heart.

You've given me somethin' I need, and I don't ever want it to end.

Because of you, I know I've found my strength again.

I feel connected, protected, it's like you're sitting right with me all the time.

You hear me, you're near me, and everything else's gonna be alright.

'Cause nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this time. Connected...connected inside.

Everytime that I breathe, I can feel the energy.

Preachin' out, flowin' through, you to me and me to you.

Find your dream, walk or stand, you are everywhere I am.

Seperate souls, you to find, touching at the speed of light.

I feel connected, protected, it's like you're sitting right with me all the time.

You hear me, you're near me, and everything else's gonna be alright.

Connected, protected, now you're in my mind, now I'm doin' fine.

You hear me, you're near me, and everything else's gonna be alright.

'Cause nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this time. Connected...connected inside

Had common tests today.
Both Graphic design and Digital Electronics.

Graphic design. HAHA. Makes me wanna laugh. I have no idea what crappy answer i threw in. Whatever. Too profound for me to understand. I'm not that 'artistic' anyway.

Digital Electronics.
Don't know. Have no confidence in my answers. K-map SUCKS. It got me all confused. I guess i pretty much screwed up everything. I thought i knew but after thinking twice, i think i don't know. arghhhh. I don't know what i'm talking about. Forget it. I'm so gon` flunk this for sure. How sure? dead sure luh...

Met up with favourite boy again. His sis came along too. Went town for lunch and movied again. Yeah, again. ((=

[Ant Bully]

The movie's not bad tho you know how much i h a t e crawlies. Seeing em gives me the creeps and goosebumps. Shall rate it 3 candies out of 5.
Meaningful ...

Well, don't underestimate those fugly ants okay. I know they're dumb, irritating and all things bad. Thats why we never fail to kill em whenever we see one. After watching [Ant Bully], i don't think i wanna do that anymore. I don't quite like the idea of having ants sneak into my room in the middle of the night while i'm fast asleep and then pour some kickass potion into my ear.

'poof' !!!

I began to shrink, shrink and shrink.
Til im as tiny as an ant.

That doesn't sound nice at all right?

TOTALLY GROSS.

y u c k s.


Okayokay. Enough of ants talk for the day.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.


Went Causeway to meet up with ziyong and weiqiang.
Back to Sembawang the minute we got off from woodlands station.
-______-'''

I'm starting to count the number of times i top up my ez-link each week. Oh my fab goodness, it actually adds up to a real BIG FAT amount. Mind you, im using the adult fare.
*slaps head


Slacked at Coffeebean for awhile and the guys decided to go kaka's[wq] house since he lives in Sunplaza. Yeah, damn near.

Those guys were gaming all the way.
LOL.

Ziyong played his old-school monster kill monster game.

yc and kaka played don't know what basketball game.
Hilarious. =DD
The loser has to jump down from the balcony.
How dumb...


Alright.


Home-sweet-home.



((:*

I had a bad day

It was a bad day. Wasn't in the right mood and was feeling restless.

Met up with my favourite guy in the morning and headed to Causeway point. Watched [My super ex-girlfriend]. Not bad luh. Quite amusing. Shall give it 3 smooches out of 5.

Study study and more studies.

Mugged at Sembawang.

Weiqiang came to join us.

Nothing much.


Stress for tomorrow's DE paper.
omfshit.
I'm still so unsure about certain topics.


Whatever.

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with her.
Her sister just went back to Amsterdam.
Yes, she ain't in a good mood.
That, doesn't mean she can just fuckin` vent the anger on me.
Its always like this, the same old thing.
Whenever things ain't right for you,
You started finding faults with me.
Nag, nag and nag.
What else?!?

When you're in good mood,
you're fine with anything.
You even laugh when i hogged on the phone for hours.
When things go bad,
You can't even stand a single minute seeing me chatting on the phone.

Unfair.
Nobody bothers.
All they know is whether i feed em with the attention they want.
What about me?
Do they give a fuck about what i want?

I thought i was being nice tryna accomodate all those around me.
I don't mind.
Well, they just take more and more each time.


I need a break.
I'm really tired.


I don't want to put up with all these shit.
I hate it when people force me to do things against my own will.
I need my own space.
I need time alone.
Without mommy, you and some other yous.




Its just so hard for me to say.
Can't things be easier?

Woke up really early today. Like around 7am?!?!

Met up with my favourite boy for breakfast. We headed to school afterwhich. Supposed to meet up with the girls at 9.30am. Called Angeline at around 9plus. Apparently, she's still in bed. LOL. Da jie also not in school. Yuan shan and Wendy were the punctual ones. They reached on time and waited at the auditorium while im slacking away at the library.

Our main reason for going school today was to find ah-lian( my DE lecturer) and clarify all our doubts. Since my movie's at 11.30am, i went off right after dajie reached school. How dumb...like nothing better to do.
Nevermind. I've got company. ((=

Back to Yishun. Watched [Click] together with his lil sis. Okay. Tho its the second time we watch, i still teared. Saddening okay.

