Shopping with mommy. Was glad that i didn't spend much. 200+bucks only. Bought two pair of shorts and 3 books.Yeah, books. ((:* Saw Sherlynn at Taka know. Singapore's just so small.

Just finished watching 'The Amityville Horror'. Not scary at all tho it stated there M18 when my mom went to rent it.

Love the feeling of watching dvds/vcds at home during weekends with my close ones.

anyway, anyway, tomorrow's public holiday. I like.

bad day for me.
Shall not elaborate.
anyway,anyway, after dinner, imma happy girl again.
know why? just feel happy when im not hungry.


=D
okay. i know this's craps.

http://urbanlegends.about.com/library/bl_breast_larvae.htm

I was screaming away when i saw this.
F*** okay. Damn the person who sent me this.
Omg.
i doubt i'll be able to fall asleep later on.

THIS IS FUCKING GROSS.
worst than the previous one.

My blog looks so bad now. I have nuts idea how to go about doing it. Whatever.
School ends early today. Met up with martin. First time see him. Freaking long fringe. LOL. Went town for lunch. I'm looking for a prezzie for the wongjiahui larh. ((:* Foung nothing.omg. Walked and walked around.To and fro. That dude doesn't like going to town. Weird one. Nevermind about that.
Movie-d with dewei after that. 'Boy eats girl'. That movie's nothing but craps and bullshit. HAHA. okayokay. I did covered my eyes during a couple of scenes but overall, it aint that scary tho. Alil funny. I'd give it 2 kisses out of 5.
Walked around again.yeah again...at least we went to toys'r'us. i<3 that place know.
Think im gon` get tamagotchi V3. ((= cus ihave got only 2 of V2 at home. No batt somemore.
I go town like at least twice a week. Practically not much stuffs to buy anymore. More of lunching and dining there.

anyway,anyway, Mon's labour day. Public holiday.
okay. I'm very happy again.
Mon no sch=no elective lesson=no need see that guy's face.
So, that makes me a happy girl.
=DD



i feel very entertained today.
LOL. credit goes to my dear classmate who said i've got a mount.elizabeth face.
nuts.

okay. im getting fed-up with this.
not done yet.
so ugly.
LOL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE WONG JIAHUI
you're now officially in your freaking 7TEEN, sweet.
LOL. Prezzie's not ready yet. Wait patiently okay?


Its those kind of mundane stuffs happening in school. Nothing interesting. I know i've to meet up with a friend today but i can't remember who and when and where. Omg. I hope i don't get any scoldings from whoever that person is. Sorry. Really sorry dudette/dude. I need reminders know.
School's ending at 1255 tml. I'm very happy about it. Who isn't?
-HAHA

4 hrs of break today and school ends at 3pm. nuts. Long breaks ain't good at all. We have nowhere to go. Watched Final Destination2 in the library tho we're not supposed to. Last lecture was digital electronics. Yucks.
After school, met up with both bex and steph to go back nss to collect our O level cert. yeah. Sherlynn came to join us later on. Fang was supposed to be there also but i went off early. Had to catch a movie with ziyong. (:* [Take the Lead] was good. Nice one. I like. It was still raining after the movie. Omg. Chit-chat etcetcetc. Got to know some stuffs. Yup. I thought of that too. I knew it. Who doesn't want attention? anyway, anyway. Its over long ago. Nobody gives a shit to it anymore. Nobody's going to...




know what?
you're indeed very annoying and irritating and all things bad.
in fact, you sucks big time.
you and your fuckup life,
Im not interested at all.
The way you try to honey here and there really piss me off,
to the MAX.
you really thinks that you're a charmer uh?
oh pls. c'mon luh.

Graphic design now.
Bored. Everybody's msn-ing.
Fang demanded that i wrote and entry on her. Well, er. I've got practically no comments.
((:*

Movies. Truckloads of movies i wanna watch.
and i'll be waiting patiently.

oh yeah. I'm sort of addicted to that gay blog know. Interesting. They seem so lovey dovey and all. Envy okay. How? get one les partner also uh?
gay&lesbians.
-corrupted



=D

Sorry. I don't have anything to post today.


I've been thinking alot about things that never gon` happened again. I'm not sure whether it has ever cross your mind. I don't know anymore. How? Keep whining uh?


I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU.
THESE FIVE WORDS I SWEAR TO YOU.
....

okayokay. I can't stop singing.





you left me drowning in my tears
and you won't save me anymore




((:*

I seriously need to do some changes to my hair. really...
I wanna dye it.
I wanna cut it.
I wanna perm it.
etc etc etc.

