Thursday, June 30, 2005

boring boring boring.

people, stop hearing me whine.

mom.pls kindly stop ur craziness. i can't tolerate anymore. im not so 'pro' to the standard as in i can ignore what u do everyday. understand?

i might as runaway and hide..


booo~
loser me..
((=
infatuation? crush?

well, according to my 'colour oxford english dictionary',
infatuation -> an intense but short-lived passion.
crush -> an intense infatuation.

so both actually mean the same isn't it?

okay, i know im 'bo liao'..but did that anyway to clear my doubts.
so was it all just an infatuation or wad?
uh-huh...
must be fantasies..yup.
most probably due to my daily day dreamin` session in class.



oh ya, wassup with all those couples nowadays?
inseperable uh? or just pure desperate?
spotted a pair of couple.
they were kind of groping each other..
and i was like..' damn, can't ur do it back in ur room?'
its a public place you see..
if you really wanna do it in a public place, then go cinema larh...
tho i dislike it, but i stared at em anway..
((=
quite a number of adults have addressed to these issues through the straits times.
saying that teenages are behaving more and more daring, thus causing inconvenience to the public.

well, what can i say?

hormones raging`-

=DD

emaths today was a free period. ((=



*chuckles



so cheryl and i decided to bring forward two special events..





the 'Hungry Ghost Festival'....
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Halloween.... boooo...







she's too shy to face me..or should i say cheryl's freaked out-







constipation- *so i look convincing enough?









__pure imbecility__




Tuesday, June 28, 2005

most importantly, i found a mickey handphone chain. *winks

mickey stickers which are so darn cute...

i wanna get em all....


=DDD
today even worst. blehs. keep knocking off.

now its like we sec 4 have to practically stay back after school almost everyday. different subject each day. pretty sad isn't it? just pray hard that those freaking teachers won't touch our friday. cuz its daa only day we get to be dismissed early. ard 12.15 i suppose...

amaths holiday assignments..24 or 16 sets of work? damn..i din even complete one...but that vanan said deadline is next tuesday and she wants to see how much we've done. now, how am i going to produce at least a miserable 7-9 sets of papers? ))=

regarding social studies proj, my group hasn't even started on it. ahaz. nice one. we're doing on venice for your info.
.powerpoint presentation.
.role play(video).
.come up with structured qns.
.find sources regarding venice.
.brainstorm and come up with ur own source based qns.
saturday going kim's house. just hope everything gon` be done. i'll be good and not disturb and distract the rest =DD



wow...today's entry is exceptionally long.
*clap clap

Monday, June 27, 2005

an extract i got from friendster's bulletin board. it really touch my heart.


Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you wan, but the realization of how much u already have.CONTENTMENTHave you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real bad, and you wish you were in another situation?You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks, everything seems to go wrong...Read the following story... it may change your views about life: After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month. he is happy as he is. I wonder how can he be happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of oldparents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household.He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India... that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback.He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper.The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child haunted him until today.You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty. had the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words- - -TO BEG!The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to thestreets to beg.Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating half-way. And almost instantly, a flock 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small piece of breadwhich wascovered with sand, robbing bits from one ano! ther. The natural reaction of hunger.Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily necessities.Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets.As he distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered how people can give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25. he began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be able to have a complete body, have a jo! b, have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice! and what isn't nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of... Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad? Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets."Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have."When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that! we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comesalong their way.The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past,youcan't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.Please send this message to those people who mean something toyou, to those who have touched your life, make you smile, make you see the brighter side of things, to let them know that you appreciate their friendship.And if you don't, don't worry, nothing bad will happen to you, you will just miss out on the opportunity to brighten someone's day.
oh my oh my...

can't believe i actually left out something so important.
blehs.

tell u wad, my emaths teacher's on mc.
why?
cuz..
she kena dengue fever..

awww...
how sad is that..
alright. i know my entries are getting real short.
but..actually..i've got lotsa of stuffs to share today.
somehow, i just forgotten abt it all.
excuses?
nahh..




blehs
first day of school, total shagg can..
i practically knock off once the teachers started going into daa chapters.
yep..im still in my holiday mood, absolutely...


help.real help needed in here.
i cant differentiate my friends and those anonymous people anymore.
i mean from my msn contacts.
as a result, i have to keep asking 'ure?'
its annoying you know..
when you keep having to del people from ur list.
arghh~

