i always hear people whine about their lives.
well,

who will hear mine?

well, im still abit upset about the fact that i haven't bought my high heels from charles&keith.
cuz coincidentally, my size was all sold out.
okay. another saddening thing.
mommy didn't wanna pay for that pair of very-nice-NineWest-heels.
))=
so sad can..
she say 'pay yourself'.'

blehs.
wonder why?
cuz...
she still owe me
2 pair of heels.
1 school bag.
lotsa blings blings.
neckalace.
and lotsa clothes.
she'd prolly faint if that pair of NineWest heels is added on to the list.
plus, she's having her own regular shopping sprees also during weekdays.(she always do this cuz i won't tag along).

mom: 'whoever gets to marry you must be really suay.'
mom: 'he prolly go bankrupt after 5 yrs.'

okay. i was like wth.
hmmm. don't worry.
i won't be a spendthrift.
unless the guy's as rich as bill gates.

lloll.


by the way, i had a very freaking weird dream last night.

i wanna go out.
but cuz of her,
i can't .
arghh.
))=

today is sucha boring day.
went to school with a black face still.
some people should know it.

only managed to really smile during chemistry lesson.
cuz i realised its not worth getting all pissed up cuz of one pathetic creature.
and i keep smiling after that ((=

after school went prata place with
-stef
-shanmin
-curina
-kim choo
-Jojo
-sharon

okay. i ate only a cheese and 2 plain pratas. ordered a mutton with shanmin. ordered another chicken curry with drums for myself. and those peeps were saying i ate too much. pls larh. i never okay. ahaz. nways, i still prefered the pratas at Jalan Kayu. gon` pull shanmin go eat with me. =DD cuz i tend to eat more there.
after which we all chill out at kim choo's place except for jojo and sharon.
lol. gossiping session again.
mwa-






got to know syl's story.
if i ever get to know that guy,
i'd prolly give him a kick in his ass..
add sulphuric acid to his drinks.
he's one,
BASTARD OF THE BASTARDS,
MOST PATHETIC CREATURE EVER LIVED ON EARTH,
UNPRODUCTIVE,
HOPELESSLY DESPO,
and of cuz, anything that rots suits him.
in short, this kinda person shouldn't have existed at all.
a disgrace to his own species.
TOTAL ASS.

due to some faults in the previous blogskin. i've to change the template.
i so don't like this.

mommy freak-ed me out today but, i took it well. ((=


mama: 'you'll be ridiculously fat once you're pregnant.'
'even more freakingly fat once you gave birth.'
poor daughter: .......*mouth wide open.
mama: 'your legs will be like those of elephant's, your nose will be as round as a meat ball.'
poor daughter: omfg..hell.. *feel like puking already.
mama: 'and of cuz, your figure will be like a coca-cola can.' *smiling wickedly.
poor daughter: 'well, who cares about that?. im already married and won't giva shit about how i look. anyways, guys on the streets wouldn't give a damn to married/pregnant ladies.'



tho its really hard work, but i'll be glad to have babies! cuz i love em. lol
i have friends telling me that they don't wanna get married, not gon` have kids blablabla etc..
they either complain that there're no good guys left in this world or they're terrified of the process of GIVING BIRTH.

basically, teachers and moms have told us about the so-called nightmare.

the area of the hips there expand as you're about to give birth.
the doc will make your legs spread wide open.
you'll shit everything out due to the horrible pain.
your hole will slowly expand. ouch-
and it'll expand to a fcukin` 12-14cm. imagine that..
you'll scream your lungs out.
the damn doctor will ask you to breath in and out.
your deardear hubby will stay beside you. (not sure.)
and you'll grap his hand. bite it even..
he too, will scream with you.
if, you're suay and give birth to a big-headed baby,
the doctor will have to slice apart your hole..cut it using scissors.
WITHOUT ANY ANESTHETIC.
gross can..
at last, you heard angelic cries.
and when your lil darling come out safely,
the terror doctor will then proceed to sewing up your 'distorted hole'
tata! thats the end.


noble isn't it?
guys will never know.
they'll never understand.