After movie, sent his sis back home. Off to NYP again for our study session. Saw STEPHANIE WONG. hehe.
Alright. I managed to clear almost the whole test paper. Only left alil here and there to memorise.
=DD
D.E ain't that bad after all.






Thanks for accompanying me the whole day.
Tho you're sick,
still wake up really early in the morning for me.
((:*

I'm lazy to type a long entry today.


-No school
-Went school to study
-Decided to head for East Coast afterwhich
-Wanna roller-blade but don't know how to
-Cycled instead
-Skirt flared up
-STUPID BANGLA STARED AT ME AND MY SKIRT


Okay. I didn't know i'll be going East Coast today. It was a last minute decision. Wore a skirt you see...And so, when i cycled alil faster, my mini flared up. Omg. How dumb...LOL.

Bus ride back.
The journey's horrendously long.
Like freaking looooooooooooooooooooooooong.
Almost puked.
yucks.
I hate bus rides especially when there's no one there for you to lean on.
Not to forget, a BANGLA came and sat beside me just now. I nearly died.
I was so afraid that i'll doze off and sleep on THAT BANGLA's shoulders. Oh my...
Luckily, i didn't. If not, i won't be able to forgive myself for the rest of my life.
HAHAAHA.


Got so hungry on the way back.
I thought im seeing stars and moons.


Went over to Dajie's house for dinner.
((:*



Home-sweet-home.

Okay. I'm back home. Back from study and movie. Actually, didn't really feel like going out today. Wasn't in the mood. Can't stop thinking about that darn bag. It got me upset for quite a few days already. But well, still went out in the end to meet my favourite boy.

Mugged at Starbucks. Alright, my bran cells did absorb something today. At least im clear about which topic i know and which topic i don't know about DE. ((:*
Sounds encouraging yeah?
Common test on Thurs. No worries. I think i can do it.
HAHAHAH.

My concentration span is super short. Took a break and walked around while deciding whether to catch [See no evil].


[See no evil]'s really evil. LOL. So, better don't watch it. I think they should rate it like M18 instead of NC16. GROSS TO THE MAX. Just imagine some motherfucker tryna pry open your eyes and slowly stick his fingers in. You begged and pleaded with him. He don't give a shit to your pathetic cries. He smiled, showing his oh-so-black teeth. You guys know how fragile and sensitive your eyes are. And this motherfucker here fuckingly use his filthy ( never wash for years ) fingers to GORGE YOUR EYES OUT, leaving you yelling helplessly and in pain. Nothing's left except that bloody hollow socket of yours. FREAK okay.



Anyway, i guess there's no school for the whole of next week.
YAY-ness or SHIT-ness?!?!
no idea.
Perhaps its not such a good thing after all.









What yours is mine,
What mine is yours.
What yours is ours,
What mine is ours too.
((:*

I FEEL LIKE CRYING EACH TIME I SEE THAT BAG.

))=


SUPERRR SAD PLS.

Okay. I went STUDYING today. ((:* Both of us studied at BurgerKing before catching [Click].
But nothing seems to be absorbed. omfshit. This is really bad luh...

And holy nuts, i actually forgot to bring my wallet out today.

*Next time shall be my treat okay?
=D


[Click] is NICE. Thousand times better than [Hard Candy].
Hilarious and touching at the same time.
Can't help but teared at the ending part.
Shall not disclose any part of the story. You guys should go watch it.
Really nice.
((:*


Moral of the story:

Treasure those around you. Don't wait until they're gone and you start regretting. Life's like that. Never take things for granted.




.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.





Yup. I know this is nice.
LOL.







((:*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HO ZIYONG,
MY MOST FANTABULOUS HANDSOME BROTHER.
=D




School today was total slack. No lessons no nothing. Everybody went there to finish up the last bit of work and hand in the HTML assignment. Hang around, cam-whored alil bit. Yeap. Just a lil bit. LOL.


Da jie ((:*




Silvia's shades. Discovered it while ransacking her bag. LOL.




Silvia ((:*


.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.




Met up with my favourite boy.
He insisted in getting me a new pair of flip-flops since i've got a 'great' sense of balance.
Yeap. A pair of white havaianas.
Shall wear it everyday then.
((:*




Okay. I watched my FIRST M18 movie today, [Hard Candy]. IT SUCKS TO THE MAX. Like superrr boring. It's prolly the worst movie i've ever watched besides [The Hulk]. I still remember walking out of the cinema halfway through the movie. Horrendous. Tho i didn't leave halfway through the movie today, i almost fall asleep. No climax no nothing. There are neither violence nor sexual contents in it. I wondered why the hell they rated it M18. No link please.

Okay. There's this girl who met up with an online male friend. Apparently, that teenage girl's sick up there but the guy din know and he invited her to his house. She spiked his drink, tied him up and started shouting at him, accusing him of being a molester, cheat young teenage girls blablabla. Guy managed to free himself but get caught again. Woke up, find himself lying down and being tied up. Funny thing is, he wasn't wearing anything at the bottom and there's this ice bag resting on his dick. HAHA. Obviously, the sick girl wanna perform a CASTRATION on him. Guy begged and cried. No use. Futile attempt. HIS BALLS GOT CUT OFF. HE GOT CASTRATED. He ain't a man anymore.