Just feel the need to do something to my SUPER LONG hair. If not, damn pissed off.
LOL. whatever.
=DD

Practically slept the whole day if jianwen didn't call.
Met up for awhile.
((:*
its been a freaking long time since i last saw that tall dude.


I'm still alil messed up in my school work.
whatever.

I didn't sleep at all last night.
Was on the phone with a friend. I din expect the call to last so long.
It's actually good to let loose alil sometimes. yeah. Thats what i was told to do so.
((:*
LOL. THOSE kind of loosen up know...
forget it. thanks anyway.
thanks for all the whining you gave me and im glad you listened to mine too.
sorry for being emo.
i just miss crying so muchhh.


anyway, anyway, went Orchard for dinner with parents.
not much. walk around.
mommy said next week then go shopping.
yeap. i need shoes and shorts.

WATCH THIS VIDEO.

Highly EDUCATIONAL. especially those taking biology.
i swear you guys won't regret.

((:*

http://youtube.com/watch?v=QLnirJMXroU



fucking hell. i was swearing and cursing throughout.
pardon me.
LOLOL
i can't take it when they cut open the female sex organ.

Since school ended early today, met up with lynn for awhile.
slacked at starbucks.
chit-chat etc etc etc.
((:*

she's off to meet her friend then.
im supposed to meet up with a friend too.
but well, god knows why i got emo suddenly on the way back.
so sorry dude. Next time alright?


just came back from dinner.
daddy bought us to Jalan Kayu for pratas.
and yeah, I felt sosososo much better after 6 pieces of pratas plus those curry chickens.

The credit goes to those pratas.
If not, i'd prolly emo to the max until god knows when...
LOL

Im late as usual.
((:*


omg. There's something hideous on my face.
most prolly due to those late smses at night.
jesus...

Its the same thing everyday. But well, there's this extremely dumb lecturer today. He made us sit by register number. Sounded something back in primary school right? This man, damn particular in everything. Punctuality, absentism, attitude, behaviour etc etc. cannot use celly or sleep during his lectures too. I hope i don't kena from him cus im always late, sleeping in class and using the celly blablabla.

school ends at 3 today. Met up with Leonard.
Bugis. Yeah, again. stupid place.
He wanted to buy his jacket.
I wanted to buy my thumbdrive and whatever things i think i would like to buy.
Bought imation 1gb at the don't know what building.
Okay. Leonard got his jacket at 77th street.
and i happily bought one RED hp strap.
the one i like very much but thought it has been sold out.


back to Yishun.
ziyong called. Met him, yucong and one of their friend.
catch up alil.
((:*
=DD


Homed.
Happy.

LECTURES ARE FREAKING BORING.
they make me fucking wanna sleep.
LOLOL.

((=

im always wanting to sleep in class.
im always sms-ing in class.
im always fidgeting.
im always eating.
im always yawning.


it'll be a miracle if i pass my modules.
yeah. god bless okay?
cus imma good girl after all.

hahahahaha

First day at nyp.
Met dewei at yishun mrt. Waited for the rest at yck control station.
Were late for the first class.lol.

Elective's bit gay but i had a really good laugh. ((=
My group is like so funny can...
There's this particular guy who sat besides me. I don't know him.
Day-dreaming. I was as usual, anti-social. didn't talk to him.
and yeah, he passed me his foolscap and started chatting.
funny. made me feel back in pri and sec 1 days.
i don't like the way he tryna flirt.
or maybe he's not...

I'm not used to walking around and changing classes.
Troublesome and tiring.

But well, i didn't fall asleep today.
AMAZING.
-wahahaha

certain lecturers sounds fun.
some looks retarded and dumb.

anyway, anyway, this will go on for 3 years.
((:*

FUN & gay.
=DD
got home at around 4am.
slept awhile and woke up at 9+am to accompany parents for breakfast.
By right, i should be sleeping the whole day.
But well, surprisingly, i feel so energetic now.
-wahahaha.

thanks for everything.

That call was like so unexpected.
But nevermind. i still love you girl.
HAHA.
shall forsake my beauty sleep tonight and go out with u.
((:*

Orchard.
That girl just miss me sosososo much.
so much so that she asked me out again.