Speaking of words,
yours will carry an amazing amount of weight now;
so if you're not in the mood to banter,
don't try to pretend you are.
You'll only leave others wondering what you really meant by that.




okay. this is my horoscope for the day.
which is so not true i think...

im feeling happy.
i don't know why.
most prolly i straighten out my thoughts.
should have done so a long long time ago.
but i guess i didn't.
i just allow myself to sink deeper into the never-ending miseries.
not really miseries tho sometimes they were..
but now,
everything's over.
all gone.
im gon` start afresh.
i can now keep smiling like nobody's biz.
im relieved.
really happy.
feeling glad for me?
((=





sorry peeps. not in a good mood recently. pms you see. so don't blame or grumble about me.
sorry yee shian, don't mean to be so mean and shout at you. no hard feelings yea?







-see me cry in 2 months time.

suddenly thought of something.








whose my angel???
Eeekks...







*puke -mwa

sis went for the ndp stuff in the afternoon. just gotten back not long ago..she seems very happy about it ((=

went Orchard shopping with mommy.
i went there to hunt for bags and neckalace but in the end bought clothes instead.
both skirt and shorts. from ebase.
kinda weird actually cuz i've never step foot into ebase before.
well, so its my first time.
lol.

by the way,
i regretted taking 's' size for both bottoms.
its tight.
guess...im gon` fully convert to medium soon.





quit thinking and get on...

Mr Wan demands that i write something in here about him.
okay here it goes...

wan's

*kind
*helpful
*good natured
*talented
*humorous
*and anything thats good.

well, satisfied?

wan's single and available now.
anyone interested can call 9***blahblah..

speech day-racial harmony day celebration
(scroll down for more pics (= )

went Sherlynn's house this morning. She told me her friend could help me with the sari. hmmm. reached lynn's hse at around 10.30am i think. well, her friend went to the hospital to visit her grandma if im not wrong. so that means i'll have to seek Sheetha's help. okay. called sheetha and settle the time. Me and Lynn went over to my house to collect the other sari cuz i borrowed two earlier on. everything's a mess..a long story..in the end i went back lynn's hse and do the sari thing all over again on my own.. guess what, i did it! i do it all by myself. and im freakingly satisfied with the results. blehs.

went over to 233 to meet up with stef, bex, fang, johnson and zigui.
stef= indian punjabi
bex= malay baju kurung
fang= malay baju kurung
johnson= malay
zigui= c.o attire
((=

i looked funny on the way to school. the way i walked was like a penguin can..lol. can blame. im scared that my sari will slip off. and im having difficulty walking with that 6 yard long sari on me. finally reached school. tho its only a mere 3 mins journey, but it seems like ages..

Khim gotta be involved in prize giving so me, stef, lynn, fang, bex, leo, yonglong and lesner walked around. took pics of cuz =DD thats what we always do..lol
headed to the hall at around 4 plus. there's nothing much there. only boredom+lotsa sweat.





-well, there's somemore but still not yet uploaded. blehs. will blog it the next time.

okay.
i finally managed to squeeze into that sari top.
and i think im gon` wear that tomorrow.
its the last year you see...


=DD

There're no bad boys.
only bad environment,
bad training,
bad examples
& bad thinking...


saw this somewhere. kinda true actually...

damn~

gon` get absolutely zero for my amaths class test.
Vanan gon` throw my paper into the rubbish bin.
hope she doesn't suffer a stroke when she mark my paper.

-mwa

okay. there was this girl, whom i met once and i supposed we're friends. know her through fang and bex. yep.
but recently, both of em broke off friendship with her. why?
well, it all had to do with that girl's character.

imagine your friend 3-timing guys..wad do you think?
i'd prolly go 'woah...thats horrible' *stinks.

i don't blame her nor hate her for being oh-so-bitchy. gon` blame myself for not being as pretty and charming as her. she managed to sweep 3 guys off their feet...can you other girls do it? lol.

bex told her something like this....
' guys are tools but not toys. guys are to be with and not played. If you don't like em, why not let others who love them have the chance?'

and yeah, i totally agreed with bex. people like that particular 'girl' have hell lotsa guys dying to date her. since she just wanna have a fling, why must she chose those goodie guys? can't she just find someone whose just like her? toy&ditch...
as i said, having 3 at a same time is bad enough. wad matter more is that, 2 of the guys actually kinda really get serious. the other one, same species with her. terror uh.

that 2 guys are just plain unlucky to get to know her. im sure other girls will appreciate em more.