Guy committed suicide. Sick girl got off.
End of movie.
Bye.


Stupid. Nonsense. Waste money.


About the castration part, nothing RA was shown. They didn't show the process. Why is it even rated M18?!?!?!?!?!?
Sick. Those people must have gotten it all wrong. It should have been a PG.




Okay. Supposed to watch [Click] after that but since my contacts are like dying on me, we decided to drop it.


Headed over to Bugis to hunt for some dumb lighter which acts like the old-school matchsticks. Alright. Its quite cool actually. Too bad too sad. Didn't find one.

And, and, and, THAT ADIDAS BAG ISN'T THERE ANYMORE.
why so fast uh?!?! Damn sad luh.
no mood.
))=


Walked around.


and,


Home-sweet-home.



omfshit. I haven't do my D.E equiz yet.
-______-'''

I don't know why.
I don't know why you've to continue doing all these despite what i've said.
Yes, I LOVE that adidas shoulder bag.
I'd be very happy if anyone buys that for me as a prezzie.
But i won't accept yours.
Anybody but not yours.
Whatever you do will not be reciprocated.
Thanks.
I appreciate all the attention and treatment.
Thanks again, my friend.

J8 after school today with Steph. Supposed to hunt for my leather pouch but found none. The other thing i wanted can only be purchased at Funan. At least, thats what the staff at BestDenki told me. Omfshit. Thats like so farrrr luh. Nevermind. I'll see when i've the time to make a trip there.

Bored.


Saw Haagen-Dazs !!!

CHOCOLATE FONDUE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Okay. We were told that fondue and don't know what brownie weren't available today. Nevermind. I had Vienna Black Forest while Steph had Cookie Crunch. She's like giving me all the whip cream and chocolate. LOL. Did i tell you guys that i absolutely LOVE whip cream??? alright. I know its fattening. =D . Forget it. yc came over ((:*



Lets not digress...


This bunch of CHIJ-ians came in. Guess what they ordered???

Yes, ITS THE F***ing FONDUE.



-_________-'''

like wtfshit?!?!



That plastic staff waitress told us even before we stepped into the shop that their fondue wasn't available today. And now, we saw those girls sitting beside us enjoying their fantabulous fondue. How great is that.
Omg. I've nuts idea why that waitress had to spin that dumb lie and deprived me from fondue.

DO BOTH OF US LOOKED AS IF WE CAN'T AFFORD THAT $34++ FONDUE?!?!?!?!??!!?!?


stupid chicken.
I'm so not gon` go back there again.
J8 Haagen-Dazs.
SUCKS.


I got so upset that i couldn't even finish my black forest.
))=




Left for Northpoint to meet up with Sherlynn. That girl called last min to cancel the get-together with us. Some other day then...
ziyong and chiming came over for awhile. We all went separate ways after that.
Slacked around with Steph at Northpoint. Boring please. HAHA.
I thought we're supposed to be studying?!?!?!?!?!?




Home-sweet-home.
=DD

Late as usual.

Boring lectures means that we've to find our own entertainment. What's mine? Well, i love to take pictures of any random objects around me and then bluetoothed it to whoever's bluetooth is on. HAHA. Stupid, i know.



In the midst of boredom, i spotted something freaky...




Its a glass panel in my lecture theater. Something's like bobbing up and down. Not to forget, now is Hungry Ghost Festival. It nearly scares the shit out of me. LOL. Thought is some bodiless ghost or something, floating over there to attract NYP's attention.


After 15 secs.....





Its a BANGALA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHHAH.


okay.
wait.
lets zoom in alil.



hehe. cool right?

i waved to him as he's painting the wall.
((:*

shut up...i know im friendly.
HAHA.



okayokay. After laughing at the bangala for like 5-10 mins?!?! , turned to my notebook and started drawing.



I remembered how Jill used to draw that special heart sign. ((:*





superrrr sweet right? i know. LOL.
yes, its iLOVEYOU
add that bubble hearty thing with my celly.
((:*





The girl who always wanted to take pictures..




Silvia's bf said i've got short legs.
wth. LOL.
-_______-'''









Met up with yc for a light dinner just now. Supposed to have it with STEPHANIE WONG. But that dudette said she'll be having it with her mommy. Yup. Well, she called again the last min wanting to have dinner with me. hehe. too bad too sad luh. ((:*
Nevermind. Both of us gon` go out tomorrow, get my stuffs and we shall STUDY. Yes, STUDY for our common tests and exams. I wouldn't want to repeat my modules.






((:*

East Coast...
((:*














The black(silvia's) and red(mine) toe nails. lol.



sandcity...








There's a tiny castle beside too...

wonder whats inside tho...










On the way back.











Alright. Shall end this East Coast entry with
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

.
.

.


Yours truly,



BeRRiii berrIx dE KaWaiix NeHzZz hOrzZzx.


HAHA.okayokay. I'm sick.
So please forgive me.
AHHAAHHH.