Didn't spend much.
less than 80 bucks.
=DD

Well, that chicken boss of fang finally banked in the money.
Since the shops she goes into doesn't suit me, i ended up not buying any clothes at all.
LOL.

surprisingly, given the amount of stuffs she bought, total bill didn't even exceed 300 bucks.
wonderful.
if im the one buying the same number of things, most prolly hit 1k already
-wahahaha

and and and, my soles hurt alot.
its always like that whenever i wear wedges.

that skirt's like so nice and all.
but the buttons are terribly wrong.
so in the end, bought a bottle of nail enamel and a pen.
and the pen's like so cheap can. HAHA.
tho its only 55 bucks, my dad was very happy about it.
I'm happy too.
((:*
its the sincerity that counts okay.
LOL.



oh. saw wan on the way to town.
(=



before i even forget, fang gave me a treat at Hans.

alright. out with fang today.
Bugis.
she miss me far too much and so requested last night for the meet-up.

i don't like bugis sometimes.
they dont sell the things i fancy.
walked around.
she had to wait til 2pm then got money to buy stuffs.
and so, being a kind friend, i topped up her ezlink for her, so she can jolly well take mrt to bugis.
10 bucks. LOL.


2pm.
her money not there yet.
called posb. they told her it was supposed to be tml.
and because of her chicken boss, fang has got no money.
the way she handle her financial matters = cannot make it.
i was waiting for lynn's call then...

That girl complained that she's hungry and demanded swensen.
and yeah. yah. we went swensen to have a bite.
i foot the bill larh. she sure know how to make use of me.
LOL. wasnt hungry so had only ice-cream.
she ordered much more than me.
-wahahha

lynn joined us halfway through.
so happy to see her ((:*


Bugis's real boring.
i dont like bugis.

backed to yishun.
and of cus, we did alil of cam-whoring.


sherlynn =D



the girl who kena bastard-ed by boss. =DD




slacked at mac and chit-chat.

Homed.

I'll be meeting lynn again next week.
(=



shall end off today's dumb entry with this...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

don't worry steph, you'll get one too.
((:*

Okay. I so pissed off. I'll really appreciate if you stop feeding me with those err...
Its funny the first time.
But well, irritating as time goes on.
fuck. so pls stop it.
i swear im gon` del you if this shit of yours continues.

I thought i've alot of stuffs to be done. So many so many things to do.
Buy this buy that etc etc etc.
Do this do that etc etc etc.

Daddy's not back yet.
I'm waiting for my rewards.
waiting patiently at the moment.

oh yeah.
i don't like that guy at all.
really.


i've been getting real loads of feedbacks recently.
negative ones of cus. abt my character.
LOL.
anti-social.
not approachable.
'dao'
whatever whatever.
etc etc.
oh pls. I'm like so friendly nice and all okay.
so stop leaving this kinda gay comments.
i mingle well with strangers.
-wahahaha

gotten my timetable already.
luckily sch doesn't end at 6 daily. supposed to go school everyday.
so bored okay.
I just need to study. I thought amaths was out of my life for good.
I've to take up amaths again. I think i've to pass this sickening sub.
fuck. if i fail, byebye.
so yeah, im going school on mon. 17th april.
poly life starts officially.


and before i end this useless entry,
i shall kindly repeat again.
I'm APPROACHABLE people...
COME TALK TO ME.


HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
=DD

Its official. I'm absolutely fine. Thanks for the concern. Just need to whine alil sometimes. Everybody needs to move on. Nobody's gon` stay on the same old spot and wait for you to catch up. But while, It depends. Certain people actually move way too fast. Amazing. You guys won't get what i meant anyway. And im referring to another good friend of mine. Whatever it is, i support the decision he/she made. Its their life. I hope they know what they're doing. You can say im conservative and stuffs. I can't possibly get together with a guy who is, at the same time, sexing some other girls out there. This is insane. If you think im some girl whom you can pick up anywhere from a pub for a one night stand, i guess i might as well del your contact from my celly. Regardless of males/females, i sort of dislike the idea of playing around and having multiple partners at the same time.

Its obvious.
Forget it dude.
You're just trying too hard.
Try on some other innocent girls instead.

Well, I'm not sure whether im the one who keeps staying on the same spot or was it the others who move on faster? Perhaps, we all change. Honestly, i don't really like the idea of it. You know how certain people around change without your knowledge, especially your close ones. Things never failed to happen when you least expect them to. It just surprise me how my close ones get involve in stuffs that you'll never imagine it to happen to them. Its not funny.


Fortunately, I don't feel the distance at all. Still sense the closeness we once felt. Its sweet even tho you're just another memory. I do care for you.
as a friend.
yeah, friend.

Okay. This is nuts. Can't believe i felt so upset for the whole day. Those kinda heavy feeling. Really miserable. How i wish...it'll just go away.
Its been so long. Okay. Maybe not very long but still, its been quite sometime already.
Whatever.

I'll be there for you

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide
You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we're had some good times
How they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drink, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

3rd day at orientation.

Nothing much in the morning.
Played truth/dare game.
LOL.
B'cus im the only one who asked moronic qns, those guys couldn't wait to sabo me.
Finally, my turn.