she's scandalous-


i really dislike this kinda stuffs.
having flings here and there.
toy with people's feeling.
you may think its fun and cool.
but have u wondered how many pathetic souls u hurt in the process of ur so-called happiness?
and are you really happy at the end of day?
when you're alone in the night, beneath the cold blankets...
and does that explains why you're seeking pleassure & 'love' from all your poor partners..?
if thats really the case, then i guess you're the most pathetic creature on earth...
im feeling sorry.
god treats you well. he blessed you with such good looks and family. its not like he made you born in a third world country.
really wondering why you're doing this to yourself.
bet your parents will be extremely heartbroken if they knew your stuffs.
im sure alot of girls out there envy you. i admit im one of em too.
with such angelic face and those innocent crystal eyes, kinda hard to believe you've got such a shit charracter.
im shocked. in fact, veryveryyyy shock.
so im telling you this..what goes around comes around.
treasure those around you.
if not, you'll have a shit ending.
and my heart certainly won't goes out to you.




[god bless]


withlove,
jjen

okay. i didn't go school today? why? cuz its thurs. ((=

went lunch with mommy then after that bought 2 hammie. omfg. they're usch a sweetie. so far, i only manage to take a pic of this lil cutie shown below. the other one..hmmm..i guess he/she shy larh. haven't thought of any names yet..ideas anyone?

bex and i went tuition hunting in the afternoon. went toa payoh. i thought there's alot of tuition centres there you see...well, i was right after all. There were really lotsa tuition centres BUT all cater to only PSLE students and not 'O' level students. wasted trip. feeling bored, we went Orchard. blehs.. at Heeren there took neoprints. ((= gon` upload it later on. . . walk over to far east. again, kinda looking for my mickey studs but sad to sad, couldn't find any..damn suay larh. supposed to go take a look at the white puma sling bag but forgotten all about it. nevermind. there's always a next time =DD tho i've already got a red coloured one, also puma, but somehow, puma sling bags just captivate me. lol.

tml's mt 'O' listening. god bless..

praying hard that vanan's not coming tml. i don't wanna take her test which was supposed to be on today but she's absent. how pathetic can i get..

angels =DD

she just love to disturb...

i lurrve cheryl's bro. he's ridiculously cute...aww~

okayy..there's more but im plain lazy to upload.

 

oh ya!! how could i missed out something which was so so so important???

people, i've got myself a mickey hp chain.

=DD

happy for me?

slack in school today again.

cheryl went home before recess due to her severe stomach cramp. both of us suspected she kena food poisoning. god bless her.
had the eng class test just now. okay..nothing but trash. hellooo....its my first time writing a speech and i don't know whats its all about. shouldn't have absent myself when ms neo went through about speech writing. well, i think mine looks more like a formal letter compared to the others..bet im gon` be the only failure this time. ))=

went bk and ljs with beka and fang after school. lloll. ran away from the humanities remedial. =DD

well, this template ain't very nice actually.
nevermind abt it. gon` get a new one sooner or later.
by the way, i've put up a tagboard this time. cuz its just too plain ......

i'll appreciate if people don't vandalise that dumb taggy with wadever shit stuff you guys have got to say. cuz my mickey won't like it ((=
nways, i'd prolly tear that down soon..not very used to having a tagboard in my blog you see...



audioz

i wonder if im thinking far too much. cant help it.
he made me feel that way...
im not sure whether its true but i think..
this kinda shit thing shouldn't continue.



-things go terribly wrong sometimes.

tuition..tuition..more tuition..pls...
im going 'tuition siao'. =D


on the phone with dad just a few moments ago.
i've to admit that i really miss him.
mom said dad will only be back by the end of this month.
for those people who don't know, im always not on good terms with muh daddy. im not sure when all this starts..since pri sch, those mornings when i sit beside him during the journey to school, there's always this kinda awkward silence between the both of us. we just don't have anything to talk about.
daddy and i argued over even the slightest thing. well, im stubborn. that prolly explains why the relationship between us ain't that good. as for my sis, she doesn't have the same problem with dad. both of em sure clicks well.
i know im always complaining about how biased dad is.. but actually deep down i do know he dote on me..alot.
we didn't said much on the phone just now, or should i say its only a mere 10 sentences... and i was like trying real hard to fight back my tears.
mommy's always crying when she talks or think about dad tho he's only away for a month..to us, it seems like ages. its understandable larh...without dad, there's practically no one to keep her company. during weekends, my sis eats all day long..and im always busy with my own stuffs. weekdays, even worst. the earliest i get home is in the late afternoon and then, i'll just shut myself in my room for the rest of the day. my sis?..not quite sure whats she's doing. so mommy's left alone.