Sunday, June 26, 2005

tml sch reopen. ahaz. look at daa amount of homework i completed...sad..wad a disappointment.

haven't watched Initial D yet & im dying to watch it..anyone available?
interested in 'Be with you' too ((=
okay guys, i changed my num..
that 91711749 has been terminated.
((=

Friday, June 24, 2005

that faghag blame me for everything even tho its not my fault. wadeverr. i hate it.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

i accidentally twist my ankle today in the morning while waiting for the lift.
damn..same leg again.
now its like a lil tiny bit swollen.
god bless...
went for that 'motivation camp' thingy today. okayy. we all sit in the hall. yeaps, on the floor. and now my back & butt is aching. just imgaine urself sitting on the hard floor for hours. try doing that..
that lady, luck, most probably i spelled it wrongly..wadeverr it is, she gave talks on goals, keys to successful..blablabla..
now i know. imma auditory and kinesthetic person. yadayada..stef they all said im more of kinesthetic. pls larh..there's one thing thats absolutely not true. i dont like touching people k. =D
played captain's ball during that course too. hees. sure sweat alot.

listening to one chinese song now. llooll. im proud that i can fully understand the lyrics and meaning of it. kinda sad larh. but no use brooding over spilled milk.
just work on the present.try to forget the past. its just beautiful memories...and it'll always be. you* too...someone i'll always lurrve deep down in my heart..

Wednesday, June 22, 2005


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now then i realised, i've damn lotsa work to be done. maths!!! argh...wonder how im gon` finished it before sch reopens.

just started reading 'angels and demons' yesterday. gon` finish it soon. yeapp. interesting uh..craving for more. blehs.

Mr Neo called me personally this morning. telling me to turn up for tml's 'motivation camp'. i was wth...i bet he and a bunch of shake-leg teachers spent a wonderful morning calling students to turn up for tml's moronic event. thats how pathetic teachers can get...my heart certainly goes out to em.. ((=

Sunday, June 19, 2005

just got back from cwp.
went there to rent a book. Dan Brown's [angels and demons]
wanted to buy the rest of his books but too bad, all were out.
))=

thought of Judith Mcnaught also but there weren't much options for me to choose. as for Nora Roberts, im not interested anymore. bleahs.
okay. i forgotten abt Danielle steel. shit.


well peeps, i'll be posting my childhood photos soon. interested? =DD

Friday, June 17, 2005

before i forgot,
a lady approached me at daa orchard mrt station.
'we need faces like you for our..blablabla..' she ranted on.
'huh..errr...no thanks.'

however..she stuffed her namecard to me. insisted that i gave her my name and contact nums. how dumb..no choice. she's too persistent. just hope she wont call.

bless me.
orchard..
saw a pink skirt from phuture london. omg. lurrve it so much and its only $89. its not expensive also waddd...so i asked that lady to get me a new piece. guess wad she said? 'sorry ms, daa pink one is only left with large. how about grey colour?'
damn...i was like sians 1/2 on daa spot. so disappointing can...
=((


nvrrmind. sure gon` get it da nxt time.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

went bugis today.
surprisingly, i bought 2 billabong wallets. *chuckles
one red and one white.


holiday homework still gotta lots more to go.
damn...

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

im confused.

by all those.
'i love you, you love me' stuffs.

others may sound sincere.
but some out there are just..
horribly superficial!


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i cut my hair.



but still, my hair is LONG k..


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envy HER.



envy me.

just got back from KL.

i cut my hair.finally...
cut my fringe too.
but its different from da previous one.


saw loads of msgs.
my inbox's flooded.
damn...




and i miss damn lots of people..
aww...

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Paris's getting married soon.
yep. married to another Paris.
both Paris's so freakin` rich.
hmmm...perhaps,
im gon` name my children 'Paris' too..
i mean next time.
lloll.
how dumb...

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

went shopping with my relatives today. have to entertain em you see...
they bought lortsa stuffs.
i only came home with one skirt frm blossom, 2 racerbacks frm puremilk.
yep. thats about it. still hunting for a suitable wallet....