' When's ur first kiss? '

=D
' last year...'

After awhile, kena me again. But its a dare this time. Was asked to take num from any guy.
Its my first time.
My first time taking num from guy.
Alil nervous actually.

After truth/dare was telematch.
gay.
silvia and i played only once.
those guys have to go so many rounds.
-HAHA

Lunch. Ate mac. Thousand loads better then the previous day.


Went off in between to meet ziyong and guys.
Saw funny people there.
Forget it. I don't even know em.
I only know yucong, milton, zy + familiar faces but dont know their names.
Sherlynn wasn't there.
)=
miss that girl.

We proceeded to amk's kpool.
Milton can't go in.
Being an extremely good friend, I accompanied him.
(=
chat around.

Off to town.
yucong's buying blazer.
zy's buying bag.
walked around and around.
armani.fcuk.ck.guess.blablabla
was deciding on the armani but price was alil...
guess's alil cheaper and nice too. But well, no size for him.
Die die also wanna buy something.
Finally saw one in topshop.
(=


That puma shoes suck.
Made my ankles hurt so much.
omg.





I don't emo nowadays. But won't hurt to emo alil right? -HAHA
That feeling's like so weird.
I don't know how and i don't know why.
Its only about 2 mths and such drastic change.
At least, to me, its drastic.
I just...er...forget it anyway.

2nd day at Orientation.

Amaths lecture first thing in the morning. LOL. Luckily, i did amaths back in sec sch. Didn't really pay much attention. Was lala-ing away.
Papers were passed around. Exchanged email add with each other.
My stomach was screaming away then...

Lunched at the south canteen.
Today's food was at least better than yesterday's. But still, i didn't finish.
Those guys are nothing but craps.
Couldn't stop laughing.
=D

Went off at 12.30 with steph for 'work'.
Yeah. 'work'
Headed to Bugis to hang around. Felt so bored over there. Omg. So we decided to have picnic outside the cinema. Bought mac.
Yes. we started to cam-whore.
-HAHAHA


picnic ((:*





This was supposed to be nice. But turned out to be like that. )=


I'm definitely not a lesbian. So stop asking me this dumb qns just b'cus i've got no bf for quite sometime.









Alright.
Was told to wear black tml.
gee...
((:*

First day of orientation.

Initially, the whole thing felt so gay.
But well, i was exceptionally sociable today.
So proud of myself alright.
lol.
Talked those girls and guys and leaders.
Amazing.

Did those usual stuffs. you guys know larh...
ice-breakers blablabla.
get to know each other blablabla.
There's this super anti-social female in my class.
She gave me those 'yaya papaya ah-lian' impression.
Hope she can smile abit. If not, scary.
I thought im like the most anti-social.
Looks like someone's worse than me.
-HAHA

Was dozing away during those extremely-boring briefings.
Can't stand.

Anyway, anyway, The lunch they provided for us was horribly disgusting.
Cold. No taste.
Yucks.


Sylvia Tan Sizhen's away.
I'm gon` miss her.
))=
Love the catching up.
wahahaha
((:*

=D


Daddy bought me LOADS of apparels.

Yes. Its hell loads.

So much so that he needs at least 3 luggage for all of em.

Being a very nice and good daughter, I decided to buy a beautiful pen for him since he lost the one i gave him years ago.

Excited okay. Can't wait for 12th.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
J A S L Y N C H U A



Okay.

That *toot plumber charged us 650 bucks.
With 650, I can buy like 6 pairs of jeans or 2 pairs of shoes or wadever wadever.
Anyway, anyway, Its my fault.


My throat's hurting badly now. Starts feeling sick since yesterday's night. So much so that i didnt really managed to get much beauty sleep. Its been don't know how many light years since i last fell sick. Mom concluded that its prolly due to THE PRETTIEST CANDYLICIOUS CHOCZ CHIPS which i baked days ago. Yeah. I finished em all by myself. And yes, I feel so bad now. Its killing me. almost there...

Around two weeks ago, I dropped something big into the toilet bowl.
Yeah. Something really big. Its a big plastic cover for my facial cream.
The toilet bowl wasn't stuck at that point of time.

Until yesterday, The water flow became retard.
Die. The thing's officially spoiled.

Mommy called the plumber just now.

Those people are fixing it.

People who live downstairs just came up to complain that there's water dripping from their toilet.

They said if the cover got stuck into the don't-know-call-what-pipe, a machine must be used to clear blabla.

I had nuts idea what they talking about.

I only remembered and understand the part where they told my mom exactly how much the whole procedure cost.
Yup. Few hundred bucks.
All b'cus of that big, fat, white cover.


Shouldn't have flushed it down in the first place.
What an ass.