))=

perhaps i should get some books on 'How to build and maintain a good relationship with ur dad'.
any recommendations, people???




i sure love my dad-

okay. i admit i do have big ears.` mwa....

=D
blehs.

sch dismissed at 11.05 today. went Bugis with stef. ((= well, supposed to watch initial D but decided to postpone it to next week. took neos and pics. damn...still couldn't find the mickey ear studs i want. nevermind abt that. i guess i'll be moved to tears if anyone gimme one mickey softoy, mickey ear studs, strawberries and of cuz chocolates and candies in a day!!!

*chuckles...

 

its all abt jen&stef...

 

 

 

 

-did you ever wonder about it?

tml..
hmmm..
lets see..

im going school *clap clap
know why?

firstly, tml early dismissal.
secondly, emaths two period without the presence of the frog. her dengue came back and haunt her you see....


yah..thats about it.
so you guys just wasted 2 mins reading this
-trash.

skipped school.

no school for me today.

stayed at home.


((=

went causeway with stef after school.





-absolutely no other comments.
=))

today's oral kinda alright. just that i've trouble phrasing my sentences.

yesterday's night rushed through the 10 yr series. omfg..its like 16 papers altogether k..wonder how am i gon` finish all these. guess i'll have to stay up tonight again.
))=



things go terribly wrong sometimes.

tomorrow's mt oral.
nevermind abt it. i know i can't get a distinction for that.



but..

*god bless' anyways...


=D

didn't have a good sleep yesterday's night. keep tossing and turning. ))=

saturday...
went Cheryl's house in the morning at ard 10 with jes and jc. do the s.s stuff larh. Kim came to join us after that. joke ard. lol. i kept taking pics with cheryl's lil bro. he's darn cute!! awww..
went off to meet Jianwen & Jason. that bully, jianwen, said that if i never reach khatib's mrt station by 1pm, they'll go off without me. wth. i rushed there k..guess wad, i ended up waiting for 50 mins for them. ))= how pathetic.. a gurl, stella..tagged along with us..i don't know her at first..lol. after chatting for a while, found out that she likes to play MIA. omg. another problematic kid uh..just like me? nope..imma good gurl. by the way, we went orchard. supposed to hunt for my mickey ear studds but can't find any..saw one particular guy played the parapara dancing machine. me and stella was like 'Omfg..so gay-ish can!...' that guy, ahem...was really..kinda extreme larh. you guys should see the way he position himself and dance. wth. its GROSS. GAY.. never in a million years would i fall for this kinda guys*


Sunday...
tuition in the morning.
im freaked out by 3 persons today..at the same place, northpoint.
firstly...by laiting & linda.
second, Jill...
=DD
Jill's going sentosa..
sentosa fever seems to be on...




happy youth day ((=

reached home at abt 2pm today. ran away from da motivational camp thing.lol.

 

 

don't be mistaken..imma sec4 student k..the one on da right ((=

amaths...vanan not here so decided to have our photo taking session again. somehow, im not very happy with the results..ahem..i mean..its like..i looked way too childish uh..blehs

was tryna be funny...but not funny at all..

chio bu jes. and she's always so xin fu..see da way she smiles ..((=

kimmiebaby. another very-much-in-loved girl..

upcoming...with wano or bob or wadever he calls himself..well, to me, he's one helluva joker.[da malay bro&sis] =DD

bex..my bud [eng period]..uh-huh. its time for me to trim my hair .lol..getting way too messy.shouldn't have cut so many layers..

4eB babes uh....bleahs =DD

 

 

 

 

there's more actually..((= guys, noticed that my style of smiling has changed? wanted to imitate those gurls in friendster larh.. i used to show my teeth when posing for photos. now its like so act cute can..no choice..with this kinda hairstyle, can't help but act cute a lil ..okay. i know it doesnt work. turn out that i look more like a kindergarden kid. nobody will believe that im taking 'Os' in a few months time. pretty sad uh..but hey! i'll look like my actual age when my hair's let down k. so pls don't assume im always this childish...