Monday, June 06, 2005

ong.jian.wen, daa beeg bully + ps-sterr..
alright..this dude here said he'll acc me to lavender and get my passport photo changed. okay. so after my tuition, i realised i didn't save his hse num into my hp. damn..cant call and ask his mom to wake him up. nvrrmind abt that. tried calling his hp and leave him a msg too. but no respond (-.-") . in da end, i went there alone. how pathetic...

lavender......
im disgusted at da num of people there. omfg. i waited damn long just to get my deadd picture taken. pissed off, i get out of that went to bugis. walk awhile then went to bras basah to get my deadd picture taken. wonder why i look so chubby in da pic. eek. after that, went back to that darn building again. you wouldn't believe this... i've to wait for 251 person before my turn. shit em. the whole level was like so packed with people. c'mon larh. its monday you know...you adults don't have to work arh. students on holiday so its understandable..but..adults....arghh..i waited for like around 2 hrs and that lady at daa counter still gotta the cheek to praise me for being patient. wth. of cuz i've to bear with it right..i came all the way frm yishun can...
its already four plus after everything's done. god sakes, i haven't had my lunch yet. my stomach was shouting for help while waiting for my turn earlier on. poor thing ))=





p a t i e n c e-

Sunday, June 05, 2005

went tuition this morning. met a bunch of moronic malay guys on da way. they were calling out to me frm their car. (-.-").
after that, meet fang, beka and 2 other guys for sentosa. took train there.
met up with another one of fang's fren, Xuesha...at harbour front. okay, she's cute
all of em had bikini except me. why? cuz my bikini da hook or buckle or wadeverr u call that, is spoiled. poor thing uh. in da end had to wear xuesha's sport bra. she got bring extra larhh..
was very reluctant to wear it at first cuz im just not used to wearing other people's clothes, not to even mention undergarments. but they persuaded me into wearing that.
all of us played volleyb. played with some strangers too..they all kinda funny =))
luckily didn get sunburn.lol.
i went off first cuz mom said she wanna go somewhere.
guess wad, went i got home, she said no need go already. i was like wth....
wadeverr it is, im gon` get a new one. yea...i mean my 2 piece. yellow should be nice...





=))
with love,
jjenn

Saturday, June 04, 2005

flabbergasted.

why?. i don't know.
uncle gon` reach here on this coming thurs. he's coming back from belgium to visit all his relatives you see...hmmm..wonder how much chocolates he'll buy for me this time round. hees.
im addicted okay. obsessed with chocolates. ((=




c h o c o.

Friday, June 03, 2005

sentosa anyone???

hmm..asked Jes to confirm with me afterr confirming with da other peeps.
long time since i went sentosa..
miss da beach there...




audioz~

Thursday, June 02, 2005

PISCES WOMAN
She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.
She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.
She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man. It's not even in her thought.
She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.
A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her , then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.
A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.
Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angel before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.
She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.
Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angel.
okay. got people asked me go out. but i nvrr go.



-outkast....

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

im going bonkers.


i hate hols sometimes. especially when its so freaking long. it just gave me excuses to sleep all day. kinda horrible k.
total hopeless.

everything isn't right.
he's not right.
im not right.
lol.
there's actually nothing wrong with him.
its me.
okay. i don't even know wad im talking about.
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i've been thinking lately that you&me, no..we couldn't make it.
yah. shouldn't even have know each other in da first place.
cuz you affects me. greatly...
perhaps you should be borned somewhere else.
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as for you,
ure really a great friend.
still rmb da times when we're always together
i don't like it when we drifted apart.
there's this prob..
but im gon` get it right soon.
gon` give yaa a call one of these days.
we shall go out aight!
=D
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oh yahh..
don't worry,
i wont disturb you.
tho i wished to.
lloll.
cuz something might just go really wrong.
and i din wanna it to happen.
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people, feeling weird uh? don't understand wad im writing abt?..thats it..
there's alot of 'you' in here..each referring to different individuals.






wads happening?
i dread going out k. hmmm...shit. need to see a shrink i think.
guess im getting retard from all the sleeping.
even when he asked me out, i rejected.
wth.
hmm. perhaps should hav gone out with him. most probably can get myself cured.
the prob all lies with me.



c o n t r a d i c t can..
whenever i read or see anything concerning that,
i would feel the pain..

sad uh.
i gotta a shock when i logged in just now. 12 new msgs, all from friendster..

pls larh guys, get a life..
those asking for num.
those who wanna meet.
god sakes...no brains zit?
im not being mean here but really, we're STRANGERS.
mom has taught me not to mingle with strangers especially with people like your..